Well today i suprised myself big time !!
Well my weight has risen and risen and risen recently and i got to my heaviest ever last week which was 28.9
and my depression had got so bad !
I have really become housebound and could barely manage walking round tesco`s let alone going any where else.
Most of the week unless i have to go somewhere important and apart from shopping once a week i dont leave the house, mainly beacause i am in constant pain from a combination of sciatica and horrendous back pain as my back is under so much pressure from my weight and i cant manage to walk up and down the stairs as i am on the first floor and when i walk i am out of breath and in so much pain after 4 mins.
Well Ebony had her second jabs on Thursday and over the last 3 days Aaron has been walking Ebony every hour to hour and a half and now he is back at school i have to do the same.
As you can imagine its not easy, i struggle with going down the stairs as my legs give way so i have to be very careful let alone having a 14 week old very strong energetic puppy comeing down with me
But i am determined to get healthy and lose weight so i have taken her down for a walk 4 times already and the first walk was for 15 mins and the other times just 5 to 10 mins but no matter how much pain i am in i am determined to break through the pain barrier and day by day try to walk a bit more.
This has been a shock to my system and my back is aching but no matter what i will take her out twice more b4 Aaron comes home from school,the more i take her out the quicker she will get house trained and then i will be alot happier and less chance of slipping on my backside again
Hopefully this will work in speeding up my sluggish metabolism and will enable me to lose weight faster.
I know i will sleep well tonight i am already shattered, ususally all i can manage to do is my normal housework(and i am a fussy cow like my house very tidy
) and i have to sit down every 10 mins but hopefully in the next couple of weeks that will change as i gain more strength and lose more weight.
I am chuffed with myself as i felt really nervous about walking her as i felt like it would be 2 hard for me !!!!