Hi ladies - thanks so much for looking out for me.
I am still out here surviving.....and trying. It has just been busy with hubby gone, and dealing with Muffin - it has all kind of taken up my time- but I am still here.
I am back on total abstinance now, as everything seems to have calmed down in the plumbing department after 2 weeks of Step 2. I may have to have a few salads now and again, just to keep things moving, but thats no hardship!
I am pretty sure I put a few pounds back on, I am such an all or nothing person, that partial packs/meals is difficult for me. But I am not worried, I willl lose them again - I had to do that to get everything else functioning and it worked. So onward and downward and a bit of extra fibre and I shoud be OK. I started feeling discouraged like I would never be that slim person I worked so hard to be in2008. But I am not giving up.
Muffins been very difficult - I just emailed hubby in California this morning and said I think its time....
He is back Tuesday. If he wants me to wait for him, I think she will be OK till then, but I think its time. Its going to be very difficult, being my last connection to mom - but on the flipside - mom will get her back now. It will be a bittersweet thing, and I will have to watch my emotions so I don;t start eating to dull it. Thing is, everytime we say "its time" - she bounces back , little stinker, makes it really difficult. But I think she is ready now.
Still no word on if my jerk of a boss has got the sack!! Been over 3 weeks since his 3-month probation review, and we have not seen hide nor hair and there has not been any announcement. There has been an investigation, and I was interviewed - did I tell you that?
So hopefully we will know shortly - I hope what I had to say was enough to get shot of him - I really do. How he could possible even WANT to come back now would be shocking, but he is arrogant enough it would not surprise me. So we are all still holding our breath. He has not one smidgen of respect from anyone. I have never seen our office so full of solidarity on a topic before. It is reassuring because usually its my big yank mouth that says what no one else will say and I get in trouble for it - but now, for a change we are all together.
How are all of YOU doing?? Kira are you sticking to your diet alright? You were on a roll there - I hope its still going.
Helga - how about you - are you finding resolve and will? I hope so - we are kind of the same with this so hopefully we can help pull each other through hey? And Mel = what is new in your fun and busy life?
Thanks ladies....you are all very special. <3
xxx
