Total Solution Muffy WILL be 10stone 7 by october 8th

nomoremuffintop said:
I'll live! Bog rats lol they are now lovely smelling children again :)
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Love it never heard bog rats before, lol
 
I had a small tin of tuna that turned into half a scotch egg, lettuce, cucumber and radishes with some salad dressing on. Instead of my bar. then crisps and a snickers. Im soo done! Annoyed but need to face up to the fact I have to stop kidding myself. I obviously don't want this enough and I can't stand keep being pathetic it's driving me mad! How you all listen to my crap I do not know. I'm ready/I can do it/ I want this blah blah :'( I don't want sympathy I don't even want advice (sorry don't mean to sound ungrateful) I would normally now just say "sorry, back tomorrow" but then I'd just stuff my face all night and still not be back tomorrow. My plan is to not have a date to restart in the hope that I don't binge non stop until then. Maybe I can just eat smaller portions when I'm actually hungry and wait until I wake up ready before I commit to restarting. I will stay away from minimins until I can be trusted to not keep being so negative and bringing everyone down with me. I love you all and I will be back as soon as I feel strong enough to TS and not keep talking about food. Could be Monday could be after my birthday xxx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
I had a small tin of tuna that turned into half a scotch egg, lettuce, cucumber and radishes with some salad dressing on. Instead of my bar. then crisps and a snickers. Im soo done! Annoyed but need to face up to the fact I have to stop kidding myself. I obviously don't want this enough and I can't stand keep being pathetic it's driving me mad! How you all listen to my crap I do not know. I'm ready/I can do it/ I want this blah blah :'( I don't want sympathy I don't even want advice (sorry don't mean to sound ungrateful) I would normally now just say "sorry, back tomorrow" but then I'd just stuff my face all night and still not be back tomorrow. My plan is to not have a date to restart in the hope that I don't binge non stop until then. Maybe I can just eat smaller portions when I'm actually hungry and wait until I wake up ready before I commit to restarting. I will stay away from minimins until I can be trusted to not keep being so negative and bringing everyone down with me. I love you all and I will be back as soon as I feel strong enough to TS and not keep talking about food. Could be Monday could be after my birthday xxx
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Hun if it makes any difference I don't feel you bring me down with your diary and I am exactly the same with my I can do it I can do it! f*** no I can't!
If you aren't coming onto mins I'm going to be hounding you by text (not dietwise just cos I'll miss you)
Nothing wrong with taking some time off either x
I really hope you feel happier soon diet or no diet xxx
 
You don't bring me down either babe. How many times have I said this is it, I wanna do it this time and failed?
Just have a wee break babe clear your head and the try again. Something will click, and you'll be back to proper TS soon I promise xx

I miss you already xx
 
Thanks girls weight today 12.5 I didn't eat all day yesterday but once hubby's brother and his girlfriend got here with her little girl I made cup cakes and had 1.
I had a chicken shish kebab with chips and salad washed down by 2 bottles of wine last night but today iv been really good and I had marmalade on toast for breakfast (cooked everyone else bacon and eggs) we went swimming then to McDonalds but I sat and watched them eat big macs and I had nothing. I feel much better today after eating last night i didnt feel the need to keep stuffing my face so that silly tantrum I threw on Friday night was probably just hormones totm and stress of having such short notice from visitors. I have decided to have a go at doing 3 days TS before telling anyone that I'm back, that way I should avoid the embarrassment of falling off the wagon on day 2 again. I just wanted to say sorry :p xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Thanks girls weight today 12.5 I didn't eat all day yesterday but once hubby's brother and his girlfriend got here with her little girl I made cup cakes and had 1.
I had a chicken shish kebab with chips and salad washed down by 2 bottles of wine last night but today iv been really good and I had marmalade on toast for breakfast (cooked everyone else bacon and eggs) we went swimming then to McDonalds but I sat and watched them eat big macs and I had nothing. I feel much better today after eating last night i didnt feel the need to keep stuffing my face so that silly tantrum I threw on Friday night was probably just hormones totm and stress of having such short notice from visitors. I have decided to have a go at doing 3 days TS before telling anyone that I'm back, that way I should avoid the embarrassment of falling off the wagon on day 2 again. I just wanted to say sorry :p xx
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Hey hun sounds like you have been bring quite sensible Hun :) we miss you here x
Hormones have a lot to answer for don't they! Oh well this time next week it'll all be over :)
Hood luck babe x
 
Into day 2 I'm feeling ok but not in a chatty mood tbh so I'm just going to stand by and watch for a bit. Glad everyones doing so well. Now if only I can follow suit!

Xx
 
nomoremuffintop said:
Into day 2 I'm feeling ok but not in a chatty mood tbh so I'm just going to stand by and watch for a bit. Glad everyones doing so well. Now if only I can follow suit!

Xx
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Glad it's going well hunny x
 
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