ladyfelsham
Back to SW again
Oooh spinach steamed down, with a big dollop of cream, some pepper, a soupcon of dijon mustard and chilli - mmmm meal on it's own
moonlights said:Bit of a scummy morning trying on sale clothes. A few really nice things but of course you focus on what doesn't look good. I hate my stomach so much. Other people my height and weight don't have a stomach like mine. It's because I've been bigger and lost the weight but honestly it looks like I've swallowed a basketball. It sits too low so the only jeans that fit come from Evans and its just awful. I have to buy tops that hang to my upper thigh to skim my stomach. So do depressing, my body is a total mess and while weight loss will make me slimmer it won't give me a normal body. I'd need surgery for that.
Anyway, slimness is still the focus. I read a quote on another forum:
'Dieting is hard. Being fat is hard. Choose your hard.'
It's so true. Dieting feels like such a chore sometimes and sometimes I long to be able to forget about my weight. But being fat is hard and miserable too. I have one choice or the other.