There's no way I can take it as a holiday, I'd never get back on plan! I need to face the scales and then move on. Which I say every week and up to now it just isn't happening.
It's not so much that I am trying to rush to target. I am just frustrated that I can't just manage one God damn week being 100% on plan. In the 6 weeks after Christmas I did amazingly. And now. Well now I am just embarrassed about the last month or so. It's like the same sob story week in week out. No matter what I do or say, I can't get it right.
Why can't I do this anymore