Oh bubble, don't boohoo. I want to be as light as pip but don't think it will happen. I am a lazy dieter, and when the going gets tough, the tough turn to the wine and pops! (Did I mention I am eating a family size bag of pops?) I am beginning to realise that I don't have the dedication to achieve this and do you know what ? I am actually okay being 11.3 or 11.4. Yes, I would like to be lighter, but I am not repulsed by what I see in the mirror, and my clothes all fit (apart from that dress I mentioned earlier in the week, but doubt I'll ever get boobs in that and the zip done up unless I have surgery!) it wouldn't be the end of the world if I don't lose any more weight BUTi am going to try and be sensible during the week and at the weekend if possible. I am bored of having to count syns. I know I have totally the wrong attitude and that I will never be a slimbo with this attitude, but hey ho, I can live with it. I love my mins friends and don't want to derail anyone that reads my diary ( does anyone read my diary?) but in fairness I am not a good example at the moment. You however are a good example. Okay, you have the odd binge/slip up, but you exercise so much, you really deserve to lose lots of weight. Don't beat yourself up for having pizza, there's always tomorrow, and the day after and the day after...........