I am really embarrassed to say I have gained 11 1/2lb, that is absolutely disgusting and I'm so ashamed of myself, I know I've had 4 weeks off plan and eaten so much naughty stuff but I was expecting possibly 8lb, what I've gained is almost 3lb a week.. Glutenous.
The good thing is I went to group rather than give up, I got weighed and was mortified but still stayed to group rather than sneak off home, at the rate I've been losing lately its going to take 6 months to lose that!
I've been awake since 4am not for work but because I think the anaesetic has worn off and I'm in so much pain, still got a few more days Leave left so should be making the most of lying in until 7ish (even when I'm tired I struggle to sleep past then).
We've got the boys coming over tonight and they wanted a drinking session with their step mum, also we were having take away but not now, I'm cooking fajitas, the wraps are 5 syns as they're WW ones so can have one or possibly 2 and no alcohol for me, this girl is back on track.
What I'm trying to work out is whether I should have a strategy and try and keep my syns really low or just stick to it properly and under 15 syns? Think I might just stick to it and then possibly the week after do something like 777.
Sorry one more thing.. Why do I find it so impossible to get back on track after being off plan? I'd been back a week and had all good intentions but it didn't happen, it's like I HAVE to see what the scales say otherwise I can't do it!
Well has anyone made it to the end of my epic post?! X