That's fine, this place is great for ranting away. You've already done the hardest bit of accepting that things need to change, you can totally do this and minimins is great for support.
I always do red days as my body doesn't loose if I have carbs. Do you work? Just so I know for lunch ideas. Huge batches of soup are really good. I normally shop for veg and fruit in aldi as it's soooo much cheaper. So for soup I would use about 3 butternut squashes, loads of carrots, Swede if you like, cook them with stock and I always add a few spices paprika, s&p, chilli. Once cooked, drain a little off in a jug and puree the whole lot, adding the stock to the desired consistency. That would make over a weeks worth of lunches, can freeze it too. Any veg soup would do tho, but no parsnip. I'd have that with bread or a roll from hexb allowance. I often have scrambled eggs for lunch or sw fry up, ww sausages (0.5 syn), bacon with no fat, or just a sandwich using hexb bread/roll, salads with ham roll ups or cooked cold meats, omelettes/fritatta. There's lots really!
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