Help needed for 1st day......

oh that doesn't sound pleasant at all...were you sore afterwards...like period pain?
it's not nice but like you, i'd always do what was necessary, just gonna work out dates and phone for an appointment at the nurse just now.

not had a stir fry for ages, maybe i could do that tonight...hmmm..not sure.

hope your day goes ok and the caffeine kicks in soon ;) lol x
 
tbh it did hurt - the injection was the most painful bit and although i had anaesthetic i was in a little bit of pain the whole way through which was like sharper than usual period pains (but i am a wimp). After it was like severe period pains for about 4 days and bleeding on and off for a week or two. I also got an infection in the wound somehow so had to go to docs for another swab after a week - which was what started the bleeding and pain off again. There are so many horror stories online that you read and i think i worked myself up. I have never had any operations in my life, never broken a bone or had a child so i am sure that it felt worse for me than people who have been through that kind of thing.

it was pretty unpleasant but i think for me it was mostly the thought of what it was and what it could mean that was most upsetting you know!? I was really brave in there and literally burst into tears as soon as we got outside and spent the next two days onthe sofa with as many pain killers as i could physically take lol. bf was very good at bringing me ice cream and chocolate though :)

caffeine has kicked in and im off.........lol
 
aww it doesn't sound pleasant at all...but you did what had to be done and can you imagine if your fear had gotten the better of you and you didnt go!
good for you....i reckon you were brave and well done on your bloke for bringing chocolate etc lol.

i've just started my cooking and finally gonna have something to eat, prob just have some pudding rice with berries and yog i think and bits and bobs of what's ready and some fruit probably before WI....cos know how i'm going ;) x
 
so far so good with me food wise today. i still have a yoghurt and a cereal bar (half my hexb) to eat. Going to wait an hour or so and then have that with a cuppa :)

i really hope that WI goes well - got everything crossed for you! Either way it is def the right decision to just face whatever happens and go along! :)
 
Waaaahhhhoooooooo!!! I've been checking this every half hour since I got home to find out lol.

I'm so happy you went!! :) :) Well done!! Are you glad you went?!

I've used all my syns on prawn crackers lol. Bf made a lovely stir fry while I was doing my DVD (I know....I'm an angel for doing it lol) and I just couldn't resist. Much better than some chocolate today I think ;)

And there are leftovers for lunch tomorrow as well. I'm gonna make a salad to get some SuperFree in and fill me up a bit. Steak and a jacket tomorrow unless bf and his dad go to football. If they do that ill do myself a jacket potato with roasted veg and feta mmmmmmmm
 
sounds like a great day for tomorrow...
which prawn crackers did you have? i'm sure they're only something like 1.5 for 5?

great news that you did the dvd...i'm impressed that your fella did the cooking whilst you did that - he's a good'un (when not spewing in the car pmsl)

yeah i'm chuffed, and surprised to be honest cos i feel so heavy (with bloat probably) haven't really felt like eating much today and everytime i've dished something up, i've had some, felt full then picked at it. all on plan though, just the way i've been feeling and there'll prob be no feeding me tomorrow? lol

half a crunchie and a packet of beef hoops and crosses have my name on them. that plus 1 sausage i had earlier takes me to 10 for the day :)

got the christmas pudding hifi bars....dunno why cos i don't like xmas pudding but heard they were gorgeous. got my OH to have one so i could have a nibble...didn't like them, he did and said he was surprised at how much they taste like it. £1.50 for 3, and they're smaller than the other ones but at least they won't goto waste.

when does your sister go back to class? x
 
The ones I got are by sharwoods and it's 155 cals for half the bag. So 7.5 for a pretty decent amount and they are much less greasy than the ones you get from a takeaway. I had 4.5 syns for my crisps at lunch and then I had 2 maltesers at work so decided to round it up to 5 lol.

So I had 10 left, 7.5 on this and then a table spoon of sweet chilli dip for 2 syns and I'm pretty much all out lol. It was a nice change though and I'll have a nice cuppa later without a choccy treat.

It's good that your OH likes the bars if you don't. I'm not a fan of Xmas pudding so they wouldn't be my cup of tea. I like the chocolate ones :) sister is pretty skint at the moment so she is going it alone until the end of the month and then starting up going to class again.

Bf is pretty good with taking his turn to cook and doesn't even flinch when I tell him what I can't have etc. he even checks if he can use oil now or has to use fry light lol.

The car has been cleaned inside and out and it doesn't smell any more (thank god) but there is still a very big spew stain on the back seat. I need to get it cleaned properly to get it out - prob need a decent one for about £60 :( god it looks awful lol.

Your treats sound yummy. I haven't had hoops and crosses for a while as my local shops are always sold out lol. I've got skips at the moment :)
 
oh i like skips...not had them for a while.
i found the cheese and onion pom bears from the multi pack for 3.5 and they're nice...but quite greasy i think.

i've always wondered how prawn crackers are only 1.5 cos they're pretty much deep fried nothingness eh lol. but sounds like a good day for you ;)

i've been thinking about saving the £5 (again) and thinks that's why i picked up a few boxes tonight...might get some every week then decide what to do. to be honest, i know i'd follow plan the same way, i'm just not sure if i'd end up going OTT with myself when it came to weighing so that's what's kinda holding me back from stopping class just now.....

glad the car doesn't smell...i remember years ago my friend was sick in my wee car and i was furious. i literally had a sore throat (like i'd been sick myself) everytime i got in the car til it was done...she didn't even offer to get it cleaned which p'd me off the most!

sometimes places like ******* have offers on valets for the car. you'd have to check in your area but it's a shame it's gonna cos £60! :( x
 
Lol. Thanks hun. I'll keep my eyes peeled. It always makes me laugh how minimins picks up that sort of thing automatically lol. Very clever!

I was really mad at the time but he looked such a sorry sight after he had managed to get himself out of the car. He was covered bless him - I actually felt sorry for him (when I wasn't trying to think of ways I could run him over and get away with it hahahahahahaha!!) I was a complete mix of sympathy and fury lol.

Luckily I get quite a lot of my overtime paid at the end of the month so I'll pay for it out of that. I'm just glad the smell has mostly gone - can't stand that horrid stale smell. Bleurgh!!

Can't believe your friend didn't even offer to get it cleaned. Is she still a friend?! Lol. My best friend had an incident recently where her tooth got broken and it was another friends fault. It cost her £350 to get it fixed and the friend didn't offer either. Shocking!!
 
oooh now a tooth...is a whole different story!! what happened?

still friends but not close now, she moved away but i dare say if we bumped into each other, we'd have a conversation...some people are like that though eh...just wouldn't think about it at all - i'd lose sleep if i thought i had offended you never mind been sick in your car or broken your tooth!

lucky for the O/T money but rubbish all the same :( x
 
I wasn't there but it was something like they went on a night out and the other girl took her keys to go back early but then when my friend got home the other girl wasn't there so she had to break in and climb through a window and she fell and chipped it.

I know £350 isn't money you can just produce and say I'll pay for it but you at least offer to help right?! I would feel so guilty if it was my fault. The worst thing was the girl turned up about 10 mins after it happened and let herself in!!!

Well I felt really content and prepared last night. By 9pm I had washed up, made salad to go with my leftovers for lunch and had a bath/washed my hair and got all snuggly lol. But I've woken up feeling really tired today so I obv need to try and get an early night tonight if possible. If I don't go for steak il do my ex DVD while my dinner is cooking and then crash out I think.

Apple and yoghurt for brekkie and maybe a cereal bar should wake me up a bit!

How ru this morning?!
 
oh i'd feel awful too...and i'd at least offer something...even a bunch of flowers!
i'm doing fine today thanks, only got a spare 5 mins but thought i'd check in.

don't you find that some nights when you do get a decent sleep or have had a relaxed evening, you wake up feeling worse...i hate that!
my OH gets about 5hrs sleep a night (if you're lucky) but yet on a sunday when he has a long lie, he feels awful...it's weird eh!

green for me today, not sure what's for dinner but i didn't eat the ryvita mini's i took for one of my HEb's so if i don't eat them, i could pick some wm rolls up and maybe have a meat free burger for dinner...not sure though.

how's your day been?x
 
I've had a massively stressy day at work so glad to be going home. We are going for steak in the end and I'm really looking forward to it! Might even have a glass of wine since I have only used 4.5 syns today. Small wine is 6 so that leaves me a tiny bit for butter on my jacket potato as well :) if not I'll have diet coke and a treat once I get home.

No DVD tonight since we are going out - won't have time but ill def do it or have a run tomorrow night as I am out straight from work Thursday eve. Need to try and plan syns for that actually once we have decided. Think it will be strada or wagamama's (which will be tons I think!?!?).

My friend came in today with her leftover chicken lol. That can be dinner tomorrow - prob do some sort of a pasta bake with some bacon, SuperFree and cheese.

I've got 2 coldsores come up :( I'm obv a bit run down so hopefully a bit of a restful weekend for me!!
 
no wonder you're looking forward to dinner if you've had a stressful day...could you have a wine with soda/lemonade to dilute it down AND a wee treat later?

what a shame re the coldsore...thankfully i don't suffer from them but what i do get is red blotches at the side of my mouth which can sometimes be b6 deficiency or in my case...no sleep/stress!
the weather's def changing and i've heard a few people say they've noticed things/their skin being a wee bit different.

never had the mini's for my HEb...got wm rolls and had the meat free burger with sw chips...never feels like a "diet" and i love that about it!

i see morrisons are doing 2 of the big tubs of chocolates for £7 (£5 each) which is a great buy and i said to my OH maybe we could get them and i could syn 2 each night...his words...good luck with that lol.
he's got a point and as long as they played ball and didn't inhale them in front of me, i reckon it would be nice to have the taste of proper sweets but it would be hard...once they're open it's impossible not to sit with your hand in the box!

hate this time of year for them always lying about at work.... :( x
 
I saw that deal on the tubs of choc as well but there is no way I could have them in the house and restrain myself. Me and bf would tuck straight in and then the whole tin would be gone. Might get one nearer Christmas to treat us but until then I need to keep things like that to a minimum. They are a great price though.

I've made my salad for lunch tomorrow - a nice big tub using my hexa for feta cheese mmmmmm!! Now I'm off out for steak :) what treats you got in store tonight?
 
2 celebrations chocolates seeing as i went and got 2 boxes!
they didn't have heroes (well, they did but some old dear cleared the lot and wouldn't part with one when i kinda asked her in not so many words lol) so i got 2 the same...one to put away and the other i've opened and put some in the fridge for me to have a couple at a time, some in the goody box for teeny and the rest my OH can have...no way i'm having the milky way one tho...i'd rather syn 2 for a malteser 1 than 2 for that...any day! lol.

so i'll have 2 of those and some crisps...those with my burger and ketchup earlier will be no more than 11 for the day ;)

you're so good taking salad...i dunno if i like feta cheese but i see people having it lots on here. do you get a lot for a HEa?x
 
You get 50g for a hex which is much better than other cheese (think that is 30-35g) it's a pretty strong flavour and crumbly. It's perfect for salads and goes really nicely with beetroot surprisingly lol. I just fancied it for a change. I've also put 2 syns worth of salad cream in there so that the potatoes aren't too dry. Should be a nice change.

Steak was nice - I had wine but one glass was enough and now I'm just out of the bath and about to get into bed for an early night. Hopefully it will help shift these coldsores if I look after myself a bit, get some more sleep and chill out a bit :)
 
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