Hi i`m back again lol

Well i just want to say thank you for you support, have not been online the past few days as Aaron and i have had a chronic tummy bug, i vomitted over 30 times in 24 hrs and my tummy muscles are killing me, still not over it, but just wanted to come online and say hi and say i am ok and will try and get back online in the next day or so if i can stay away from the bathroom. !!
 
hi hun, sorry to hear you not feeling too good, take care & look forward to hearing from you when you feel better
:hug99:
xx
 
Thanks Kitty and Cheryl its been realy bad as both Aaron and i have been vommiting and only one of us can use the bathroom at a time so ill leave the rest up 2 ur imagination:(
Poor Ebony has only been out a couple of times as none of us have been able to leave the house, hopefully by 2morrow we will feel a bit better 2 leave the house and at least walk Ebony.
Am off 2 have a shower catch u later x
 
sounds horrible! Hope you are both better soon.

Amy
 
Hiya roch,

hope yourself and aarron are better soon.

As for those comments think everyone has said it....

Keep your chin up girl
 
Hope you both feel better soon

:hug99:
xx
 
fetch.dll


Well helloooo and good morning. Today i requested my diary thread to be bought back from admin and i am back 2 the land of the living and no more hiding for me.
I am not sure what actually happened that allowed this cloud of depression to lift but it did and just in time as i was going to the doctor today to get some Anti depressants this morning but i was in 2 minds about it.

I feel very lonely alot of the time and that also really got me down especially when i got the tummy bug and was feeling so rough.
I have not weighed myself but my skirt is loser and i still dont have my appetite back properly as i was still being sick on Friday but that seems 2 have completely passed now.

My puppy Ebony i think really helped me, i know it sounds a bt mad but all weekend and especialy last night she was sititng with me and cuddling me all evening and was so hapy 2 see me this morning.
When i woke up and went to the loo i was sittting on the toilet and she comes running in from Aarons room and jumps on my lap which is a bit funny whilst u r sitting on the loo but she was so happy 2 see me.

Diet wise i change my mind more times than i have hot dinners as u all know.
I do want to Ss as i am desperate to lose weight at a faster rate than a normal diet but i dont think that Cd will allow me yet but Lipotrim will allow me and i have 9 days worth here at home so it wont cost me anything for the first week.

I am going to cut out all my carbs from today and tomorrow and Ss from Wednesday, like i said i know i chop and change and its not good for my metabolism but at the moment my metabolism is so shot i dont think it will make any difference, but how i feel emotionally is what will make a very big difference and if i feel contented and happier then thats a start.

Can i ask all of u a very big favour pls.
For the first week could i pls ask u if u could give me some tough love in the way of support as i am very alone and apart from Aaron i dont have a support system and i honestly feel like i need a helping hand to get through the first week at least.

Thanks for stopping by , take care and have a good day
 
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Tough love, I am the queen of tough love, just a quicky then, dont forget who you want to be Roch, bite size chunks all the way, 1 step at a time. Everytime you think of putting anything in your mouth, stop, go get that pic you had done of you being a skinny minny, take 5 mins and look at it, that is who you can be if you want to be, dont look at it as a depressing thing, look on this as a joyous thing, you can be where you want to be Roch, its damn hard work but it can be done.

TBH though, I think i would still make that GP appointment, some tablets would maybe keep you on an even keel for a bit and help you change your life.

SLow and steady wins the race, take it easy at first, dont rush things, you know when you are ready x
 
Hi hun,
glad you're back & in a possitve frame of mind, that really is a good pecentage of the battle.
good luck with the lipotrim.
the love of a dog is wonderful & unconditional, my little one is allways so happy to see us, & like yours likes to jump on us while we are on the loo !!
i have just walked him up to school & back as the weather has been so foul at the weekend he didn't get out (lucky he can get into the garden for a little run around)
keep up the possitive thoughts & i'm sending you possitive :vibes:& lots of :hug99:
xx:)
 
Hi Roch, so glad you are feeling better. My dog does the loo thing too, especially first thing in the morning and sits between my knees having a kiss and cuddle as soon as he hears me get out of bed!

It sounds like you know exactly what you need to get through this first week, so good luck, even though I'm sure you don't need luck.

Nat.
x
 
hey roch:) :) :)
i have read your thread and think you are a very determined lady, you are also very lucky to have a good son who obviously loves you. You know you can lose weight if you stick to the diet, so come on lets do it, i have alot to lose aswell 4 weeks ago on 3rd feb i signed up for cd weighing in at 27 st 4 , today exactly 4 weeks later i am 24 stone 12, still big yes, but better and if i can do it you can too, we can plod along together and slowly but surely we will learn again to run!!
roch i need help and support too so maybe we can keep each other company via msn or phone if you wish.
I have a puppy staff as well she is 11 months now and her name is lola but i call her the stafflet in my diary thread, she is a little cow bag and very naughty but i love her to bits and spoil her rotten, i want to enjoy her and walk her in the park and i know you would enjoy doing that with ebony too!!
got to stop now, but i will be back later !!
nat xxxxxxxxx
:wavey:
 
Roch said:
Can i ask all of u a very big favour pls.
For the first week could i pls ask u if u could give me some tough love in the way of support as i am very alone and apart from Aaron i dont have a support system and i honestly feel like i need a helping hand to get through the first week at least.

Thanks for stopping by , take care and have a good day
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Hello Pretty lady .... well you know that you'll get my support whatever you try to help yourself to lose weight. You chop and change as much as you like - just don't give up. You have a fantastic son who you owe it to - plus yourself ...........

SHOUT if you need anything form any of us! :whoopass: :whoopass: :whoopass: :whoopass: :whoopass:
 
oooh... well hon... you KNOW you don't even have to ask me on this one !!:giggle:

Basically the first thing I would do if I were you was to DEFINITELY make that appt and, if the Dr says it will help, get on some anti-depressants - they will help you SO much and, as a short term fix they will enable you to get through the tough days far better and help keep your resolve.

You're right about all the chopping and changing.. it has to stop! You are damaging yourself and that won't do! :)

Make a decision and this time, stick to it, no matter what! Take control sweetheart.. you CAN do this.. AND.. it will help you so much if you want to follow the WLS route too.. (I think they require evidence that you are serious about it and they do that by measuring weight loss over a period of time.. so.. it is imperative that you think long and hard over what diet REALLY suits your needs and likes and tastes and lifestyle.)

So.. that all said.. it is simply wonderful to hear you positive and determined again, BUT.. Roch.. you really really MUST stick to whatever you decide.. a day at a time.. even 10 minutes at a time.. you CAN do this.. you have brought up a lovely son, you have kept a beautiful home and care for others.. so my dear, you can most DEFINITELY follow a freakin diet! :D :D :D

I am so so hopeful that you will do it this time hon, seriously, I really really hope so.

You can have all the tough love you want from me.. BUT... you can also have the other kind too, whatever it's going to take to get you on track, keep you there and get you through this.. you got it. Ok?

Think hard though., LL is tough, but the counselling will, I think, really help you.. AND.. please go to your gp and tell him how you have been feeling. I was on anti-depressants for a long time.. it is only having got in control of my life (well, the food part at the moment) that has enabled me to come off them and stick to the diet too. I really think they could be such a good thing for you. Reconsider - you are worth it. If a friend of yours came and said what you have I'm pretty sure you would give them the same advice (the advice to do what was best for their overall and long-term well-being). :D

So, take care, stay strong.. you will get there.. great news that you are having another stab at it. Hang in there this time (come hell or high water).. and.. for what it's worth.. I don't think the first week has ever been the issue for you.. I think it's the 2nd, 3rd and 4th.. and I believe... if you can get through those then it will be almost plain sailing all the way sweetie.

Hugs and happy thoughts

Jennie xxxx
 
canireallydothis!! said:
Tough love, I am the queen of tough love, just a quicky then, dont forget who you want to be Roch, bite size chunks all the way, 1 step at a time. Everytime you think of putting anything in your mouth, stop, go get that pic you had done of you being a skinny minny, take 5 mins and look at it, that is who you can be if you want to be, dont look at it as a depressing thing, look on this as a joyous thing, you can be where you want to be Roch, its damn hard work but it can be done.

TBH though, I think i would still make that GP appointment, some tablets would maybe keep you on an even keel for a bit and help you change your life.

SLow and steady wins the race, take it easy at first, dont rush things, you know when you are ready x
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Hi Vicky, thanks i def need many queens of tough love 2 keep me on the stright and narrow.
The only problem with taking the anti d tabs is that i might not be able to take them whilst Ssing and i dont want that 2 stop me, do u have any idea if u can take them whlst Ssing.
I intend to take it slow and one day at a time.
Thanks hun and have a good day xxx
 
pandora said:
Hi hun,
glad you're back & in a possitve frame of mind, that really is a good pecentage of the battle.
good luck with the lipotrim.
the love of a dog is wonderful & unconditional, my little one is allways so happy to see us, & like yours likes to jump on us while we are on the loo !!
i have just walked him up to school & back as the weather has been so foul at the weekend he didn't get out (lucky he can get into the garden for a little run around)
keep up the possitive thoughts & i'm sending you possitive :vibes:& lots of :hug99:
xx:)
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Hi Cheryl so its not only ebony who does the loo thing :D :D
Thanks for the posisitve vibes need loads of them.
Well done 2 u girl, just noticed u had lost 5 stone u go girl xx
 
natpot said:
Hi Roch, so glad you are feeling better. My dog does the loo thing too, especially first thing in the morning and sits between my knees having a kiss and cuddle as soon as he hears me get out of bed!

It sounds like you know exactly what you need to get through this first week, so good luck, even though I'm sure you don't need luck.

Nat.
x
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Hi Nat, u r right i do know what i need its just having the emotional strength to get through the week and following weeks.
Thanks for the support, take care x
 
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