Hello hello ,
Bev thank you hun , my ankle was good, perfect even =) but at the end of the day my all body was so tired , hehehe- I guess I got too lazy over last two weeks.
Now - its time to me to go again , so I better do this fast =)
Day 5 breakfast
Overnight oat with syn free yogurt and blueberries , coffee 2 syn
Lunch
Spaghetti with veggies and turkey meat, softcheese (he) and egg sauce and parmesan cheese 2 syn and fresh tomato
Dinner
Bacon-new potato and bean thingy, lol, with boiled eggs and bread 4 syn
That gives me total of 8 syn but I have bite here and then , so would say I have all my 15 syns total . I really must work out this tasting at work. Not so good. And my weight just wont go down , it starting to stress me down a pit. I guess being almost 19 st in something that my body likes- need to work harder to get it going again. Sad thing is my guy pass expired and I need to get new one- but cant afford one at this moment and even that I work out at home, is still not good enough. Only my food choice is not working for me at this moment. But, and this is big but , Hard work is never lost - I know that one point it will start going again and when it does, there is no stopping =)
Day 6 ( where have week gone already )
late breakfast
Salad with turkey meat and mustard 1 syn , toast (he)and beans ( I just had to taste it , made mine without butter ofc and used chilly beans - was very good) and cottage cheese, coffee 3 syn
total 4 syn
Here will be another beautiful and stressful day =) I don know if I told you guys but there was changes at my work. Sous chef found new job and we got new sous chef. Im not happy - even before it was sometimes little hard to stay positive at work but now I feel really unhappy. i think you all know someone who should never be and supervisor as they not suitable for the task, well - thats what happened here. Lucky for me Im good - dont want to sound cheeky but Im good chef and everybody are happy with me and my job. Now others are maybe not so good at there field- but then again they all young and only learning ( good for company , lower salary's ) Now what makes me very unhappy is the info I got yesterday - apparently the time I was away s-chef found it hard to work with lads who are only start of they journey as chefs and have now on mission to get rid of all of them . Thats what he told me himself - I will get all I can to get rid of them all .
Im safe - so to say - but all I want to say is - F.. you - honest and Im sorry but how can one person whos been in company less then a month and who is first time s-chef allow himself to be so arrogant. And as for me - im sorry but I dont understand what hes saying - I just cant understand him. To make sure, I got everything right I ask 110 times , I dont like to make mistakes - this annoys him " its only questions with you " " what now " - this should be my support ? Not to mention hes marking my accent - and the fact that I have accident with the ankle- like I made it up , just not to come to work ??
Long story short - I send my first application form out today. I want to work in school =) Want to cook for children , make good, healthy foods. I look around on streets and I see so many kids who are little bigger then they could be. I want to make a change - lol, sorry if I do sound arrogant, But I want to teach kids to enjoy good and healthy foods.
Hopefully I can find something for me - I will not hurry - I will not search for another restaurant anymore - I will take my time and find school where I can make change
" so she said when she started her shift in Mc Donalds
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hehehe - long post today and sorry for all the negatives
Hope you all have beautiful day and keep smiling =)
