Chelsea Lou
Gold Member
Day 32
Greetings from sunny Surrey. A very pleasant day here dahn sarf. Everyone's mood seems a lot lighter and people are actually smiling......yay!!!
I'm having another good day so far today. One shake down for my lunch, 3 more to go and feeling ok.
I decided to treat myself after my WI last night, as it was (almost) my first stone off. I went into the large Tesco near me and bought myself a pair of smart grey trousers for work (size 14) and a couple of cheap tops. The whole ensemble came to £20, which I felt I deserved. Anyway, tried the trousers on this morning and I didn't realise they had side pockets. It looked like I was wearing jodphurs. Yuk. I will be taking them back and change them for another style but whoopie doooo, they fitted a treat. Slightly baggy at the tops of the legs if I'm honest Its great when a plan comes together.
I was talking to a colleague about my forthcoming cruise and she is cruising via P & O as well, two weeks before I go but on a different ship. She is a cruise virgin like me. The pair of us got so excited discussing it, new frocks, the food, the people-watching, just everything really and I just got so fired up again.......not that I needed any more firing up.....there is no way I can go on this trip and not feel happy and confident in the way I look.
For me, this trip is a trip of a lifetime. It has used up the savings I had (I have also paid for my sister and her daughter to join us, she needed something to look forward to). I had enough money to put aside to buy some nice clothes, so why on earth would I want to be like a lump of lard? I want/need/deserve to be 'out there' and not just hiding away like the proverbial wallflower, or be the clown. Hiding behind the constant smiles and jokes.
I don't know if you are familiar with David Cassidy's "I am a Clown" song. You are probably too young lol but these words could be my words:-
......If you look inside, if I didn't hide, you might decide you don't want me...
Oh, this all sounds a bit deep and melodramatic..Sorry.
I recommend that you all book yourselves on a cruise....best diet buddy going I reckon
Hope you are all having a gorgeous Wednesday.
Greetings from sunny Surrey. A very pleasant day here dahn sarf. Everyone's mood seems a lot lighter and people are actually smiling......yay!!!
I'm having another good day so far today. One shake down for my lunch, 3 more to go and feeling ok.
I decided to treat myself after my WI last night, as it was (almost) my first stone off. I went into the large Tesco near me and bought myself a pair of smart grey trousers for work (size 14) and a couple of cheap tops. The whole ensemble came to £20, which I felt I deserved. Anyway, tried the trousers on this morning and I didn't realise they had side pockets. It looked like I was wearing jodphurs. Yuk. I will be taking them back and change them for another style but whoopie doooo, they fitted a treat. Slightly baggy at the tops of the legs if I'm honest Its great when a plan comes together.
I was talking to a colleague about my forthcoming cruise and she is cruising via P & O as well, two weeks before I go but on a different ship. She is a cruise virgin like me. The pair of us got so excited discussing it, new frocks, the food, the people-watching, just everything really and I just got so fired up again.......not that I needed any more firing up.....there is no way I can go on this trip and not feel happy and confident in the way I look.
For me, this trip is a trip of a lifetime. It has used up the savings I had (I have also paid for my sister and her daughter to join us, she needed something to look forward to). I had enough money to put aside to buy some nice clothes, so why on earth would I want to be like a lump of lard? I want/need/deserve to be 'out there' and not just hiding away like the proverbial wallflower, or be the clown. Hiding behind the constant smiles and jokes.
I don't know if you are familiar with David Cassidy's "I am a Clown" song. You are probably too young lol but these words could be my words:-
......If you look inside, if I didn't hide, you might decide you don't want me...
Oh, this all sounds a bit deep and melodramatic..Sorry.
I recommend that you all book yourselves on a cruise....best diet buddy going I reckon
Hope you are all having a gorgeous Wednesday.