Bless you. Sometimes we need to hit rock bottom to find the strength to do something to change our lives. I wish you every success in your journey and you have just proved you are not in any shape or form a failure. You have until now taken the long road to this point but you got here. You didn't give up and you are feeling stronger now. Good luck to you and we will all be here for you no matter where the road takes you.
It is good you have picked up the prospectus - that will be a huge motivating factor to you - eyes on the prize and you will get to achieve your goals. Wow, how empowered will you feel come September! All the best
xx