Thanks everyone for the support, I really do appreciate it. I know I've been sulking but I think anyone in my position would be miserable and disappointed about it. I'm not sulking anymore - I'm still not happy about it but I'm just trying to get on with it.
Please please don't feel bad for saying fab or fore telling me to stop sulking or whatever - I know that really it's a fab loss and any other week I would be over the moon with it! It was just me being a miserable so and so and taking the huff a bit.
Honestly, I'm fine. I haven't given up. I'm just plodding on trying to do the best I can this week before my day/night out on Saturday - damage limitation and all that.
Thank you all so much. I really do appreciate all of the advice and comments, even if it sometimes doesn't seem like it. I am the type of person who sees the negatives in a situation like this, rather than focusing on the positives. It probably seems like I've been a bit ignorant and moody, but I've just been letting all of your comments sink in over the last couple of days. I won't give up. Actually, last night was funny. A picture randomly came up on my FB news feed which seems very relevant to me this week, maybe it was a sign!
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Love you all xxx