I'm still stalking too! I could have written your post on 21st Jan (apart from the 'hormonal' bit!). The word 'deprived' is exactly how I've felt recently, and I've even used the word 'resentful' too - I've done this once, why am I struggling so much now?
Fortunately, I THINK I've got over that at last. We've recently changed to having some Red and Green days - oh the joy of eating cheese again!!! We need our A for milk every day, and our B for cereal, which neither of us wants to give up, so that's IT for the day on EE - or EEE which we had drifted into!
We asked our Consultant about Success Express last week, and so far so good - we think! Hubby has been at target for a year now, but always at the top end, so really wants to get down a bit, and I've been pi**ing around with the same half a stone for MONTHS now. I won a 6 week countdown in the Group Christmas Raffle - who is the lucky one! - and was DETERMINED to do it, but failed yet again. I've now bought another 6 week countdown...
Sorry to hijack your thread, but I really do find it very helpful!