Good morning ladies, I'm back again after yet another weekend of weddings and jovalities. Been doing some serious soul searching whilst away binging at the buffet table, I'm away with the girls a week on Friday so it's unrealistic to expect miracles before then. Also, I'm running low on products and have no inclination to waste any more money until I'm in a position to commit to doing this 100%. I've decided to carry on with my miserable efforts to loose weight but I'm going to do some low carbing for a while and see how I get on.
I am a total carb junkie, so being an all or nothing kinda gal, I think it's better that I try the avoidance method for a bit!
I seriously do believe that I have some serious food issues, by watching the people around me I realise that I do not have the same control around food that others seem to naturally have. I keep saying that I want to feel "normal" but I'm coming to the realisation that it's the one thing I'll never be around food. I don't have that little switch in my head that says "stop, you've had enough".
Food is my drug of choice and I'm feeling so very sad about it.
Anne xx