This time I will do it!!...

Looking lovely in ya pics hun very slim xx
 
Just seen your pics -WOW! You look amazing! So slim! I know what you mean about your head vs body. I have been fat for so long that if anyone compliments me on looking slim, I just can't see what they can see. I just look at what is still not the way I want it to be. Does that make any sense?

BTW loving the boots - where are they from?
 
Thanks both.

Anju - I too found Red too restrictive. Only tried it half a day lol.
I know exactly what you mean about the way we look at ourselves. I guess we all have mental scarring from what comes with being over-weight.

Thank you though, having a 'fat' day today so nice to hear some positive contact.
Boots are from the Kate Moss at Topshop range, they are lovely and have the zip at the back of the boot going up the back of the calve. First time I wore them today - I LOVE them but they are a tad high! Lol x
 
Here for you whenever you need help. Except for tomorrow .... As I will be off to Top Shop to get some new boots :D:

well maybe not ... Have just got 2 new pairs of suede boots from m and s. one pair in purple to match the 5and half stone award and I couldn't decide if I liked the burgundy ones as well, they were back in stock in my size so i thought it would be rude not to order them as well! so treated myself to both!

Good job it's my wedding anniversary next weekend, as I will just confuse my hubby by thanking him for getting them for me xxx
 
Haha! Poor OH lol

Burgundy and Purple are very 'in' colours this season. I'm loving Burgundy, bought a few bits and pieces in that colour.

My Dorothy Perkins haul was delivered today - to my Dad's as I didn't want OH to know how much I'd spent :) - so I'm going to pop up and try everything on tomorrow x
 
We all need photos! Have fun trying the stuff on and sneaking them back in. My favourite phrase is ... "What this old thing? I've had it ages! Just shows how little attention you pay towards me! " always works a treat!
 
Lol! Well, all went back. Nothing seemed to suit! Guess I don't know how to dress my new shape!

Manic day had no food as yet. Takeaway tonight as knackered. So need to get my butt in gear, o away in 6weeks. Eeek! X
 
Awww what a shame - but hey at least OH doesnt need to know what you COULD have spent lol. Get yourself some food mrs not eating wont do you any good. Get right back on that wagon tomorrow - remember 7lbs in 6 weeks can be done xx
 
Argh! This weekend has been manic! Been so busy. Finished the Xmas shopping today.

Few days of SE i think as damage limitation.
Have really noticed that since I've had to cancel the gym, my motivation is lacking even more so.
Now to convince OH that I need a treadmill... Lol x
 
Lmao ive not even thought about it never mind started mine.

Glad I dont have a lot to buy for.

Sweet talk him im sure he will see reason and you will get that treadmill lol
 
Pmsl! Yep Xmas shopping for the kids is done :)
Just OH and the parents now.

I've moaned all afternoon and he's finally agreed to a treadmill :). Going to order one later. I find it so much easier to stick to plan when I'm exercising as well.

Mrs Store - of course we can go halves. Of course I'll have to move in with you as well to get full use out of it :)
Mind you, most treadmills are half price in Argos at the mo x
 
Awww I'm in agony. The pain is getting worse not better.
I cannot keep taking strong painkillers just to get me through the day.
I just want this sorted.

Back to Drs at 11:50 and hopefully something can be done x
 
Thanks hun. Haven't known it this bad for a good few years.
Actually went into work this morning, don't know how but my boss saw me - and she suffers endo as well - and sent me home.
Was lucky to get a Drs appointment so quick.

Going to ask for ultrasound today to check nothing else is going on as the pain is unbelievable x
 
Aww :-( is it a burning pain or stabbing pain?? This is probably tmi but I started bleeding a bit this morning.... That hasn't happened for years either... Maybe it's in sympathy with you lol xxx
 
It feels like my insides are on fire!
New Dr thinks it's not endo pain this time as op I had last year removed the majority of endo tissue. Now think it's IBS as I'm always constipated and so the hard stools are collecting in the left side, pressing on other stuff, causing pain. Then I have times when I had diahorrea for no reason. Sorry TMI.

Honestly don't care what it is as long as I know and can find a way of stopping the pain x
 
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