Thanks for letting me join your gang
I've battled with my weight all my life. I got to my heaviest at the end of 2009 when i hit the scales at 23st 3lb.. i was mortified but still didn't do anything about it. I was in a crap marriage so food was my way of getting by. In Jan 2010 i finally got the courage to finish it and he left near the end of Jan. I started my own diet at the beg of Feb.. just cut out the crap and by July i'd lost 5 stone
At the time i was going through my midwifery training looking after 3 kids on my own with no help from he who must not be named. It was a struggle and i got into a very dark place so took a break from my training.
In the September i met a really amazing guy who is in the Navy. With his help i started to turn my life around (i was 17st 12lb when i met him). I did get down to 17 st 2lb at one point but then it slowly started creeping up again
. I restarted my training and am now a fully qualified Midwife
which is an achievement i'm really proud of, i got a good classification for my degree to boot!
It's strange as as long as i weigh the same or a little less than when i met my man i didn't feel too bad, but when i went over i felt awful. Then i got to the point where i was over a lot of the time. So now it's time for me to drop the rest of this weight! My partner is away at the mo, i started the diet the day he sailed so i'm hoping he'll notice a small difference when i see him next Friday. He's here for a week then away for 2 months. So the end of November is my first mini target, i would love to have lost at least 3 stone by then. It's also my graduation so another reason to drop the weight! I keep trying to imagine meeting him at the airport and him being shocked at how much weight i've lost!!!
Am finding the diet ok so far... some days i feel hungrier than others but try and plod on. Cooked the kids tea the other day and had 2 grains of rice and a tiny prawn and felt guilty pmsl!!! Have my sons birthday meal tomorrow and a bbq on sunday so am really going to need to watch myself!
Well i hope you are still awake after reading all that! And i look forward to getting to know you guys xxx