Ava's New Diary....

[SagVTR]

You've said it yourself Ava! There isn't long left until you have your break, and you can lose up to half a stone!

Remember how fab you will look on your night out Don't let all your hard work be undone by a craving.

Do my trick and get in to bed - A good nights sleep is all you need. Best of luck sweet

 

[AvaGardner]

You've said it yourself Ava! There isn't long left until you have your break, and you can lose up to half a stone!

Remember how fab you will look on your night out Don't let all your hard work be undone by a craving.

Do my trick and get in to bed - A good nights sleep is all you need. Best of luck sweet

Aw thx for ur reply Sag I really have to lose this weight. I hope I can manage the next 12 days. Im meeting a friend for coffee tomoro in a cafe and already thinking about the mini breakfast I could tuck into. Tho daytimes are usually easier then the night time.

Bed it is Sag. Keep going with your journey too. Wow an impressive 4stone off. Go you

Ava
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[Tamzy1989]

Boxing day bring it on honey. Thx Tam. I'll definitely look better when im in the 11's. Not sure it will be enough tho. I will have lost weight so hopefully people will think im looking good. Imagine if ex wanted me back. Strategy is...dont go near him and let him come to me. 12 days to go. Woop woop. An excited Ava xxxxx

Ohhhh love your strategy, works everytime!! Im sure when he sets his eyes on you he'll come over. Yaay i feel the exitement xxx

 

[Tamzy1989]

Aghhhhhhhhh I WANT FOOD!!! No longer sure that I can resist tempting food. Theres not even much in the house. Any words of inspiration greatly appreciated. I only have 12 more days to go until i take a break. I could lose 6lbs in that time and be 11 stone something. Ava xxxxxx

Aww not long to go hunni, youll get a well deserved break, i no u wont cave in hun?. Youve got that half a stone to go and i no how bad u want it, just remember the skirt, how slimmer you'll be looking, your ex and all the compliments. Mmmmmm i can imagine. Chin up hunni, i no how u feel, i felt the same so had to switch to sns instead of cheating. My urge fpr eating was too much an i only did tfr for a month , so can deffo feel your frustration. Youll feel better when u wake up, promise xxx

 

[AvaGardner]

Aww not long to go hunni, youll get a well deserved break, i no u wont cave in hun?. Youve got that half a stone to go and i no how bad u want it, just remember the skirt, how slimmer you'll be looking, your ex and all the compliments. Mmmmmm i can imagine. Chin up hunni, i no how u feel, i felt the same so had to switch to sns instead of cheating. My urge fpr eating was too much an i only did tfr for a month , so can deffo feel your frustration. Youll feel better when u wake up, promise xxx

Week 5: Yay i didnt cave people. I just want to thank everyone for their support.

Just met my friend for coffees and didnt cheat also. 11days to lose 6lbs!!! Im gonna do the best I can.

Thx sooo much Tam. TFR is sooo difficult. Ur right. I commend u sticking to sns as if i was on food...id eat half the fridge lol

Aw thx Lin...ya made me smile calling me hot. I wish but thank u

Hope everyone having a positive 100% day

Ava
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[AvaGardner]

Hey folks....Heres a pic of me in my tartan mini...I have 11days to lose 6lbs so hope I will look a biteen slimmer. What do ye think?



Ava
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p.s sorry about the messy room and quality of pic

 

[Tamzy1989]

Sounds like u had a good day hunni. Well done for not caving in. Lol i had such a hungry day that i ate all my food packs by 2:58 lol. I wanted to eat everything in sight. Totm makes it so tough" sigh" gotta drink green tea and suffer till tomoro lol. At work till 9 ?dunno how il survive lol.

Roll on breakfast porridge lol hahaha xxx

 

[Tamzy1989]

Hey folks....Heres a pic of me in my tartan mini...I have 11days to lose 6lbs so hope I will look a biteen slimmer. What do ye think? <img src="http://www.minimins.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=114332"/> Ava xxxx p.s sorry about the messy room and quality of pic

Well must say its looking very sexy on u huni, love the way it hugs your curves!! ?. Ps my room looks like a pig sty we can swap if u like lol xx

 

[AvaGardner]

Well must say its looking very sexy on u huni, love the way it hugs your curves!! ?. Ps my room looks like a pig sty we can swap if u like lol xx

Awww....u must be starving doll. Dont do that tomoro. Lol. Roll on breakfast porridge for u.

And thank u....you made me smile. Great to get feedback. Its pretty clingy tho...and the side view isnt that flattering.

Really hoping to shift these 6lbs for a more streamlined look. i.e. no protruding belly.

Found out today said ex may be hooking up with a mutual friend..she's a lot older then me but has a cracking figure. I was shocked and dismayed. I still want to impress him on the night tho. Grrrrrrrrrr

Ava
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[Kuromi Jenkins]

Be careful not to drink too much water as now instead of everyone telling me I must have water retention because I'm not drinking enough I'm being told I'm drinking too much which is why I'm gaining weight.

Try and make sure you stick within the recommended amount as I'd hate you to go through what I've just been through and gain when you are so close to goal and desperate to loose that last few pounds.

 

[AvaGardner]

Be careful not to drink too much water as now instead of everyone telling me I must have water retention because I'm not drinking enough I'm being told I'm drinking too much which is why I'm gaining weight.

Try and make sure you stick within the recommended amount as I'd hate you to go through what I've just been through and gain when you are so close to goal and desperate to loose that last few pounds.

U must be psychic Kuromi. I am in fact drinking too much water. Its something to do. Will try and drink less. And I am desperate' for want of a better word to lose the next 6lbs. I suppose ill still be a big girl. But i will look improved.

Keep going with your journey Doll

Ava
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[SagVTR]

You look FAB Ava, you should be extremely proud of yourself and the next few days should have you feeling even better.

Don't get hung up over your ex (pot calling the kettle black lol) - remember you are doing this for you. Go and enjoy your night out and find a nice new gent!

 

[AvaGardner]

You look FAB Ava, you should be extremely proud of yourself and the next few days should have you feeling even better.

Don't get hung up over your ex (pot calling the kettle black lol) - remember you are doing this for you. Go and enjoy your night out and find a nice new gent!

Aw thx Sag....I have done ok on the diet. Just 6lbs to go till I see the 11's. Hope I can do this.

Regarding ex of sorts...cant help but still have feelings for him. As stated earlier....my strategy is to avoid...but look fabulous. Biteen dissapointed he might be hooking up with my older friend

Wow ur stats are super Sag. Keep up the hard work. It aint easy.

Ava
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[Tamzy1989]

Awww....u must be starving doll. Dont do that tomoro. Lol. Roll on breakfast porridge for u. And thank u....you made me smile. Great to get feedback. Its pretty clingy tho...and the side view isnt that flattering. Really hoping to shift these 6lbs for a more streamlined look. i.e. no protruding belly. Found out today said ex may be hooking up with a mutual friend..she's a lot older then me but has a cracking figure. I was shocked and dismayed. I still want to impress him on the night tho. Grrrrrrrrrr Ava xxxxx

Oh yea im starving but i learnt my lesson?
Happy to make u smile hun. Youll be surprised to see what difference 6 lbs make, be careful uou dont drop tooo much and the skirt gets big.

Aww even if the ex comes with another girl atleast youll still look fab, you being bigger doesnt mean your not going to look gorgeous like everyone else because u will hun.

Actually this brings me back to when i found out my ex got his new gf pregnant!! Think it took me a yr to go back to normal, i went and lost a whole lot of weight to impress him then he was like " u look goegeous but i loved u big or small" so i realised i had to do it for myself, but its good to impress them though, it feels like a good revenge in my head.

Go get em chick!! Hot stuff in the party!! Xxx

 

[Kuromi Jenkins]

Just remember sweetie he is your ex for a reason. Although it's totally ok and I approve of making him totally regret you guys splitting when he sees you looking super sexy, but don't do anything daft just because he may or may not be hooking up with someone else.

 

[AvaGardner]

Oh yea im starving but i learnt my lesson?
Happy to make u smile hun. Youll be surprised to see what difference 6 lbs make, be careful uou dont drop tooo much and the skirt gets big.

Aww even if the ex comes with another girl atleast youll still look fab, you being bigger doesnt mean your not going to look gorgeous like everyone else because u will hun.

Actually this brings me back to when i found out my ex got his new gf pregnant!! Think it took me a yr to go back to normal, i went and lost a whole lot of weight to impress him then he was like " u look goegeous but i loved u big or small" so i realised i had to do it for myself, but its good to impress them though, it feels like a good revenge in my head.

Go get em chick!! Hot stuff in the party!! Xxx

No fear of the skirt being too big....lol. Yes I dont think ive ever been more motivated to look good. As Ive said im going all out. Hair, tan, nails, etc....

11 days to go. I just hope I can handle seeing them together.

Thx Kuromi....we didnt go out for that long...never really gave it a chance as he didnt think we had much in common I really want to show him what he's missing.

Ye must all be fed up of hearing me bang on about my weight and the ex....

Ava
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[Kuromi Jenkins]

Well it is your diary and you have a right to blog about whatever is on your mind as we can always not read it if we find it annoying but the fact we keep responding means we are still interested and want to support you.

I know what you mean though as I feel like people must be annoyed hearing about my weight gain and my panicking about it, but after all the forum is for support and your diary is your journey and what you are going through so sod it, if people don't like what you post they don't have to carry on reading. You never know how many folk are in the same boat as you and it's reassuring to them that they are not alone.

I felt very isolated with my issue as I didn't want to be seen as a whinging flake but I was mortified that 2 weeks worth of loss had gone in 24 hours without me doing anything wrong and yet everyone else seems to be getting a loss even after cheating and a week on it still hasn't rectified itself and no one can offer any advice, so I'm at least seeing it as if someone else experiences this and reads my posts then they know they aren't alone like I feel.

 

[Tamzy1989]

Lol hehe. Then in that case the skirt will fit just right then. Im hoping for 8 lbs off in the month, im giving it a month as dont want to dissapoint myself.

Huni its your diary as kuromi said, we are here for support and you will find some people replying if their interested in supporting you.

But il only support those who i think deserves it, youve been a star hun and youve supported me tooo so wont be tired of hearing u have a little moan, thia is your journey and in a few yrs u will look back and have a laugh at it. Im actually gona come back in a few yrs and re read mine lol xx

 

[AvaGardner]

Lol hehe. Then in that case the skirt will fit just right then. Im hoping for 8 lbs off in the month, im giving it a month as dont want to dissapoint myself.

Huni its your diary as kuromi said, we are here for support and you will find some people replying if their interested in supporting you.

But il only support those who i think deserves it, youve been a star hun and youve supported me tooo so wont be tired of hearing u have a little moan, thia is your journey and in a few yrs u will look back and have a laugh at it. Im actually gona come back in a few yrs and re read mine lol xx

Thx a mill Kuromi. U are right. It is my diary. Lol. Well thanks to all supporting me in my journey.

Thx too Tam. Good luck with the 8lbs. You can do it. What weight will that bring you too doll?

I really should be over mr ex.....its been months since ive seen him..we do chat on fb occasionally.

As I said 11 days...cant wait to come back here...and fill you all in. Might even post a pic of me on the night. Lol.

Keep up the good work everyone

Ava
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[Kuromi Jenkins]

I've been split from my ex for 7 years and still feel awkward whenever I see him and go out my way to avoid him seeing me. I felt weird when I found out his new girlfriend was pregnant less than a year into their relationship and again when they had another child so I think it's normal to feel that way you do. I don't want kids so it felt odd to me that as soon as they got together she got pregnant straight away as it was almost like saying "look I've finally got someone that would give me what you wouldn't". I take comfort in knowing that he was begging me to go back to him after my birthday (and he bought me presents and a card) yet she has on her FB page that their anniversary was my birthday so she was a fall back plan. Oh, and she's old and not pretty.