10st10lbs' Diary - been away for far too long!

Could well be

Here's hoping it comes in the next few days... xxx

You do make me laugh! :)

Can you come to Cardiff and come window shopping with me? I always have to go shopping on my tod :(
xxx

:) I aim to please :)

I shop on my tod too :( REALLY wanted the black maxi, twas only £14.99 aswell! But decided that when I get to target, I will make myself one :D and until then, I will be trying it on every time I go to H&M and they still stock it! That, or one day I go in and it's reduced, I will definitely buy it!

Does Mr Allie1904 not like shopping?! :eek: xxx
 
# REALLY wanted the black maxi, twas only £14.99 aswell! But decided that when I get to target, I will make myself one :D and until then, I will be trying it on every time I go to H&M and they still stock it! That, or one day I go in and it's reduced, I will definitely buy it!

If you really like it, I suggest you go and buy it soon! H&M's stock changes quite quickly, you don't want to be disappointed when it's sold out! Also, buying it now means you see it everyday to incentivise yourself with weightloss! ;)
 
Hahaha - I have this mental picture of your legs going like Road Runners to beat the Beemer!

Meep Meep!
 
Understatement...

He hates it! I buy most of my clothes from primark and he hates going in there cos I take ages, I try lots on cos it's cheap :(

I said he can have a new PC for xmas, therefore for xmas I must have a new wardrobe :D he'll have to come with me then hehe xx

Nice bargaining!

I hardly ever try on anything at Primark, I see the size of the queues at the till and think if I go in the changing room for even a minute, I'll come out and the size will have doubled! Bought a little red dress in size 8 the other day, wanted to wear it to see exOH before he goes away :)() but then it was cold and I was wearing layers and so there's really no point in me keeping it now as the moment has gone :( So off to return it on Monday! £5 is a lot of money ya know! :8855: xxx

If you really like it, I suggest you go and buy it soon! H&M's stock changes quite quickly, you don't want to be disappointed when it's sold out! Also, buying it now means you see it everyday to incentivise yourself with weightloss! ;)

I would, I should, I can't! I shouldn't, more than I can't, but oh well :( I thought about it a LOT while eyeing myself up in the mirror! But decided no, it's too thin, the weather is getting colder, it always rains in Manchester, it's a bit too long and so I'd have to cut it anyway, and I can always just make one later on! It's a PERFECT fit now, I don't want to get too comfortable in it and get big-headed and stop going to group because I look good in it - although, if I didn't go to group for 3 weeks I could totally buy it! :p xxx

Morning mate

Glad that you kicked the sorry ass out of the sad you.... and nothing like a bit of retail therapy to get you in the mood..

Boo to the gain, but it will be off in no time - you have done so well, don't give up now.. and I for one would be buying that dress to hang on my wardrobe and inspire me

Have a great day - after all it is Friday

T
x

Ello :)

I do want to buy it but at the same time I don't! I'm starting to exercise a lot of self control with various things - food, money, time... yay! I think I'm growing up!

Have a lovely weekend hun xxx

Hahaha - I have this mental picture of your legs going like Road Runners to beat the Beemer!

Meep Meep!

LOL! It was kinda like that, hahaha... I almost started running at one point, but then I kinda skidded on the wet leaves/mud at the side of the pavement so I stopped! The heel on my boots has entirely eroded and so I keep sliding around everywhere - spending needed :( xxx

I hope you are being good today missy! I have my boot ready ;)

Very good today! About to do a food diary :) I was an absolute ANGEL when my best friend called me out to lunch AGAIN! Second day in a row - this is the girl I can go three months without seeing just because we're both always so busy! I told her over the phone that I had my lunch with me and not to order anything for me, and then I went along and actually ate my soup! I had a few teeny bites of rice and chicken and mushrooms-peppers-chillis-onions to count as my 1/3 free, but it was probably more like 1/4... *polishes halo* Put that boot away! xxx

ali, your diary always cheers me up, you should consider a career in writing - you could do a bridget jones' style diet diary - it would go down a storm!

made your potatas bravas - delicious but dangerous could have eaten all four servings

go buy the maxi...

My bestie, the sweetheart, says that too! I wouldn't know what to write! I tried writing a book when I was 12... I changed the characters names about 17 times! Got about 6-7 pages done, then got dead embarrassed and ripped it all up into teeny pieces and chucked it!

I KNOW - aren't they yum?! I think I'll be making them again soon :) xxx
 
Very good today! About to do a food diary :) I was an absolute ANGEL when my best friend called me out to lunch AGAIN! Second day in a row - this is the girl I can go three months without seeing just because we're both always so busy! I told her over the phone that I had my lunch with me and not to order anything for me, and then I went along and actually ate my soup! I had a few teeny bites of rice and chicken and mushrooms-peppers-chillis-onions to count as my 1/3 free, but it was probably more like 1/4... *polishes halo* Put that boot away! xxx


Woohoo you go girl, well done!
 
Friday 24/09 - Success Express Day 1

Breakfast
- 1 chocolate weetabix (1/2 HExB1 + 1 syn) with 150ml skimmed milk (3/7 HExA1) and a banana
- White grapes

Snack
- Sula (0.5 syn)

Lunch
- Homemade soup
- Rice with chicken, peppers, mushrooms, chillies and onion
- Apple

Snack
- Sula (0.5 syn)
- Coffee with 50ml skimmed milk (1/7 HExA1)
- Squidgy chocolate cake (1 syn) with 5g nutella (1.5 syns)
- Celebrations - Mars (2 syns)

Snacks have been a bit off today, I admit, but I think think think think think my period is finally on it's way. Either that, or these middle-of-the-night pain pangs are something that my doctor needs to know about...

Dinner
- Chapatti (3 syns) with spinach, potato and lamb (1/2 HExB1 + 2 syns)
- Lots of cucumber sticks!
- Lots and lots of white grapes!

Snack
- Cheeeeeeeese (HExA2 + 1 syn) on wholemeal toast (1/2 HExB2)
- Scan Bran (1/2 HExB2) with 150ml skimmed milk (3/7 HExA1), sweetener and banana

Total syns: 1 + 0.5 + 0.5 + 1 + 1.5 + 2 + 3 + 2 + 1 = 12.5 syns
 
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you should use this diary as the bones of it and just pad it out a bit more, you have a natural knack for creative writing, I am def drawn in and waiting to hear more...

eg where, when and why is ex going away?

Mmm, maybe... Right, if I'm not a fully qualified management accountant in seven years then I shall write!

And just to satisfy curiosities... he is moving to Birmingham for uni... today :( Last night was really emotional, I didn't know what to do with myself... I downloaded Titanic and told myself if I could go through the entire film without falling asleep (I have terrible sleep stamina) then I would call him and I know he'd be more likely to answer his phone at 3am than 3pm... So I got through the whole 'I'm flying... Jack!' and 'I'd rather be his whore than your wife' and 'I won't let go... *totally lets go*!' and 'Miss, can I take your name?'...'Dawson. Rose Dawson'. And I'm still bloody wide awake! Then I rang him and no answer, so I cried a little. Then I texted him and no answer, so I cried a little more. Then I just wanted to sleep, so I did, but I woke up every hour checking my phone and nothing. So I rang him again about an hour ago and I feel pathetic and sad and I just got a text, let's place bets on who it is...

Yeah, no, not him - I lose. Just my cousin saying ':( :( i don't think there's an awful lot more you can do now :( maybe try again in an hour or so if there's still nothing...x x x x x'.

All I want is for him to tell me before he goes, or when he's on his way, or as he's doing his last bits of packing, or he needs a favour and needs me to check directions or something or other, just one teeny tiny thing that I can read in to even if nothing comes out of it :(

Boo. I don't wanna get the keyboard all jammed with my tears so I'm gonna move away quickly and go find something with 2/3 superfree to have as my breakfast...

And for the record, STILL NO PERIOD!
 
Oh hun big hugs for you. I hope he contacts you x
So do I Shelly :( Have spent the past hour or so clearing out a whole bunch of stuff I've had for years, primary school and high school books, reports, sixth form notes, little things I've kept for years that really have no purpose. Now that it's all packed up in bags to take to the recycling bins, I can't be bothered changing my clothes to go dump it all. I'm happy walking down the road in my pjs but everyone else hates it. Ugh I should really just get off my fat bum and do it, it's the only chance I'm gonna get for some fresh air today. I hope everyone else is enjoying their weekends xxx
 
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So do I Shelly : Have spent the past hour or so clearing out a whole bunch of stuff I've had for years, primary school and high school books, reports, sixth form notes, little things I've kept for years that really have no purpose. Now that it's all packed up in bags to take to the recycling bins, I can't be bothered changing my clothes to go dump it all. I'm happy walking down the road in my pjs but everyone else hates it. Ugh I should really just get off my fat bum and do it, it's the only chance I'm gonna get for some fresh air today. I hope everyone else is enjoying their weekends xxx

Clean up day here too ...still have to get out of my pj's and it's already 3:40pm!!! The only fresh air I got was from opening the windows to ventilate the place (but it's freezing cold) and putting everything on the clothes line.
 
Clean up day here too ...still have to get out of my pj's and it's already 3:40pm!!! The only fresh air I got was from opening the windows to ventilate the place (but it's freezing cold) and putting everything on the clothes line.

How was it? I ended up changing into jeans for the sake of not looking like a muppet walking 50m to the recycling bins! Took a lot longer than I thought to shove all the books and papers in and my jeans fell down a good few times! Then changed back into PJs about two hours later - never felt so good!

It is really chilly today isn't it? I did enjoy the sun while I was out but the air was just so sharp, I actually liked it!

xxx
 
Saturday 25/09 - Success Express Day 2

Breakfast
- Banana
- 2 slices of wholemeal toast (HExB1) with 21g RF cheese (1/2 HExA1) and frylighted egg and lots of cherry tomatoes
- EL mayo (0.5 syn)
- White grapes

Snack
- Sula (0.5 syn)

Lunch
- Homemade soup (which tasted odd and has now been established as 'off')
- Pear

Snack
- Sula (0.5 syn)
- Squidgy chocolate cake (1 syn) with chocolate sauce made from 5g Cadbury's Hot Chocolate powder (1 syn) and 50ml skimmed milk (1/7 HExA2)
- 10 cashew nuts (1/2 HExB2)

Dinner
- Lettuce, carrot, cucumber, raddish and potato salad with EL mayo (0.5 syn)
- Lentil curry (1 syn) and chapatti (3 syns)

Snack
- Scan Bran (1/2 HExB2) with 300ml skimmed milk (6/7 HExA2), 2tsp sugar (2 syns) and banana

Total syns: 0.5 + 0.5 + 0.5 + 1 + 1 + 0.5 + 1 + 3 + 2 = 10
 
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