DAY 22
So far today I've had two hard boiled eggs, a creamy coconut shake

and nearly 3 litres of water. I've done 5k steps and have had 34 active minutes registered in the fitbit do yay for the extra exertion.

Raining here today so nursery run was very wet and included a lot of puddle jumping lol. (not me, lol my poor knees wouldn't take it)
Feeling positive, I'm not hungry and feel satiated. I do feel in control and having had the eggs feel no further urges to go gorge myself which I'd seriously worried about until now. I'm training myself to eat what I need and that fuel is good and not something to do when I'm bored or stressed out. I might purchase Tom kerridges cookbook for when I'm at goal. He's lost a whole lot of weight and his recipes always look tasty. Have to change my way of eating. No skipping breakfast even if in the future I still take a shake as replacement for that meal.
Knowing where I'm going and how I'm going to keep this weight off for good is a must. I can't keep going through the weight loss motions year on year. I'm annoyed in many ways. 2008 I was on the shortlist for Cambridge slimmer of the year inspiration award. I didn't bother going to the ceremony to find out if I'd won. I wasn't overly excited with a trip to dubai, I wasn't keen in having my photo plastered all over the place either lol. Part of me wonders had I gone and won the prize would I have kept it off after a huge achievement. That I will never know, but now I'm 40, I don't want middle aged spread. I know it's harder to lose weight as you age and metabolism slows. It's definitely now or never and this year I'm smashing it once and for all.
I need to find done good exercises to tone up I know skin will be an issue it always has been. Lol need to save for some tucks.
Sorry for the essay but felt I needed to unload.