Well, I'm feeling a lot happier on this rather dreary Monday morning.
Very nice man from Sainsbury's popped round yesterday to exchange my bottle of booze for one I can actually open without recourse to a drill (!), and my weight is definitely, definitely going down - I am finally into the 160's!
(I don't usually officially weigh on a Monday, but I'm registering it now in case it goes up tomorrow, lol!
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I've actually dropped 2.5lbs since last Monday, which is
huge for me at this stage, but, as I've been saying, not unexpected given my pattern of loss. This past week I've averaged 1400 cals and 35g carbs per day which is almost no different from a couple of recent weeks when I've lost absolutely nothing, so the difference has to be the metabolic effect of my cycle, surely? I'm now convinced it is, anyway.
So I'm going to keep going at this level for the next few days (should be 3 more days before totm starts) then as soon as it's obvious my weight isn't moving, I'm going to raise my cals and carbs for a couple of weeks and see what happens. I know that the most damage I can do is maybe a pound of regain, so it doesn't concern me. I'll be staying under 50g carbs per day in any case because I don't want to keep going in and out of ketosis.
And if anyone wonders why I'm determined to mess around like this, I think it definitely helps keep me interested. I've been on this weight loss journey since the end of last November, almost without pause, and that's a long old time to be focused on something. At least, it is for me! I like the food I'm eating on Atkins a LOT more than the foods I've had to eat on other diets, but I still appear to need change-ups to keep me motivated. That's just how I roll, it seems
ETA:
Forgot to mention this earlier, but I do believe my food habits might finally be changing.
OH was away last week and usually I take that as an opportunity to say "Whoopee! No cooking for a week!!", then proceed to live on a non-stop convenience diet of ready meals, cheese on toast, baked beans, microwaved jacket potatoes, sticky buns, biscuits and cake
But this time it didn't even remotely occur to me to break my regime, and I carried on making proper meals for myself the whole way through even though it meant loads of cooking and washing-up (I resent the washing-up especially!). For me, that counts as a major step forward and no mistake!
I've been quite sceptical from the start that this old leopard could change her spots, but maybe, just maybe, there's hope...