Cheekychinchilla's food and stuff

Saturday Food:

Lunch: Tin of Sainsbury's veggie ravioli (2) with mushrooms, red & orange peppers, and cherry tomatoes in.
Wholemeal toast (HexB1)
Cheese (HexA1)
Salad and super low cal dressing.

Tea:

Snack:

Drinks: Coffee. Coke Zero. Diet Irn Bru.

Syns used:
 
Treat you symptomatically?! Like... A pill per symptom?! Do you have enough hours in the day to swallow THAT many pills?! Sheesh...
Half a stone? :( you poor thing, is life testing you or what?!
I am envisioning the day they discover what yout illness is- something small with a tidal wave of effects, something temporary that a short round of antibiotics will fix and then poof goes that extra few pounds in to a slinky size 10! :p
 
P.s. While catching up on your diary I read that you love CLive Owen :D me tooo! I love Children Of Men- the scene where Julianne Moor gets shot was all in one take with some massive device on top of the car to allow the camera to roam within the vehicle- have you seen the behind the scene featurette on that? So awesome.
 
Yay!! I do love Clive :D He's awesome!! I have watched the behind the scenes stuff, but years ago. Think they shot the whole thing really cleverly. I like that the blood spatters the camera when they're in the refugee camp and the fighting kicks off.

I reckon whatever's going on with me will be found out and it will be a lifelong thing. BUT if it can be managed and I can feel more human and, you know, cope with life, then that'll do me! I also like your plan tho ;)

I've gone a bit off plan food wise. The food cravings are back this week. Seriously?! Last night i wanted pizza and chippy chips. BUT I bought Quorn Southern Fried bites and made an American style sub sandwich on an oaty wholemeal sub with low fat cheese and low fat coleslaw. Much healthier than pizza right? And I did have the chips. Felt like it was a decent compromise coz I would have eaten an entire pizza to myself :eek:
Also had some chocolate....

Today I took Mum to Ikea and we had breaky at Starbucks. Black coffee and porridge with maple/honey syrup.
Managed to avoid ALL the food at Ikea - but I did buy me some pickles :D And also a blue cotton throw for my bed. And as a congratulations present to my friend, Michelle, who's now a qualified vet nurse (the one I went on holiday with) I bought a tiny cuddly moose and a bottle of lingonberry juice :D
We stopped at Starbucks on the way back coz we got a "cold drink for £2" voucher after 2pm. Got a caramel light Frap, but turned down a cinnamon swirl from Mum *halo*

Bloody starving though so having 2 free Quorn burgers on wholemeal bread with low fat cheese slices, coleslaw and pickles. With low fat oven chips - just a small handful. And salad.

Got a small bit of pic & mix from Ikea for the cinema tho :eek: But really is only a small bit! They have loadsa veggie sweeties :D Yay for Sweden!!

Back to it properly tomorrow. Really don't wanna put on any more weight!! Can't believe the food cravings are back.

And of course you all wanna know this, but my pee is really strong. And I'm drinking prob more. Hmmmmm.....

Anyway, cheerio for now guys.xx
 
Yay!! I do love Clive :D He's awesome!! I have watched the behind the scenes stuff, but years ago. Think they shot the whole thing really cleverly. I like that the blood spatters the camera when they're in the refugee camp and the fighting kicks off.

I reckon whatever's going on with me will be found out and it will be a lifelong thing. BUT if it can be managed and I can feel more human and, you know, cope with life, then that'll do me! I also like your plan tho ;)

I've gone a bit off plan food wise. The food cravings are back this week. Seriously?! Last night i wanted pizza and chippy chips. BUT I bought Quorn Southern Fried bites and made an American style sub sandwich on an oaty wholemeal sub with low fat cheese and low fat coleslaw. Much healthier than pizza right? And I did have the chips. Felt like it was a decent compromise coz I would have eaten an entire pizza to myself :eek:
Also had some chocolate....

Today I took Mum to Ikea and we had breaky at Starbucks. Black coffee and porridge with maple/honey syrup.
Managed to avoid ALL the food at Ikea - but I did buy me some pickles :D And also a blue cotton throw for my bed. And as a congratulations present to my friend, Michelle, who's now a qualified vet nurse (the one I went on holiday with) I bought a tiny cuddly moose and a bottle of lingonberry juice :D
We stopped at Starbucks on the way back coz we got a "cold drink for £2" voucher after 2pm. Got a caramel light Frap, but turned down a cinnamon swirl from Mum *halo*

Bloody starving though so having 2 free Quorn burgers on wholemeal bread with low fat cheese slices, coleslaw and pickles. With low fat oven chips - just a small handful. And salad.

Got a small bit of pic & mix from Ikea for the cinema tho :eek: But really is only a small bit! They have loadsa veggie sweeties :D Yay for Sweden!!

Back to it properly tomorrow. Really don't wanna put on any more weight!! Can't believe the food cravings are back.

And of course you all wanna know this, but my pee is really strong. And I'm drinking prob more. Hmmmmm.....

Anyway, cheerio for now guys.xx
 
Have proper stuffed my face :eek: SO hungry!!

Had a good night tho. met the gang at the cinema and we watched The Conjuring. Which we all agreed was actually a really good film - esp for a possession film! I actually didn't know what it was about because I think I've seen maybe one teaser trailer! It was very well done, epic amount of suspense, some decent jumpy bits, and only really one "eye roll" worthy bit from me.
I had lotsa fun coz I was sitting next to Tim and he's a big wimp ;)

Come home and eaten some more :eek: And decided to watch Lars and the Real Girl. Has anyone seen this? I've seen it a couple of times now and it is the sweetest, beautiful, most heart-warming film I think will ever exist.
The synopsis sounds nuts, but it's a really stunning film. Ryan Gosling is superb in it, he really is!

Off to bed to read for a bit and hopefully get some sleep. Need to set my alarm to make sure I'm up in time to eat lol. Got my abdominal ultrasound tomorrow and I can't eat for 6hrs beforehand. So need to make sure I eat something before 12 or I'll just be starving! Can only have sips of water for the 6hrs too. Good job it's not mega hot like it has been!

Anyway, back on the wagon tomorrow so see y'all then.xx
 
wow, appetite as totallt flipped huh?
It's really great that you can have off plan treats but not have everything that comes into your path! The pizza alternative wad very good of you and to turn down a cinamon roll etc... Most peopl once they go ogf plan are like 'f*ck it, I'll strt again later *noms every synful thing in sight*' but you obviously have a good head on your shoulders for this as you know when to say no still, despite cravings!
Mmm I do like a vit of RyGos but he always playd the same mopey character... Will look out for that film though.
The Conjurring is meant to be the most terrifying film in years- was that so? I dont really get scared by the idea of being posessed (jumpy bits and evil monsters in all forms get me) but thr episode of buffy where they suddenly get possesed for a few seconds each made me cry LOL! Damn I am SUCH a wuss. :p
 
Ooo we saw the conjuring the other week but idiots talking and laughing around us spoilt it and even the scary bits didn't really phase us! Was well gutted! The bit on the top of the wardrobe got me the most - eeekk!
Glad your starting to feel better :) x x
 
I will reply to everyone properly tomorrow. Too knackered tonight!

But, quick update. I had my ultrasound this evening and I have gall stones :rolleyes: Joy!! I think it's unrelated to everything that's going on - at least symptom wise. Coz I really don't have typical gallbladder symptoms. So yay, something else to worry about. Hoping that because I'm not showing symptoms or at least suffering then they'll leave it alone!! I almost said to the woman doing the ultrasound "but that's not why I'm here!" lol.
I did ask if my kidneys were ok and she said they were fine. So no pituitary tumour and no kidney/adrenal tumours rules out Cushing's! Well, that's the only cause of Cushing's, so it has to be ruled out! Or, you'd think... Anyway, proper update tomorrow.

Food!

Lunch: 2 free Linda M Sausages, half a tin of spaghetti, cheesy scrambled eggs, wholemeal toast, and sauce (half HexA1, HexB1, + 1)

Tea: Quorn steak, Mediterranean Pasta N sauce with 1tsp of Light Philly, microwave veg bag, and cheese (rest of HexA1 + 1)

Snack: 2 Alpen Lights (HexB2) and an Activia Snackpot.
1 Hotel Chocolat choc (3)

Drinks: Coffee. Diet Coke. Squash.

Syns used: 5
Syns saved: 10
 
Oh no, gallstones as well :( I'm not surprised you've not got the symptoms your body is too busy dealing with your mystery illness. Hopefully they've caught them early and they can do something with them before they cause you any problems, my cousins have had them and it restricted what they ate and they were in a lot of pain. Your food for yesterday looked good :) x x
 
Urgh! Give me nausea back any day! I swear my brain is trying to force its way out of my eyes and nose!! The headache was so bad yesterday my gums were throbbing! It was on the top of my head, my forehead, eyes, nose, mouth, throat. Argh!!! I remembered to take some Naproxen this morning (will take another now) and it's at least helped with the muscle tension around my neck.
I would much rather be nauseous than this. I still don't understand why my symptoms are switching round. Everything is still there, all the time, but they swap which is the main one every week or two.
I'm still very nauseous after I eat, but on a total food rampage at the moment. Trying very hard to eat as healthily as I can and make better choices. But yeah, really hungry! I just feel sick and very dizzy after I eat. I mean the nausea is still there, all the time, like everything, but it's worse after I eat now.
The headaches tho, man they're horrible!! I actually woke up a few times last night because the pain was so intense!

Anyway, yeah, gall stones. Yay..... Ffs! Hopefully because I generally eat healthily (90% of the time ;)) I can keep the symptoms at bay. Of course because she poked me yesterday I'm a touch tender today, but hoping that will ease off. It's an odd sensation tho. it's not painful, but feels odd, almost like a pinch! But yeah, not painful and really hoping they choose to leave that alone.
Treatment seems to be either be "See how you get on" And Oddsock says her Mum takes some meds if hers flares up and avoids certain foods. Or they just remove the gall bladder. I would have to be in crippling pani or dying to agree to surgery. So yeah, not so much an option right now.
A friend of mine knows a fair bit about this and says my healthy diet really should keep it at bay. So, fingers crossed :)

Took Mum to her appointment at the Neurophysiology department today. I seriously want to punch her consultant in the face! It was the same test she had done a few years back and basically, what they do is electrocute you and see what happens. 20 minutes of electrocution!! And I know that sounds dramatic, but I was there and saw again just how nasty it is. Apparently someone without pain would just feel it as a pulse. But, you put that on someone who's still recovering from surgery AND has multiple chronic pain illnesses?! :mad: The lady doing it was lovely though and she did it very quickly and was very sympathetic, which was nice. But still....

Anyway, we decided to go for lunch at Otterspool coz Mum was so shaken up and upset. If we'd have come home she'd have cried and probably stayed in her room and stuff. She was really struggling with her hands though and took her about an hour to eat her lunch :( We just stayed for ages and chatted and took our time. I was way too full to eat cake so we got some to bring home and share ;)
We had a nice, very slow, short walk along the prom by the river, which was nice. The two of us though going at a tortoise pace and being a bit stumbly, must have looked odd ;)

When we got in I cleaned out the bunnies and finally de-poo'd the garden. It was getting on my nerves and no one else was going to do it :rolleyes:

And we just finished watching Dollhouse :D Was my 3rd re-watch but Mum's first time seeing it all the way through. Tis an amazing show!

The Conjuring was in no way the most terrifying film in recent years :p I thought Dark Skies was scary and I don't scare easily! I liked it though and loved the storyline :)

Right, going to pick a film off Netflix and try and relax a bit. Not been sleeping well at all - seems to come alongside the increased headache "cycle". Honestly, why does my body have to be so weird?! :p Just waiting for the consultant to call me back when he sees the ultrasound results. Joy! STILL no sign of an endocrine referral...... *tries not to be angry*

Hope everyone's ok. See y'all tomorrow.xx
 
You poor thing! You saw it coming as well from the pattern you established from this diary... Defintely coming in a pattern, that must mean something...
Sorry that you are.in so much pain :( G had awful headaches with glandular fever, so intense we went to ER (he thought he might literally be about to die, his brain rupture or something) and waited 3 hours to get seen :mad: they gave him a drip which helped a lot, he'd been vomitting a lot and was really dehydrated. Could you maybe be dehydrated too? If your tummy is bad you lose a lot of electrolytes and stuff?

What your mum went through sounds horrific :( poor you guys!! X
 
I'm drinking absolute gallons at the moment. More than I normally would and I always drink a lot anyway. My stomach's back to normal now, has been since the symptoms switched. If anything I'm constipated now. Just insane!!
Hoping I'll get a call back because of the ultrasound results and that I can explain the odd cyclical symptoms. Still keeping a symptom diary. And coming on here helps too coz if I miss something I can come on here and see when it was :) have noticed that my hands and arms are really jittery today too. trying to text is becoming a nightmare and even typing on the laptop is getting difficult coz they're jumping round so much :confused:

Have decided to put off seeing my GP till next week as I'm due my contraceptive injection and probably a sick note. So might as well do it all in one go :) Hopefully my mental state wont get any worse within a week. But you never know :p

My adventure buddy had some really bad news about her mystery illness today and I feel so awful for her :( Been focusing on her and my Mum today, which has actually helped even though they've been through some sh*tty stuff. It's what I do though, I look after people and things. I'm not a very good patient or cope well with being looked after though. in case anyone hasn't noticed ;)

Oh and I got my letter about the overnight Dex test. Well, the good news is that I don't have to stay overnight!!! But the bad news is I will have to go at 8:30am on the 29th, have a blood sample taken, and get given the steroids. Then I have to go back at the same time on the 30th for repeat bloods. now, this would be great if EVERYONE wasn't working, I will have to go by myself, I can't afford taxi's (£10 each way), I can't cope on the bus coz of the vertigo symptoms, and I need to take diazapam to have bloods taken!
Still trying to work out how I'm going to do this :confused: Wish he hadn't of told me I'd be staying in and they'd sort my meds out and everything. This way has thrown up so many more problems! Bugger ..... Nothing's simple is it?!

Anyway, just watched The House at the End of the Street. Was pretty good actually and not the story I was expecting. I did a Liz lemon and said "TWIST!" to Dave when something happened :p
Off to bed to read for a bit and hopefully get some decent sleep. Not sleeping very well anyway but BT are in my street digging up bits of road and it's SO loud! And they start at 8:30! So they've p8ssed me right off ;)
Night all. Sorry for moaning again. But thought you'd all love to see an update :p xx
 
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Another busy day for you. Can they not give you something for your headaches? I get migraines and they're bad enough so wouldn't want to imagine what your's are like :(
I can sympathise with your mum, I had that done 4 years ago and hated every minute of it. They told me what they were going to do and then said relax!! Like you're going to relax knowing someone is going to electrocute you :eek:
Can your GP not chase up your appointment? They're taking the Michael!! Is there no way they can help you with transport or taxis, I think under the circumstances they can't expect you to drive x x
 
Hey Tace! I don't think mine are anything like migraines. I've been lucky enough to have never had them. The best way to describe it is just massive amounts of pressure. Think I'd be used to it now seen as I've had them constantly since Feb!! Grrr...
They won't give me anything for any of my symptoms :( They were ok with me taking paracetamol or ibuprofen, but they didn't do anything and my GP agreed it's a good job I decided to stop taking them quite early on coz I could have damaged my kidneys. But yeah, they wont give me anything without a diagnosis!

I just called my GP and his next appointment is next Fri! Bloody hell! So snapped that up. He's not usually that full up so quickly. Damn him being popular! Not sure if he can do anything about the endocrine referral, but I need to talk to him about my depression and stuff so maybe he can do something because of that?

I think our hospitals only help with transport costs if you're on certain benefits and stuff. I wouldn't even know who to ask!
I'm thinking if I lower the diazapam dose to one that just takes the edge off a bit, and doesn't knock me out, and then go get a coffee/breakfast I might be able to drive myself.
John's offered to do the driving, but I don't know whether to take him up on it. It will mean him driving from Chester to get me to the hospital 2 days in a row for 8:30am. I guess he could stay over one day, but I dunno. And if someone else is driving it means I could take the proper diazapam dose and that leaves me really flat and out of it and I usually end up sleeping or just staring at the walls. So I'd probably have to ask him to go home. So I'd feel really guilty. Gah! Stupid medical stuff!!!

Ahem, anyway, feel a bit sick today, but that might just be because I had to phone the Dr's before I ate. B*stard anxiety! So a nice, small lunch today. Will stick to SW today and hopefully low syn to kinda counterbalance some of yesterdays indulgence :eek: I hate this craving rubbish stuff!!
Anyway, watching some IT Crowd then I think I'll hop in the shower.x
 
Wednesday food:

Lunch: 2 Weetabix, blueberries, banana, 2tsp maple syrup, 150ml Koko milk (part HexA1, HexB1, + 1)

Tea: 2 syn sausage casserole portion from the freezer with a bit of tomato purée and fake Worcester sauce (2)
Cheese and onion Smash with cheese (half HexA1)
Steamed broccoli
A microwave veg bag - carrots, peas, and green beans.
Small bit of super low cal dressing.

Snack: 2 Alpen Lights (HexB2)
An Activia Snackpot
A small bowl of raspberries and blackberries. Feel like I haven't eaten fruit in ages! Haven't really wanted it.

Drinks: Coffee. Diet Coke. Squash. Diet Lemonade.

Syns used: 3
Syns saved: 12
 
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Please be careful taking stuff and driving.... If John doesn't mind could you possibly get him to do it one day and a taxi another day, or is it quite far? I'm glad you don't have to stay overnight though xx
 
I was thinking of doing a trial run to see how the lower dose effects me. I wouldn't do anything stupid :)
Also the car park won't let you pay for any less than 2hrs and my appointments will only take 30mins it says. So I could sit at one of the coffee places and get a drink and something to eat.
It is a long way for John to come. 45mins from his home and then about the same to the hospital. And for me to get a taxi it would be £10 each way. I literally have no money! Work have halved my pay and for some reason my tax credits haven't gone through this week - hopefully that's a short term issue. But I really don't have £20 - £40 spare for taxi's :(
If needs be I could do it cold turkey, but it'd be really traumatic and the only time I've tried to do that I almost fainted. Which is why I thought I could trial a half dose of the diazapam. Which would be 5mg btw. But I've never taken that little so no idea if it will be enough to keep me calm or little enough to allow me to drive :(

I am really glad I don't have to stay overnight too. But it is definitely causing me more problems :confused:
 
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