Hi i`m back again lol

[Roch]

Hi Roch,

Hope you're well and still on track with your GI and SW, sounds like the best of both worlds, group support and a tasty diet.

Hi Cheb,ty am still on track am having constant fights with my chatterbox, found myself looking in the cupboard and fridge but talked myself out of having chocolate and ended up with some sugar free gum instead
How r u doing hun, up 2 anything nice this weekend x

 

[Roch]

Hey Roch

Sorry not been on much really - had a funny week.. lol

SO glad to see you feeling so upbeat and positive and already reaping the benefits! Fab news, I'm sure the social side of SW will be brilliant for you too! Looking forward to more of the same Well done for putting a positive spin on things - you should be proud of yourself! xx

Hey FFF, pls dont appologise for not being on much u have shown me so much support over these past few months and i thank you for that.
I hope your week has been a good funny week and not a bad funny week .
I was thinkng back to the times when i used to be online all day and posting so much on my thread and other peeps threads but then i got myself into such a state that i found it hard enough to post on my thread let alone on others and sometimes i feel guilty about that.
Anyway hun hope u r having a good weekend, take care and chat soon xxx

 

[Roch]

Hiya Roch,
So glad your in a good place and reaping the rewards . My book arrived this afternoon and have just seen it will have long read tomorrow !

So far so good still being fairly sensible and feel alot more in control than this time last week !
Enjoying fruit and veg again and not stuffing myself full of junk feel better already !

Another good day for us both tomorrow x

Lotsa love Julie xxxx

Hi Julie,good for u girl for feeling like u r back in control thats def a nice feeling, am sure u will enjoy the diet and reap the benefits of the diet.
Take care hun and have a nice night xx

 

[Roch]

Hi Roch, how you doing today? Hope you have had another good sleep and those positive feelings are still ruling the day!

Love Barbxxxxx

Hi Barb, am having night after night of good sleep and the positive feelings are there but are being a bit clouded at the moment but am doing ok.
How r u doing hun am so pleased u have decided to not leave us MM would not be the same without u.
Take care and have a nice night xxx

 

[Roch]

Hey honey!

Big hugs for u!! Well done on going to the meeting, it's the first step and u're on ur way to a new life now hun!

Hope u have a great weekend!

Much love, chelle xx

Hi Chelle,thanks hun for the hugs needed them today !!
Am looking forward to this new life as i really dont like the life i am living at the moment.
How has your weeekend been, take care and chat soon xx

 

[Roch]

Well today was a really crappy day for me, woke up with my sciatica really playing up at the moment it seems to be either i have serious back ache every day or a bout of sciatica but what can i expect weighing 28 stone !!

Well went to the bathroom and when i came out i did not notice that Ebony had done a wee outside the bathroom door and i slipped and feel down and hit my back and then hit my head on the wall, and as u can imagine a 28 stone person falling to the ground it a sight and a half, Aaron heard the crash and ran into the hallway and tried to get me up i was in shock and serious pain and started sobbing, which is not like me at all and there i stayed for 10 mins and refused Aaron`s help untill i had the strength to get up myself then sat on the loo washed off my feet as they had dogs oee on them and then hobbled to my bed where i cried myself to sleep and felt very sorry for myself.

I got up an hour later and took some painkillers and felt a bit better i am seriously lucky i have no injuries thank god but it could of been really bad with broken bones with my weight falling on the floor.
My neighbour in the flat underneath me is an old man he must of thought his ceiling was caving in LOL

Anyway i am ok just having a bit of a self hate day as i am realising how bad my life is really and how i have become phyisically and emotionally, but this has made me even more determined to lose this weight !!!

 

[pandora]

oh dear Roch,
glad you weren't too badly hurt, but your back was the worst place you could have landed. It sounds more like hurt pride.
you stayed strong & didn't eat thru being upset, which you need to be proud of. This will have stengthened your resolve to lose that weight.
stay strong & you'll be feeling so much better soon with the weight going.
xx

 

[chelle_powell]

hey honey,

Ouch! Hope u're ok! Take it easy as u'll prob feel a bit more sore tomorrow! Well done for not doing what I do in acrisis - eat! lol

Take care honey,
Chelle xx

 

[Isis]

Hi Roch

Crikey, watch out for doggy puddles in future won't you! You could have really done some harm girl. Take it easy for the next 24 hours.

I've got 3 things to say tonight (only 3! not like me, eh?)

• Well done for going and staying to your SW class.
• You could always do an Open University certificate in Health and Social Care now. It takes 10 months, home study and would show recent relevant learning to apply for Social Work. You can pay in instalments.
• ANY LOCAL AUTHORITY OR NON-STATUTORY AGENCY WOULD BITE YOUR HAND OFF WITH A SOCIAL WORK QUALIFICATION AT 44 YEARS OLD. Trust me!!!

xxxx

 

[flirty40greeneyes]

Ouch - Roch that must have seriously hurt - hope you are ok. Take things easy hun.

Now stop this self hate business ......... you are a lovely, kind, beautiful person - who has a lovely son who obviously adores you. You are trying to do something about your weight - and we all know how hard it is. You will get there. And listen to Lacey as she makes a lot of sense ....... sorted me out last night!!

Take care - and plenty of pain killers if you ache tomorrow. Oh and newspaper down for the pup!!

 

[Roch]

FINALLY MANAGE TO UPLOAD A PIC OF AARON AND EBONY XX

 

[Roch]

Aaron took this pic of ebony around an hour ago she is so cute and luvs cuddles xx

 

[Isis]

Oh....lovely looking young man Roch and the same gorgeous skin tone as my Kamdi

 

[Roch]

oh dear Roch,
glad you weren't too badly hurt, but your back was the worst place you could have landed. It sounds more like hurt pride.
you stayed strong & didn't eat thru being upset, which you need to be proud of. This will have stengthened your resolve to lose that weight.
stay strong & you'll be feeling so much better soon with the weight going.
xx

Hi Cheryl,no i am ok just a bit sore but i can cope with that.I shcked myself when i did not start 2 eat when i got so upset thats def a first for me.
Have a nice night and ty xx

 

[Roch]

Oh....lovely looking young man Roch and the same gorgeous skin tone as my Kamdi

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Wish he was smiling in the pic though xx

 

[Roch]

Ouch - Roch that must have seriously hurt - hope you are ok. Take things easy hun.

Now stop this self hate business ......... you are a lovely, kind, beautiful person - who has a lovely son who obviously adores you. You are trying to do something about your weight - and we all know how hard it is. You will get there. And listen to Lacey as she makes a lot of sense ....... sorted me out last night!!

Take care - and plenty of pain killers if you ache tomorrow. Oh and newspaper down for the pup!!

Hi Bev, i am ok ty just a bit sore.U r right lacey does make alot of sense and is very good at making me see sense .
I do put training pads down for ebony but she does not always use them or she does a wee on the floor then goes and sits on her wee pad and gives me a sorry look as if to say sorry mummy pls dont tell me off !!
Have a nice night hun and take care xxx

 

[Roch]

Hi Roch

Crikey, watch out for doggy puddles in future won't you! You could have really done some harm girl. Take it easy for the next 24 hours.

I've got 3 things to say tonight (only 3! not like me, eh?)

• Well done for going and staying to your SW class.
• You could always do an Open University certificate in Health and Social Care now. It takes 10 months, home study and would show recent relevant learning to apply for Social Work. You can pay in instalments.
• ANY LOCAL AUTHORITY OR NON-STATUTORY AGENCY WOULD BITE YOUR HAND OFF WITH A SOCIAL WORK QUALIFICATION AT 44 YEARS OLD. Trust me!!!

xxxx

Lacey hun thankyou

 

[flirty40greeneyes]

What a beautiful pup .......... and a gorgeous looking young man you have there Roch! He's going to break some hearts in the future - you have every right to be proud of him.

 

[Barb]

Hi Roch,sorry to hear about your fall - you did so well not to resort to food to make you feel better. That just shows that yiu are really commited and that you are really learning new thought processes -well done you!
Ebony looks gorgeous, so cuddly, I bet you couldn't be cross with her if you tried!

Aaron looks like a lovely young person too - Just like his Mum!

Love Barbxx

 

[IreneH]

What a great pic of them both. Thanks Roch for posting it and I hope you don't feel as sore tomorrow
Irene xx