Big shock and upset last night, I gained 3.5lbs... not had a gain like that since Xmas, was so shocked, I knew I had gained but no idea it would be that much... after all the hard work of the week before shifting the 3lb and getting down to my lowest ever, all that hard work undone again and another half to boot... I even shed a tear in the car on the way home!!
Was so upset last night I nearly thought of jacking it all in, can you imagine?! Realised today that this is still so important to me or I wouldn't be so upset, but still a real shock... especially as I only really fell off on the Saturday and was pretty good the rest of the week (or so I thought), did 3 big cycles on my exercise bike and went for a run for the first time in my life... I was crushed!!
I know I could make excuses (too much exercise - ha), hidden syns in things, etc etc... but the truth is I just don't count some things, selectively "forgetting" has become part of my routine, and it is clearly starting to show...
Disappointed, but never giving up, MB
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