I went to see the doc this morning and have been given a 3 week sick note, and told to come back if I'm not ready to go back after that. Apparently it's more serious than people (me included) realize and it's all about the healing process. Not allowed to drive for 3 weeks either. GP was lovely.
Anyway my mums had a bit of a go at me today, she thinks I need to take CD seriously and get my old CDC to come as she does home visits, mum doesn't think I'm going to be able to do this on my own, she thinks I need a third person to weigh me to keep me on the straight and narrow.
I don't think she understands the reason why it's working this time is that I'm not getting obsessed with what I weigh. If I have a good weeks loss I tend to give myself a bit of freedom to let things slip a bit, same as when I have a small loss I think sod it and let things slip again. This way, by not knowing I won't have that.
But we seem to have come to an agreement, I'm doing CD and she's doing Exante for a month, then going to see our old CDC. I think the issue really is that mum wants to do it, but it's her that needs the CDC to weigh her, so I've said give it a month and then I'll go back to CDC hopefully nearer to my leaving weight. Hope that makes sense lol.
I'm focussed on this I'm not letting my mums negativity get in my way!!! Besides if I don't do CD for the next three weeks I'm going to become the size of a house!!!