JanD's Maintenance Diary. Into the 2nd year :o)))

[summergurl]

Ah i knew you only did 3 a week but thought you did 3 days on 3 days off so your days changed .... duno where i got that idea :giggle:

8hours of training .... JOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bit picky food wise - holiday mode settling in!? xxx

 

[JanD]

I'm hoping not - but it's looking that way 'inni'? ... I'm going out for a meal with a friend tomorrow night too!!!
I've had a bit of an upset this evening which has lost me my appetite ... silly little thing really but enough to make me not want to eat ... (can still manage the v&cs tho' .... in fact making them go down even quicker!) I've made myself eat a bit of baked river cobbler just so I've had something - hopefully that'll maybe make up a little for today but hey .... I'm a healthy weight now ... I can live with a few extra lbs until I'm in the right frame of mind to get rid of them xxxx
I'd love some virtual hugs if there's any going spare xxx

 

[JanD]

Oh yeah ... and re the training on Thursday .... most of it's REALLY boring lectures .... joy! as you say .... then there's CPR which is a pain in the arse (I hate 1 to 1 testing) and manual handling ... there's no way I'm going in that hoist!!! xx

 

[summergurl]

Awwww jan! always happy to oblige with hugs!

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Xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[JanD]

I knew I could rely on you

If/when I tell you about it you'll probably think ... 'what?' ... 'silly bi*ch' but even so I have been upset and in need of the hugs and I thank you unreservedly for them xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lotsalovenstuff xxx

 

[irish molly]

Aw Jan, hope you are feeling a little better and coping with whatever has upset you so much.
The 1lb gain is nothing in the overall scheme of things. You could have just stayed in holiday mode between hols and done a lot of damage but you have done so well in typical Jan style. So jolly well done overall.
Hope your daughter gets the ear sorted soon. At least she is past the pea up the nose age!!!!
Hope you are in better form soon. lots of love

 

[JanD]

Thanks Moll

Oh Yeah ... thanks for asking ..... DD spent another while in A&E this morning and (after blagging them that she was going on holiday tomorrow coz they said they couldn't see her till tomorrow) finally got the piece of tissue removed and hopefully has learned a lesson!!!!

I appreciate your concern ... as I've said it's nothing much but it upset and discombobulated me and I really appreciate the support xxx

 

[summergurl]

Jan you know were all around when you need hugs! no need to explain anything! :hug99:

Ooh glad your daughter is ok! Can't believe they tried to fob her off for another day! What they like! Lol xx

 

[MiniB]

How you feeling today Jan? Hope you're feeling better. Why is it that little things can really upset us yet when big things come along we find a strength from somewhere and cope?

I just hope you're feeling much happier today!

 

[summergurl]

Hope you are ok today Mrs xx

 

[JanD]

Ah thanks folks Feeling a bit drained today. 'Situation' is ongoing, hopefully will be sorted by tomorrow one way or another. It just seems like I spend my whole life looking after, taking care of, helping other people and when I think I have something lovely arranged for myself it all goes tits up (a technical term you understand ) - I was feeling sorry for myself last night. Usually I can very quickly move into a space of 'wait and see, this is happening for a reason and it will turn out to be even better in the end' but last night I just saw my bum BIG style, ranted, raved and then got really upset. I think I was just too tired to deal with it properly. Poor John - at least (for once ) it was nothing to do with him
This morning I was on my way to take my Mum shopping when DD phoned to say she had a flat tyre. Like me she doesn't have the strength of a light cake so I had to run John to where she works to change it for her... good job it was his day off!

Anyway - I THINK I may have scoffed several biccies before I went to bed last night but to perfectly honest I can't remember

Wednesday 13th October

Breakie - 2 boiled eggs

Lunch - A Tesco Ultra Slim meal bar

A taste of Mum's treacle & ginger tart (yuck!)

A few bits of chicken
small banana

Tea - Greek meal of some description

Wine

John's going out tonight so I'm having a meal with a friend and then we're going to watch The Apprentice together. Might 'see' ya after that - musn't stay up too late tonight though - that flippin' training day tomorrow (oh joy! ) xx

 

[summergurl]

Oh Jan - I hope whatever it is gets sorted quick sharp!! Sometimes we need a bit of a feel sorry for ourselves day to put the rest of it in perspective and then we snap out of it and realise it aint all that bad!

You're DD is having a time of it too - first her ear, now her car tyre ... it comes in 3s so whats next?! :giggle:

Food looking good today. Hope you have a loverly evening with your friend xx

 

[JanD]

Greek meal turned into garlic mushrooms in a creamy sauce and Afelia - pork meatballs with rice & chips ..... not 'good' but nice

Having a v&c nightcap xx

 

[summergurl]

Afelia sounds yum! glad you enjoyed. G'night mrs enjoy your training tomo!!! Haha xx

 

[JanD]

xx

 

[JanD]

Thursday 14th October

Breakie - Choc whip ... didn't feel like it but knew it was gonna be a long day

Lunch - LT maintenance bar

Piece of caramel shortbread in Costa Coffee

Tea - Pork in chilli nut and seed tagine sauce with cous cous

Wine xx

 

[summergurl]

Looking grand my lover!!! x

 

[JanD]

Well - if ya don't count the chocolate shortbread and the wine ... maybe! xx

 

[summergurl]

Thats what I meant x

 

[JanD]

OR the packet of cheese n onion hula hoops I've just had xx