My slim dream, 7stone in and 3 to go in time for christmas????

[ninajw83]

Well tonight i am exhausted, just had an almost 3hr battle with Ella she's had it on her this evening. First wouldnt eat tea despite saying she was hungry then cried all the way through her bath and same getting dried then was a monkey being put to bed and kept saying she was tired grrrr my plans scuppered, had planned for us both to have a nice late night and was going to let her stay up with me whilst we got the hamster out and maybe put on a dvd so now it's just me and the TV, Ellas in bed and hamster still not got up lol.

Had lil lil urges again today to have a pizza but haven't given in and when Ste and Ella were having ham and cheese toasties earlier i had ham and cheese rolled up Drank oodles and oodles of water today and hopefully will be getting weighed tomoz hoorah

 

[ninajw83]

Not a lot to say today coz im in a bad mood, got weighed and despite being weighed 2 days late ive still only lost 2lbs that means my weight has stuck for 4 days

 

[Theresa1966]

Not a lot to say today coz im in a bad mood, got weighed and despite being weighed 2 days late ive still only lost 2lbs that means my weight has stuck for 4 days

Nina two pounds is two pounds Hun and a loss! I only lost 2 1/2 last week but put it got her with you other losses and it seems so much better! Stick at it Hun you will get there and hopefully have a bigger loss next weigh in x

 

[ninajw83]

Thanks Theresa i'm feeling a little better about things today still annoyed though, must admit did not stick to diet yesterday i was so angry coz ive never lost so little when sticking to it 100% so well yesterday is gone and ive dusted myself down got myself back on it today. WI on Fri so wont be expecting anything as it'll only have been 5 days since last WI and well i fell off track last night.

Had abusy day at work but that's me done now til Friday then i'm on nights over the weekend

 

[ninajw83]

OH i had a delivery of some size 16 work pants today very pleased to say 1 pair fit, a bit tight round the thighs but they fit woohoo

 

[tizzy51]

Well done you! It's great getting into the next size down isn't it? And 2lbs lost is 2lbs gone! Woo hoo!!!

Bring on Friday and the weekend!

 

[ninajw83]

Thanks Tizzy well today i am very cold and its raining but i am plodding along. Gotta get my blood checked this aft to check Warfarin levels are ok then bobbing in to see how Mum is. Drank lots and lots and lots of water so far today but i usually do when i'm off work coz well there's not a lot to do after the housework lol

 

[KoKo88]

Well done for getting back on it, drink drink drink!

 

[ninajw83]

I've decided that as i'm almost 6 1/2 stone down and 2 n a bit stone til my first major goal i'm going to adjust my ticker and stats to my main target of 12 1/2 st eeek. Going to have 2 tickers, 1 for a goal of 100lbs in time for my bday and the other for overall goal never thought i'd feel able to put that real goal weight down but well i am going to bet there

 

[Theresa1966]

I've decided that as i'm almost 6 1/2 stone down and 2 n a bit stone til my first major goal i'm going to adjust my ticker and stats to my main target of 12 1/2 st eeek. Going to have 2 tickers, 1 for a goal of 100lbs in time for my bday and the other for overall goal never thought i'd feel able to put that real goal weight down but well i am going to bet there

Nina u are doing fab! Great idea with the tickers and a great visual tool to keep you motivated keep up the hard work! X

 

[ninajw83]

Thanks again for positivity Theresa

Well last night was difficult, kept wanting carbs but managed to restrain, even did 20mins on the WII fit which ive not done since my hip went bad, it has hurt my hip but i'm glad i did some exercise too. Got more stressors going on now too, not only is MIL still in hospital after her heart attack but Ella's really struggling with her swallowing again and looks like she'll need more surgery in the next few weeks to widen her oesophagus again grrrr think that might be why i'm wanting carby things plus it's very difficult keeping mainly protein around Ella when she is struggling to eat coz she tries more when i'm eating but she can't swallow meats at the min and her diet is predominently consisting of pasta in sauce as she can swallow that with no problems so she's not eating as much coz i'm not sharing dinners with her ughhh

Still feeling positive though, hope those scales have shifted for WI on fri. Bowel movements have gone nice and regular again thanks to Duclolax, it's amazing stuff bang on 12hrs after taking it i'm being woken up needing the loo so im now feeling a lot less bloated and sluggish too. Be nice to think i'll be in the 15s within 2 weeks (if the scales arent mean)

 

[KoKo88]

Oh dear, sounds like you have a lot going on at the moment :hugs:

 

[ninajw83]

Thanks Kim, unfortunately stress is something ive gotten used to since Ella was born, just my ways of coping with it have changed. Ordinarily we'd be having takeaways left right and centre and having junk food in and last night i exercised instead so i am seeing a positive in things

 

[KoKo88]

This diet is good physically and mentally. I'm an emotional eater, but I suppose I better learn to manage things in a different way!

 

[tizzy51]

Ninja - you are a star - only 11lbs to 100!!!! I can't imagine how that feels! And reading all your posts I never have doubted that you would get to your ultimate goal - through thick and thin you remain focused and never take your eye off the end goal. No question but you're an inspiration!

I hope things go better for Ella very quickly.

 

[WillpowerWoman]

Thanks Kim, unfortunately stress is something ive gotten used to since Ella was born, just my ways of coping with it have changed. Ordinarily we'd be having takeaways left right and centre and having junk food in and last night i exercised instead so i am seeing a positive in things

Your doing so well Nina and it's great that you feel ready to set your second goal! A milestone in itself! x

 

[tizzy51]

Hey Nina - just realized I've been calling you Ninja. Sorry about that - must have been the influence of your warrior spirit!

 

[ninajw83]

Afternoon ladies and thanks all again for your lovely positive posts. Tizzy a few people have been calling me ninja over last few weeks lol i think i quite like it haha. Well i think ive developed a new addiction apart from food......shopping. ive somehow managed to spend £120 in asda for 4 bags worth of shopping lol not quite sure how i managed that and its the 3rd time this week i've been shopping oops.

On a TMI thing im getting a bit concerned about my bleeding, when i was 19yrs i used to get post coital bleeding and had to go for loads of tests etc then it calmed down and never been a prob now in 11yrs even when we were TTC for 2yrs but i am deffo having post coital bleeding again, had what i thought was a period last week, i dont have regular periods coz i'm on the mini pill and havent connected it but i tend to only bleed after sex and it turns into a period well i took last week to be my TOTM but now i'm bleeding again post coitally so i think i will have to make a trip to the docs to get looked at again coz 3 of my female cousins have all had cervical Cancer and well bleeding after sex is an indicator, dont get me wrong i dont think that's the case but well i prob should get it checked out with strong family history.

And i know i'm a hypocrite coz i tell people not to weigh before WI but well i just can't help myself lol looking like a 2-3lb loss this week which isnt too bad for 5 days although as always i would prefer to see a 3-4lb loss lol. Need to drink more water today before the day is through, only had 1 litre so far

 

[ninajw83]

Arghhhhhhhhhhh i am so so VERY uncomfortable tonight, feel so unbelievably bloated and tummy is rock hard

 

[WillpowerWoman]

Arghhhhhhhhhhh i am so so VERY uncomfortable tonight, feel so unbelievably bloated and tummy is rock hard

Oh no! not sure what to suggest! But I'm here (and awake) for sympathy. X