sounds really exciting, & being a "biker-boy" will be just up your street, i know how much you are enjoying being back in this lifestyle.
i allways find spur of the mo things invariably turn out better than the ones that take loads of planning, hope you enjoy Pirates tommorrow, we did ( even if the only reason we went was for Charlee to oggle Orlando Bloom - don't you just luv 11 yr olds )
xx
Morning
I do love it, and no matter what happens with Bikerman I will continue to love it. He actually asked me how come I hadn't met anyone already through the club and was surprised. I told him straight... I didn't join to meet anyone, I joined coz I love bikes and when I was an active member years back it was some of the best times of my life.
Dunno if Pirates is on or not, but don't care and nor does he, we agreed to just trundle over there and see what's on, he hasn't got work Saturday and of course, neither do I so it doesn't matter if we have to get a late show.
Loving Charlee's attitude - personally I shall be there to oggle and drool over Mr Depp !
lol
Had a text from Bikerman this morning saying he hoped he hadn't woken me up, but to say good morning. Think I must have given him nightmares as he also said.. 'didn't sleep well last night just thinking about you'. :giggle: So... now he has the best excuse to nod off in the cinema - although, I'm afraid I am very likely to do that meself (note previous diary entry about trip to see Harry Potter film with Lucy and falling asleep at THE critical moments!) lol Still... if I do, at least I don't snore!
He ended the text saying 'hope that's not sad in your eyes' .. wonder whatever gave him that impression - perhaps it was my recounting of the demise of Browneyes and how I felt about him crying... oh well, won't hurt for him to think I am at least a little bit tough eh
We had a short texting convo and then he went to work... said I could text him whenever I felt like it (like I need permission... lmao... but it was nice to know) and I replied with a 'don't expect too many as I've a heavy morning ahead'. lol Sorry, but this is SO different for me.
Like him, I had a restless night, and was still awake at 3 and then up again and the washing in the machine by 7.30am and dishwasher loaded, been to the market and now at work... still... wouldn't do to tell him that, now would it! AND... I've had all this before....
I remember it well from S when he and I first met...(all that keenness and 'can't wait to see you', 'I'm smitten' bowlacks...) and from Browneyes (from his perspective not mine), and with a chap I saw for 9 months who unceremoniously dumped me and then moved in with someone else... so... whilst yes, he
seems genuine enough and definitely there is something about him that has a spark leaping around in me kindling pile, so to speak... I'm not daft. I know it could all be a line... by date 3 I should have a better idea... [lol, at this rate that'll be tomorrow! Going to be hard not to snog his face off I think... lol... but I'm sure I'll resist.. it was easy last night as he had a crash helmet on most of the time and hadn't shaved, although that didn't look bad either as he's fair... LMAO... but I did note the huge pupils in his eyes!
(body language peeps - you know what I'm saying!)... lol]
My mate C (who used to run Slimming World classes) texted me and we might be off into Northampton clubbing tomorrow night... so... Bikerman will have to wait... that's assuming he wants to see me a 3rd time... I might have worn his eardrums out by then.
At one point last night, sitting outside the pub, he said.. 'I think you might be too hyper for me' Lol, I said 'oh well... I'm 43, I'm not likely to change now and I don't want to. I'm like a tin of Ronseal... 'Exactly what it says on the tin' what you see is what you get with me ... ' think he might have had a rethink as we continued our chat for over another hour... :giggle: Anyhoo... if I am, tough, he can find someone else and so will I
No biggie at this stage of the game now is it??
Going to sit and think about what to wear this evening!! Hmm... pics and poss meal... something casual and comfy but a little bit girly I reckon.. lol... perhaps my pink top I wore to go bowling on Tuesday, with the denim skirt I got off ebay (99p + post and packing!) which I adore and am wearing now... or mebbe jeans.. but am in a size 15 at the moment as my 14's are too tight and my 16's are falling off me...
He definitely liked me in the leathers... hee hee hee... I love wearing those!! They're like the wetsuit was on hols... very good at smoothing things and suppressing things... lol.. I did tell him I was like a cheap present.. and unwrapped was a major disappointment...
His face was a picture... lol Told him about the (hopefully) forthcoming surgery... had a really silly conversation about THAT! lol
Right.. must get on... do have a heavy morning and done sweet fanny adams so far... S said he is going to call me over the weekend and said not to 'go weird' on him... LMAO... so... finally saying it how it is was weird eh... lol... good! I think I like weird
Strangely enough, I didn't find myself comparing Bikerman to S at all when we were together... and the only thing I am doing in that regard is to do with what's being said... and I don't think it's an S thing.. I think it's a men in general thing!
I told him how much I love me girly weekends and clubbing with me mates now and again and he asked me if I was the kind of woman who could be trusted to go on a girly clubbing weekend! LMFAO I told him that I've never been on one of the weekends when I was seeing anyone but that I am trustworthy and wouldn't do to someone else what was once (well, more than once) done to me and if it was likely to be a problem then that was a shame as I wouldn't be stopping going. lol
So... feeling bright and breezy this morning, might have to go and seek out some jeans or another skirt that fits from the charity shops this afternoon.. or might just go home and do me houseworky bits in case I feel like asking him in for a coffee... and I MEAN a coffee... (better buy some milk!) lol
