Mandy... please try not to worry too much, I know that's much easier said than done though. I think the way to look at it is that the smear test has done the job it's supposed to and caught any abnormality at an early stage where treatment can be very straightforward and most of all effective. I was in a similar situation about 15 years ago now, maybe more (it's funny 'cos I can't remember too much about it now although at the time it was I was devestated). They found an abnormality, got me to a specialist and I had laser treatment. It was a small precedure under general anesthetic. Afterwards I had to have more regular smears for a few years and everything was clear and totally eradicated. That was a long time ago and I'm sure medical precedures are much more advanced now. The C word really puts the fear of God into us, the health professionals might not always realise the impact of the language they use. As someone said, they deal with this all the time. Try to stay positive hun, big hugs xx :bighug:
I have done myself no favours over the last couple of nights :sigh:. Thursday I had a friend over for dinner and cooked loads of little free food dishes which we picked at but ruined it by allowing 1 glass of wine to turn into 4! :sign0007:. And then, even worse, last night I allowed myself to be ambushed by 2 4 1 cocktails. They just sneaked up from behind and got me, lol!
And it's still only Saturday morning! I'm going to have to give myself a stern talking too and do miraculous things next week if I want to lose my 2lb
On a serious note tho, in the past this would have been enough to make me give up but I've come on here, 'fessed up to it so I don't even feel bad and I will keep going! Happy Weekend Everyone!