Hi guys. Back again after yet another little disappearing act
I feel like such an idiot coming on here with all good intentions at the start of the week, then it getting to a weekend and me just disappearing - and as you can probably guess, going well and truly off the rails. It's beginning to get really embarrassing now. But I am really struggling at the moment, I had another gain last night of half a lb.
So, after two gains running (albeit, rather small in the grand scheme of things) and my Birthday coming up this week, I am giving myself a serious kick up the backside!! Following a long chat with The Messiah (my consultant, Nic) last night, I have made some plans which I am determined to put into action to help me with a maintain this week. I have nothing on until Saturday, so my aim is to be 100% on plan until then! I've sat down and written a food plan for the week, which will help. I'm aiming to use minimal Syns Wednesday, Thursday and Friday so that the weekend can be flexible.
Saturday I am going out for a meal and then a night out with the girls. We're going to a gorgeous Italian, and as it's my Birthday I want to enjoy what I have. I've already decided that I'm going to have mushrooms stuffed with chicken liver pate to start, and then butterfly pasta with chicken and mushrooms in a light cream sauce for main. Not Slimming World friendly in the slightest, but my plan is to start the day on Saturday as on plan as possible - lots of yummy SuperFree fruit for breakfast and although I'll probably have a glass or two of wine and soda with my meal, I'll aim to stick to vodka and diet coke for the rest of the night to help keep Syns at a minimum.
Sunday is probably going to be the biggest danger zone this week. The main reason I struggled last week, and came in with a gain, was not because of my night out on Friday, it was because of all the rubbish I ate in the days afterwards. My aim this time around is to let go of the guilt, and not to think "oh well, I've ruined it now anyway" and then shovel 42 packets of crisps down my neck lol! I've conquered this before, but old habits are starting to creep in again. It's good that I've cracked it before though, because I know I can do it again. I've planned a Green day for Sunday so that if (cough cough) I happen to be a little hungover and craving junk food, I can make myself loads of yummy SW chips. I can also have two lots of Healthy Extras, so I'm planning on making pizzas using WW wholemeal pittas (B). I'm also going to plan into my day a couple of packets of crisps and a bar of chocolate. When I was talking to Nic last night we decided that by allowing for some "naughty" food, I am probably more likely to stick to plan, rather than telling myself "no, you're not allowed it" and then craving it more and going berserk when I crack and give in.
Then we have Monday, which is my actual Birthday. This is going to be similar, in a way, to Saturday. I'm planning on starting the day on plan with lots of fruit for breakfast, and then at lunchtime we're off to another Italian for lunch. Although I won't be 100% on plan, I am going to try and reign it in a little and not be as "off plan" as Saturdays meal. I haven't decided on what I'm going to have yet, but I'm thinking tomato and mozzarella starter (could use mozzarella as my A choice and ask for no olive oil/dressing), and then maybe lasagne or chicken arabiatta for main. Again, maybe a glass or two of wine and soda, but nothing over the top (it is a Monday afternoon, afterall!!) And then my plan is to get back on the wagon for the rest of the day - if I feel I need to even eat anything more after that lot!! Phew!
As my weekend is going to be flexi-Synned, it's going to be hard keeping track of how many Syns I'll have had this week. I'll try and keep a track of them daily, but in all honesty this week for me is more about getting the control back. I am not aiming for a loss at all. I would be more than happy to see a maintain next Tuesday.
Anyway, sorry to bore you all with this on a Wednesday morning, but I sometimes feel that writing stuff down gets things off my chest, and by telling you all my plans for the week I feel like hopefully I have more of a reason to stick to them.
Here's my food plan for today...
Green
(S) = Speed
(SS) = SuperSpeed
Breakfast
- Pomegranate
Lunch:
- Ryvita (HExB) topped with Fat Free Cottage Cheese
Dinner:
- 3 x Linda McCartney Rosemary and Red Onion Sausages served with Mustard Mash (HExA + 1 Syn), Carrots (S), Green Beans (S) and Peas (SS) and Roasted Red Onions (S) and Mushrooms (S)
Other:
- Berry Bakewell HiFi (HExB)
Healthy A: 250ml Semi Skimmed Milk
Healthy B: 4 x Ryvita Original & 1 x HiFi
Daily Syns: 1