Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?

[Caroline_Louise]

Also, am quite liking MFP now. Just have to apply a bit of common sense to it. Apparently my 8miles yesterday earnt me an extra 653cals. Shame about my quarter pounder with cheese meal eh?!
I might go swimming tonight...bit scared though! Plus i only have holiday bikinis lol! Wish we lived nearer, could go together! X

 

[MissieCB]

yeah I know I wish too it would be a right riot in the swimming pool! God help any totty loool xxxxxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

yeah I know I wish too it would be a right riot in the swimming pool! God help any totty loool xxxxxx

They'd think i was a beached whale ;-)

I feel better knowing i don't have days of no food ahead of me. Just gotta manage myself

Wheres legs? Xxx

 

[MissieCB]

dunno wonder what shes up too eh!!!

Ive had two boiled eggs so far today xxxx

 

[lil_legs]

I'm here, still losing my mind. Had a good chat with a friend last night and this morning and I think I'm gonna have to go docs next week if it's not gone I can't go on like this x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I'm here, still losing my mind. Had a good chat with a friend last night and this morning and I think I'm gonna have to go docs next week if it's not gone I can't go on like this x

Poor girly. Defo go doctor after this weekend if not improved. Does not make u weak/mental or whatever. Sometimes we just need a bit of extra help dealing with shiz. I'm mrs druggy atm with all the stuff im on!! Xxx

 

[MissieCB]

awwww legs your wonderful dont forget this.............we are all less than perfect so dont beat yourself up over anything like this babe.

Were here for you and once again i wish we all lived closer xxxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Love u guys xxx


Jut thought I'd be a bit cheesy

 

[MissieCB]

Love u guys xxx

Jut thought I'd be a bit cheesy

Cheese on missy what's everyone up too this eve xx

 

[lil_legs]

Aw love u too

I'm not gonna go doc yet cos they might just put me on tablets and I don't want that!

Gonna have an alcohol free and diet free weekend and hopefully sleep and rest!

Looking forward to seeing my family but feel anxious and a bit paranoid to see them which is strange, I'm meant to pop over the girls house tomorrow to watch the valleys but I feel scared to go?! Very odd feeling this.

 

[MissieCB]

This is defo not right I'm not getting how you feel babes xxx

Just hope ur ok??? Is there anything else in ur mind xx

 

[lil_legs]

I wish I could explain it, I feel like everyone is talking about me?

Was crying my eyes out in work earlier trying to tell my friend (she's suffered from anxiety/depression) - I feel like my mam is disappointed in me or I've let her down (for what I don't know!!)

 

[MissieCB]

I wish I could explain it, I feel like everyone is talking about me?

Was crying my eyes out in work earlier trying to tell my friend (she's suffered from anxiety/depression) - I feel like my mam is disappointed in me or I've let her down (for what I don't know!!)

That's crazy have u spoken to her??? No one thinks by have let them down your lovely babe this isn't good thinking like this!!! All three of us are a bit crazy and not perfect that's what makes us who we are. Xxx

I hope ur friends are helping chick zx

Cazza.............u ok?

 

[lil_legs]

I haven't told any of my usual friends - two work friends know and you two.

I don't want to worry my parents... My dad suffered from depression for a few months about 10 years ago and I am terrified I'll set him off again worrying about me!

I'm so strange - gawd!!

 

[lil_legs]

I've had a BAD food day but I'm refusing to feel guilty about that too, hope u guys don't mind! x

 

[MissieCB]

I've had a BAD food day but I'm refusing to feel guilty about that too, hope u guys don't mind! x

Errr hello its not like ur talking to two diets g gurus Loool I've just sent OH out for hips

Xxxx

 

[lil_legs]

Hehe. Hope u enjoy! xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Work got busy and then just needed to escape from the world of dieting for a while
Went to the theatre with my two (pregnant!) friends, bloat out...ohhh yeas!!

Legs i hope ur ok oet and have a food night. Check in when u can so know ur ok xxx

Ps





Hehe

 

[lil_legs]

Morning all.

Was sleepin when my parents arrived and had a restless sleep. The cat was cryin bout 5am and I'd convinced myself she was dead :/ she's not tho she's biting my feet!

Gonna try some Bach remmedy or calms first x

 

[lil_legs]

Those munchies look lovellly!! Hope u enjoyed x