Total Solution Muffy WILL be 10stone 7 by october 8th

nomoremuffintop said:
Morning everyone
I'm still in bed. So tired this week, been laying awake until 3am but I don't know why I can't sleep :( my eyes are burning!
My 5 yr old went to London with hubby on Friday night and won't be home until Tuesday and my 10 year old is off for a trip tomorrow and will be back Friday. Really worried about him not having one of us with him but i have to let him go. Times that I'm anxious like this about something I'd normally stuff my face with spicy food and wine. Also fed up because I feel like I'm stuck at home loads lately and it's doing my head in.... But!!! I'm not hungry and I hope It can stay that way.

I keep thinking "shall I weigh myself?" my scales are calling my name :) I am curious but I said I was going to weigh in tesco today and then not weigh again for a few weeks which means I will have to wait until lunch time before I have any shakes/water because I won't weigh after drinking anything. I might just weigh now then give the scales to my mum when she drops me home after tesco and get them back in a couple of weeks to check how I'm doing. I definitely think way too much on this diet :p Going to see if tesco has any ultraslim bars in because I have none at all but if they don't I'll order a mixed shake and bars box on Tuesday. Be back soon to tell you all what I weigh :D

Hello missy back soon? 7 hours ago??? Xx
 
DustQueen said:
Glad it's not just me that gets so bored :)

I'm uber bored chick ... Iv already had a bar, half a soup and half a shake. I keep going to the kitchen. Can't wait for bed time to come!

I'm watching the 'man v food' weekend on the food channel. I recorded the whole series and I am not sure if it's helping me or making me hungry? Some parts the bloke is stuffing his face like an animal which makes me go 'urgh' and other parts I'm thinking 'mmmm' the food looks so good. Atleast it's giving me something to do...
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I'm uber bored chick ... Iv already had a bar, half a soup and half a shake. I keep going to the kitchen. Can't wait for bed time to come!

I'm watching the 'man v food' weekend on the food channel. I recorded the whole series and I am not sure if it's helping me or making me hungry? Some parts the bloke is stuffing his face like an animal which makes me go 'urgh' and other parts I'm thinking 'mmmm' the food looks so good. Atleast it's giving me something to do...

We're watching midsummer murder now that is the definition of boredom lmao ;)
 
DustQueen said:
Lol do they watch it? I think I've seen it before but obv it's so cr*p I can't remember what happened :S

Uhuh! I always end up watching some doodoo! Normally flog it. Can't stand that, and dickinson's real deal :mad: load of trash lol
 
I put my 2 boys in their rooms to watch a dvd and Put my face mask on then had a bath. So tired and moody today.

Confession time!

Spicy cous cous in the fridge got the best of me and I ate a big bowl. I know it's a pathetic excuse for eating but I am really struggling to deal with my son being away this week, he only went this morning but I feel really empty. We have a special bond (not the same as my others but I still love them all equally) Iv never let him stay out or go anywhere for more than a day. 5 whole days is so scary! He was so excited to go lol doubt he will miss me :?

Anyway, i feel like a big fat slob now.
That's done now though and although I'm probably knocked out of ketosis and will feel hungry later/tomorrow I don't care what happens I'm not touching any more food.

Hubby and 5year old son return tomorrow afternoon. Maybe I'll feel better then? Xx
 
Aw Muffy. It's so difficult to stop emotional eating int it! If only the psychological side of weight loss was as easy as the actual weight loss itself!
It must be so hard for you tho, 5 days is a long time. I'm sure he'll be having a great time tho :)
Hope you feel better soon babes, hugs xxx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I put my 2 boys in their rooms to watch a dvd and Put my face mask on then had a bath. So tired and moody today.

Confession time!

Spicy cous cous in the fridge got the best of me and I ate a big bowl. I know it's a pathetic excuse for eating but I am really struggling to deal with my son being away this week, he only went this morning but I feel really empty. We have a special bond (not the same as my others but I still love them all equally) Iv never let him stay out or go anywhere for more than a day. 5 whole days is so scary! He was so excited to go lol doubt he will miss me :?

Anyway, i feel like a big fat slob now.
That's done now though and although I'm probably knocked out of ketosis and will feel hungry later/tomorrow I don't care what happens I'm not touching any more food.

Hubby and 5year old son return tomorrow afternoon. Maybe I'll feel better then? Xx

Oh sweetheart I am so so moody today (and yesterday) been crying and shouting and moody it's been awful :(
Sorry you feel so bad must be hard letting him go x you'll be ok babe x I know you will x
Love you x
 
Awwww ((((hugs))))) Muffy - hope you feel better soon.

Tomorrow is a new day!

x
 
DustQueen said:
Oh sweetheart I am so so moody today (and yesterday) been crying and shouting and moody it's been awful :(
Sorry you feel so bad must be hard letting him go x you'll be ok babe x I know you will x
Love you x

I'm ok now. Spoke to him and he told me all about the rafting and lazier tag and he went to Alton towers too. he sounds so grown up.

Love you too xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I'm ok now. Spoke to him and he told me all about the rafting and lazier tag and he went to Alton towers too. he sounds so grown up.

Love you too xx

Aww bless :) I fancy some Alton towers and laser tag :) (why does iPhone want us to say lazier not lazer?)
 
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