**30 and Gorgeous? ... I will be! **

[*Sparkles*]

It's a great book carly it's called move stuff and change your life. I've only just gotten round to doing it lol!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Sounds good need a house first lol cx

 

[*Sparkles*]

You can do it to individual rooms too!

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Lol cool x

 

[JLStretton]

Hello there, just checking in to see if you are alright?

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Hope ur ok Nikki x

 

[*Sparkles*]

I'm still here peeps just had a difficult week, depression has reared it's ugly head again bs just been going to bed early and feeling sorry for myself.

I'll be alright, thanks for asking guys xxxx

 

[JLStretton]

Arrr poor girl, hope you feel better soon.

Are you on any meds for depression.

 

[*Sparkles*]

Yeah I am been on them for 6mths now. I'm feeling better knowing today is Friday

 

[JLStretton]

Good to hear

 

[*Sparkles*]

I'm looking forward to going home tonight and just shutting the door and vegging out, supposed to be seeing a "friend" on sun but not really in the mood!

 

[*Sparkles*]

I didnt go to weigh in today, just couldnt face it after this week, really need to try harder for this week coming.

I had another cancellation for my birthday last night so looks like its just me and 2 friends going out, hasnt helped with my mood this week. For once it would be nice for friends to make the effort for me rather than me always helping celebrate their special occassions...well thats not going to happen this year.

Just feel really down and miserable with everything just now.

 

[CarlyLanky140]

Massive hugs hun! When is the party? Sure u will have a fab time with the people who are there

Hope u have a nice relaxing day and feel much better! Hugs xx

 

[*Sparkles*]

its not a party chick, just a night out. I was originally toying with the idea of having a 30th but so glad I didnt now...would have been mortified to have no-one turn up.

 

[JLStretton]

Sad to see you are still down, on the birthday front, sod the ones who don't turn up just have a good time with the two who you go out with.

 

[*Sparkles*]

Feeling a bit better this evening, was out today and found a gorgeous black and purple border for my bathroom so spent the afternoon stripping off the old one so that I'm good to go next weekend when I get paid! It's amazing how therapeutic it can be lol!

Did my weekly shop in asda and now waiting for my Indian to arrive in time for xfactor.

Thanks for the well wishes guys, it really means alot xxxx

 

[JLStretton]

Glad to hear you are feeling better, hope the Indian was nice

 

[Carriegirl21]

Feeling a bit better this evening, was out today and found a gorgeous black and purple border for my bathroom so spent the afternoon stripping off the old one so that I'm good to go next weekend when I get paid! It's amazing how therapeutic it can be lol!

Did my weekly shop in asda and now waiting for my Indian to arrive in time for xfactor.

Thanks for the well wishes guys, it really means alot xxxx

Glad you're feeling a bit better hun, I really do understand how awful those down-swings can be so sending ((hugs)) for you!
They say changing your environment can help your mood so you did an ace thing decorating your bathroom

CGx
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[CarlyLanky140]

Oh Indian, xfactor and decorating! What a woman! I would come darling! So looking forward to nye and November! Massive hugs xx

 

[*Sparkles*]

Thanks guys you are all so lovely , big hugs to you all!

Early wake up for me, just chilling in bed, got football match to war today, old firm game mon the hoops!

Supposed to be going to see a so called. Friend today but my mental health cant take it so just going over to my mums instead and doing some housework!

Exciting days!