Cheekychinchilla's food and stuff

Think I'll need those saved syns. Takeaway at my friends tonight ;) Sssshhh gall stones, it'll only be a bit of fat!
 
Oh I've eaten a lot this evening!! Good night though ;)

My Sister and John1.0 invited themselves round and we had a game of Dogopoly. Have had it for 18months and never played it after winging for it for years :p I came 3rd!
It took Tim over an hour to get round the board for the first time coz he kept ending up in 'kennels' (jail)! :8855: He, erm, lost :p

Anyway, really good night and I even had half a glass of wine. With ALL the food :eek:

Only just got in and having a relax with the dogs, a de-caff, and an ep of The IT Crowd before I go to bed and read.
Hope everyone's having a nice weekend.x
 
Oh today needs to be brushed under the carpet food wise. I blame the, now, wife Michelle for being a bad influence....

Back to it tomorrow :)

Did have a nice day though. Watched the athletics for a bit, did a big clean on the bunnies, and went to pick up Michelle. We went to Costa for a catch-up, then to McDonalds coz we were STARVING, and then got sweeties at the cinema .... :hide:
Brought some sweets home coz I felt a bit sick lol. Gonna make some toast in a bit and then finish the sweets so I can have a clean slate tomorrow. Not got much planned for this week so hopefully be on plan a lot :) Seeing John on Thursday, but dunno about food and stuff yet.

Anyway, yeah, have had a pretty nice weekend. So good to spend time with my friends and just have a fun, relaxed time. I mean, I do have fun with John, but I'm still nervous and very anxious around him, so it's not exactly relaxing yet. Hopefully it'll get there, will just take time I guess.

We went to see Alan Partridge: Alpha Papa. SO funny!! I love Alan, he's such a t*t ;) I really enjoyed it!

Feeling pretty tired now, but would like to get another film in before bed. Thinking The Time Travellers Wife - coz I apparently like to make myself cry this weekend!
See y'all tomorrow.xx
 
cheekychinchilla said:
Oh I've eaten a lot this evening!! Good night though ;)

My Sister and John1.0 invited themselves round and we had a game of Dogopoly. Have had it for 18months and never played it after winging for it for years :p I came 3rd!
It took Tim over an hour to get round the board for the first time coz he kept ending up in 'kennels' (jail)! :8855: He, erm, lost :p

Anyway, really good night and I even had half a glass of wine. With ALL the food :eek:

Only just got in and having a relax with the dogs, a de-caff, and an ep of The IT Crowd before I go to bed and read.
Hope everyone's having a nice weekend.x
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sounds like a perfect night in .. loving dogopoly :) x
 
Glad to hear you've had a nice weekend :) sounds like you really have needed some fun with all the pains of your illness. How have you felt this weekend?

I used to get so incredibly awkward about compliments and try and laugh them off or deny them or whatever, but G has made me ease up with them a bit, usually think it is all a bit performed though "ur so bootifol" lol, cringe. My ex only gave backhanded ones though which sucked!
 
Dogopoly is brilliant Ruby!

I've felt about the same as normal Tetris. Just sick of moaning about it. Have had some pretty bad dizzy spells this evening though, and not had them this bad for a while. But, other than that, just the same.
REALLY hungry tho!! :eek: Which I have given in to....

Anyway, got a massive stress headache from crying at the film so I think I'll go to bed and read for a bit :) Don't plan on doing much tomorrow. Definitely not going anywhere if I can help it.
Hoping for a decent lie-in, I want to watch the double episode of Doctor Who I'm up to, and I should probably do some washing.

Nighty night everyone.xx
 
I feel so awful! Last night I was in bed reading and I was SO hungry! I honestly felt like I hadn't eaten all day! I didn't want to come downstairs and disturb the dogs so ended up raiding my chocolate stash in my room. I had 15 syns worth of biscuits :eek: :cry: I was just really, really hungry! So fed up of all this.

Feel really down today. And very tired and just generally bluerg! Luckily I haven't felt like eating and definitely haven't been craving stuff. I did have a lie-in but I woke up so many times feeling really panicked. Have thrown a big load of washing in and I'll put that out in a min.
Just watched the new ep of Breaking Bad. But think I'll read for a bit rather than watching something else for now.

I just feel wrong today. Really jittery and anxious, headachey, a bit nauseous. It just feels odd and not quite right. Hard to explain really!x
 
Monday food:

Lunch: 2 Weetabix (HexB1), banana, 2tsp of maple syrup (1), and 150ml Koko coconut milk (part HexA1)
Small bowl of blackberries and raspberries and a shape 0%

Tea: Lots of chunky spicy potatoes
2 veggie burgers (2)
BBQ beans with mushrooms, peppers, and cherry tomatoes in.
Cheese (HexA2)
Salad and very low cal dressing.
Tomato sauce (1)

Snack: Chewy Delight (HexB2)

Drinks: Coffee. Coke Zero. Options made with rest of HexA1 + 2

Syns used: 6
Syns saved: 9
 
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Sorry you're so down, it must hard for you no let up on this illness, wish I had a magic wand I could wave and get everything sorted. Hoping you a little better today or at least not as down. It maybe you're overdoing it, I know you don't want to slow down but you might have to x x x
 
Firstly "urgh" lol
Had such a disturbed night last night and woke up so many times after weird dreams! I eventually properly woken up at 2pm. But I think it was my headache that woke me up - the front left hand side of my head was killing me. Have felt a big pressure and ache in my throat today. Seems to have skipped the rest of me and have headache and neck-ache :confused:
Feel really jittery and depressed today. Made myself get a shower and just been round to the chemist (less than 5min walk each way) to put in mine and Mum's prescription. Just hoovered the living room too. Thought the Dyson was broke :eek: But realised the 'hard floor' setting was on by mistake lol *phew*

The only other stuff I've done is eat some Weetabix and watch an ep of Sons of Anarchy :) Giving my sister a lift soon, but it'll be less than 10mins each way. Jealous coz she's going to that lovely Neighbourhood Cafe. So tempted to pick up a dessert to bring home. But I shouldn't ;)
Might go out for a cheap tea with Mum tomorrow before the cinema so I should be good today. I *should* .....

I guess I am doing a lot Tace. Even though I don't feel like it. All's I did yesterday was read, watch some tv and films, and did a washing load lol.
I suppose I'm just trying to keep at least some bits of my life going. Like I have no choice over looking after the animals - even though I can't walk the dogs. That's really getting to me now :(

Having a dilemma, again, over John stuff. I think I'm being too hard on myself, but I can't help thinking about stuff and thinking I should be doing more. Feel like a terrible girlfriend!
I'm struggling at the moment because I was going to suggest me going to stay at his on Thurs after our date. But now I don't know. I wasn't feeling quite this bad on Sunday when I told him I'd had an idea. Now I feel awful! It would be a big step for me anyway and not made easier by the fact that he house shares with guys!! That is freaking me out a little - esp as I'm nowhere near full Ninja capacity. I'm sure they're good guys and I have nothing to worry about, but you can't help it can you. Would be different if he lived alone or with family. There are other issues and stuff. But now I don't know what to do. Bugger!

Too much stress!!

Finally text my fake brother to see if he can help me out one morning next week for this test. And if he can't I'll have to sort something out with John. You were all right that I shouldn't take the meds and drive. Sorry, I was being very silly and stubborn. I realise that now. I just didn't want to have to rely on anyone :eek:

Oh and Mum's going to call the car warranty place tomorrow to try and get things sorted. Something else to worry about :rolleyes:

Have also realised the dogs will be out of meds soon too. So need to sort out a day to go get them. Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahem.... food to follow.xx
 
Tuesday Food:

Lunch: 2 Weetabix, banana, 2stp of maple syrup, and 150ml Koko milk (part HexA1, HexB1, + 1)

Tea: 2 Quorn fillets with mushrooms and peppers cooked in garlic salt, herbs, and green Tabasco.
Onion & tomato Pasta N Sauce
Microwave veg bag - peas, sweetcorn, and carrots.
Cheese (HexA2)
Super low dressing and extra light mayo (0.5)

Snacks: A Shape 0% and 2 alpen Lights (HexB2)
3 Mikado (1.5)

Drinks: Coffee. Squash.

Syns used: 3
Syns saved: 21
 
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John sounds like a decent man - if he was atall fazed by your condition n state of Mind - he would deffo have made a run for it by now .. He obviously knows the relationship is goin to be at a slow pace and accepts that, maybe this works for him too? - dont beat yourself up, youve got enough on your plate as it is hun ........ (That Marilyn Monroe quote came into my head then) x.
 
I agree with Ruby from what you've said about John he's probably happy you're not rushing it. It should be a pace you both feel comfortable with if it's going to work, so just go with what feels right for you x x x
 
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