my diary ~ no more CD for me

lol at least theres no carbs in turkey.

I think men are bad for the diet though. They make you go out and probably force yuo to eat or drink or something.

Maybe I need to abstain till I'm at goal then I can think about it. Or maybe just make sure we never have to go for a meal or anything
 
oh ok and my dad, forgot about him. and my dog even though he's a tart an humps anyones legs (apparently its a breed thing that they get more frisky than others...or so i read the other day. He's certanly frisky a lot)
 
well I've had a looong day.

Couldnt get to sleep last night, ended up sending a very bitchy text to mr mechanic at about 4 30 then I managed to get to sleep afterwards cos I had said what was on my mind.
I got woken up at about 7 by his reply so spent about 2 hours lying in bed sending and receiving messages from him. He was annoyed with me for saying what I did at first so i explained why i said it, realised he never really was into me at all and it was all one sided on my behalf. He told me he was addicted to slapper woman (his name for her not mine) as I seem to be to him and he told me I need to find someone who will treat me right. he said slapper woman was a complete ***** but he couldn't (read wouldn't) stay away. So i told him if I need to be a ***** to have someone falling at my feet then he better give me her number cos I need lessons. ha ha very funny (not). But I do need to learn to not just accept what I'm given. If I want more i have to make sure i get it. How do I do that?

so I've only had about 2 hours sleep now knackered.

Cleaned house a bit then had to go and pick my mam up form the airport. Their plane was supposed to land at 1 but was delayed to 1 45, then to 2 15 ..... They finally turned up at about 3 then demanded I take them somewhere to eat before going home cos they were starving. So I never got away till about 4 30, too late to go and join everyone for the vfbc for a sneaky half hour while my sister had the kids.

Got home and thought I'd do the same as my sister does and send a text sking her to send the kids home (it's just 1 minute around the corner, quicker to walk than drive) then she phoned and said the kids were happy so I should come round and have a drink there tonight. so i did. I've had a bottle of wine and they bought fish and chips too for tea. She asked me what to get for me and my kids so I just said get 2 bags of chips and a fish for the twins to share. She said ok and what do you want for yourself, they were a bit confused that I expected that to feed all 4 of us. well they're big bags of chips I was well stuffed. I don't know if she bought extra because she didn't think it would be enough, but if she didn't there was plenty there. I couldn't eat it all as it was.

My eldest has stayed there for the night but brought the twins and dog home. My sister was laughing at the twins cos they kept (unintentionally) speaking in unison like the twins in the commitments. Of course the alcohol makes it funnier, but from the moment she made the connection to the film the quotes from it were flying lol. It s a great film I love it.

I reminded my mam she's babysitting tomorrow and told them I was going to hold their car to ransom to make sure they did it :) they believed me too lol was only joking though, got my little banger back now. It's a good little car really just needs some power steering. So while I was at it i told them that everyone is meeting at 3 so I'd drop them off early lol. So I might get to meet everyone then instead of waiting for the night time. woohoo. Maybe I'll go for an hour then go back to my mams for a bit before abandoning them for the night. we'll see.
 
as far as I know theyre meeting up for a bit then going off to eat get changed whatever then meet up again later for the night time. So I'd just end up on my own anyway if I went at 3 ready to be out or the night
 
yeah I have Isobels number (lol since she's my cdc it is a good thing) will see in the morning.

I think maybe I should go and get some sleep otherwise I'll be completely knackered tomorrow and fall asleep in a corner somewhere (lol as if!)
 
lol i cant be doing with bags and dark circles can I! if theres anything to update I'll let you know. (dont hold your breath)
 
well the vfbc was boring, should have stayed home posting on here......nah just joking, glad I went :)

but owwww my head and my ankle hurt. Went out at about 10 past 7 and got home about 4 so for me that is a looong time to be wearing heels. I usually go out at 8 and come home about midnight cos my feet hurt (yeah I'm a wimp)

there's not much gossip I'm afraid Kazz.

Mrs slapper woman was there and I kind of got myself in a mood thinking why is she better than me? kind of thing. I have to say (maybe this is just me being bitchy I don't know) but she wasn't even pretty, she wore so much makeup that I'm sure when she took it off she wouldn't look anything like what she does with it on. I actually saw her snogging some bloke that wasn't mr mechanic, wonder if I should tell him lol.

I had this turkish bloke trying it on with me. I'm too nice to people and just tried to give him big hints that I wasn't interested like walking away from him and saying I didn't want a drink or didnt want to dance or anything. took him a while but he finally left me alone. Jennie told me I should just tell him if I'm not interested and she is very right, I'm just a coward lol.

Well anyway, I did let myself get a bit down cos of mrs slapper woman but tried to perk myself up a bit by getting up to dance with everyone else. then a nice irish lad started talking to me (one of carolines mates off the plane apparently if you've read her diary) and I have to say he lifted my spirits so I was a bit ignorant and stayed talking to him for the rest of the night. Ok and had a bit of a kiss lol. he was really sweet, shame he lives in ireland. Would have just left it at that and gone home never to hear from him again if it weren't for mich asking if we had each others phone numbers so he gave me his. Sooo, the question is do i ring or text or anything or do I just forget about him altogether. I'm not sure yet. He doesn't have my number so it's all down to me (ack I hate that) We couldn't understand a word each other were saying at first but after a while we got used to each others accents, have to say I do love the irish accent lol. I couldn't help laughing when he said treble tree though it just sounded funny, specially after caz going on about how people keep wanting her to say things like 33 just to hear how she says it.

Someone must have told his mates all about the diet so one of them asked me what my goal is. I told him I want to lose another 2 stone and he told me not to cos I'll end up looking anorexic and I look lovely as I am, aww isnt that nice of him. Well mybe I'll have a rethink after I get to 10 stone, maybe not. Oh and the nice one just kept telling me I was beautiful, had beautiful eyes etc, how could a girl resist lol nothing like a bit of an ego boost to make the night better.

Why can't I find someone like that who lives locally? so unfair.

I must admit I didn't talk to everyone who was out with us because I didn't know what to say really. believe it or not I am quite shy and usually wait for people to start conversations with me not the other way round. So sorry to anyone who thought I was ignorant, didn't mean to be.
 
Oooh nice Irish boy eh!! Just text him, tell him it was lovely to meet him and ye hope he gets home safely!! Yeah that 33 thing comes up EVERYWHERE!!!! And over here I keep gettin asked to say the number 1 as well....Anyway once ye text him, he'll have your number so the ball will be in his court he he he!!

Glad you had a good night though!
 
hmm whats the thing about the number 1? that didnt sound funny to me, oh well maybe that was because it came immediately after treble tree I ddn't notice. and thats very true about the ball being in his court after I send a text. But nothing would come of it anyway since I'm in england and he's in ireland and wouldn't surprise me if he had a girlfriend at home anyway. I didn't bother to tell him about my kids cos I thought it as pointless.

I can't remember who it was but I do remember someone coming up to me and saying about him, we like this one (as opposed to the turkish bloke). I think it was Mich. But he did kind of squash me into a corner then go round telling everyone I was 34! he wanted me to prove it with ID cos he thought I was a lot younger, he was only 26 himself....ok maybe I should shut up lol
 
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