Afternoon all!!!!!......sorry for my abandonment of diary! So prepare yourself for a war n peace update!!
Sooooooo, Saturday of last week my OH went skiing and I had the week booked off work and dd was at school....so what to do, I thought I'll clean the house right through n catch up with a few peeps etc to keep myself busy!
Saturday night I had some girlfriends around for tea and we were discussing the rather unsettling dream I'd had the early hours of Saturday morning which had left me feeling somewhat out of sorts and with a horrible heavy feeling in the pit of my stomach....we joked about it and as they were all leaving I checked and double checked my candles were all out from dinner and they laughed at me some more!
The dream I'd had was that I was running out of my house with my daughter in my arms followed by my OH, as I turned to face my house I could see the houses next door on fire and there were emergency services parked all along the road!
I turned to my OH and he said 'don't worry we've just got smoke damage in the lounge and bedrooms and it'll be fine. I remember seeing the house in the end still on fire and that is what had spread to ours. I remember everyone getting out safely though.
Anyway, on waking up from said dream at 0210am I woke OH and told him about it as it really affected me! Anyway, at 5am he went off on his little ski trip and for the whole day I felt a sense of anxiety! Which I thought was down to the fact he'd gone away.
So back to the evening and after saying goodbye to friends, I went to bed.
I woke up in the dark and looked at the clock, funnily enough it was 0210 am on the nose again, I thought great! Now I'm not sleeping because OH is away....I lay there for about 5 minutes and then heard a whirring sound outside, I knew it was usually deadly quiet in the middle of the night outside our house and tried to make out the noise.....I could also hear a regular beeping that sounded familiar.
I turned to face the curtains and was immediately aware of lights flashing and then it sunk in what the noise was, it's was a fire engines radio system inside the cab and the whirring was the pumps!
I flew out of bed and opened the curtain to be greeted with, yes you guessed it.....my dream!!! It was exact, barring the damage to my house, I opened the window and my room filled with the smell of burning and smoke, I could see that the house on the end of my row was on fire and the road was lined with emergency services!
I work for the services myself and text one of the comms operators to ask what was happening, the reply, don't worry everyone is safe, it's just a lot of smoke damage to the lounge and bedrooms, it was an electrical fault.
So, was the time, house, exact damage etc just a coincidence?
Anyway, to cut a long story short (this is where you'll think i'm barmy)
I've had these types of dreams on and off since I was around 10 years old, is never had proof though through telling anyone other than my mum! This continued until my early 20's I didn't then have any for around 5 years.
That was until Sat 30th June 2007, the most frightening dream I'd ever had, it consisted of an airport, terrorists, burning etc...that morning I went to work and spoke with my sergeant as I thought I'm stressed etc, it really effected me and left me with that horrible feeling in my stomach again!
We talked it through, went out on patrol and came back into eat at around 4pm, I was shuffling paper when my sergeant came in and said you really need to come and see this, we went through to the canteen where everyone was watching sky news, I was confronted by, the Glasgow Airport bombing, my dream!
So on Tuesday this week I couldn't get it out of my head and started looking into precognitive dreaming etc....a new shop had just opened a few doors up from me that offers aromatherapy treatments, healing, tarot readings etc etc.....so I went in to see if they had any herbal sleeping stuff to stop these nightmares and to help me sleep!
I got talking to the owner, a completely normal lady, who is a Reiki Master and Psychic.....she has a friend who's an author and is currently writing a book on prophetic dreaming as he's had this ability all his life too, another coincidence??!!
So I ended up meeting with said author, for around 3 hours we chatted and my whole perspective has changed!!! I've tried my whole life to suppress these dreams and tell myself to grow up and stop being silly, but as they've told me its a gift that you can choose to ignore, but it will raise its head in warning situations, or I can work with it!!!
I also have the uncanny knack of picking up vibes, personalities etc from people and their houses and material items....I'm usually 100% spot on, and I can take an instant dislike to certain people/situations that'll usually be right too.
So instead of doing the usual, I've chosen to work with it! I start my psychic awareness course in May, and my Reiki part one course in September as apparently I have good properties for spiritual healing due to being quite in tune with people's 'vibes' :0) oh and I have a psychic reading booked for next week!!
I'm actually for once in my life really excited and totally at ease about something that seems so normal to me and extremely fascinating!
A few other weird things have happened since this meeting, I was having a few financial worries with our new house being like a money pit etc, the lady gave me a crystal and some talk on abundance, positive energy etc etc which I secretly thought, mumbo jumbo...Friday I get a call that's enabled me to pay off my credit cards and leave me debt free...another coincidence???
Phew.......are you still with me???
So, as for the rest of the week, I've been reading lots, and everything just seems to be falling into place! I was at such a loss with my job and so, so depressed but now I have something to focus on again!!
And most of you will think I'm nuts, even I thought I'd lost the plot and gone mad....but not the case after reading that a lot of people in similar situations and good standing jobs felt the same!!
Sooooooo there's my update!
As for Atkins, OH came back on Sat, we had Chinese and wine on Sunday, 2lbs up at 10.10 but it's also TOTM so can't complain eh??!!....
And please don't go calling the men in white on me ;p
Hello to all those that have dropped by and sorry for the update delay, I was considering not putting it on here because of people's opinions etc but then thought what the hell!!!
And apologies for the rambling!!!
J x
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