Vic Vodkas dieting rollercoaster - back to it!!!!

there is a warning on the front of my diary jim :D
 
It must be love, love, love!!
 
Well i think its lovely and i could listen to you go on all day.
Ok food shop done and ive not done what i normally do and buy loads only to worry about using it all in time! Ive got sliced beef, rocket, cucumber, celery, tuna and a new cheese. Its cheddar combined with parmesan and really delicious. Just the thing to make my cheese crisps!
Oh im also going to try and make some cabbage like you get in the kebab shops. Vicky said Jim told her its soaked in water and sugar so im going to try it with splenda. I hope it works as that will make my huge lunch/dinner salad even tastier.
Dont know why i feel the need to write this on here but maybe you will all understand why ive thrown myself into work and not thought about myself too much. After we lost the baby back in aug we spent 4mths trying obviously with no luck. Since then i went back on the pill and Mark has totally changed his mind saying he doesnt want another one. Well today we turned a corner. I spoke to him about adoption. Its something ive always thought of. I guess seeing the kids taken from their families pulls at my heart strings still despite whhy its being done. Well he agreed that if thats what we are going to do then to start looking into it as it can take years and i think he would be happier as 2 angels and the last one almost killed me. I cant believe he seemed happy for me to talk about having a child that way. Guess he didnt know how to bring up the subject. I can totally understand, huge risk of baby no4 dying or worse as we had with no1 and the huge risk of losing me too, maybe i was being selfish wanting another. I have oliver to think of too.
I feel so much happier and now with work almost stopped completely i can concentrate on my diet and looking into giving a child the life it so deserves.
Sorry had to off load!
 
aww cheryl thats fab news babe xxx really brill and you will give a little one so much love xxxxx so pleased for you xxxxxx
 
Its just talk at the moment and if we do decide to go for it its a bvery long way off yet. I really hope this is right for us hun. Id love to give a child the chance of a proper life, without having to worry where they can be a child and know what it is to be loved.
 
Your right Joanne. And ive just read it can take 3-10yrs for a little one so he may want to take the tests and see about having our own again, would probably be quicker lol
 
Thanks girls. Bren we are a very long way off yet but at least its made him open up and start talking. Either way id be so happy. And your right Joanne its not about speed. Either way is going to be a long process but its a step closer than we were. Thanks girls.......for just being there. xxx
 
Morning Girls, Cheryl that is lovely to think of adopting darling
 
morning all :) good luck on your first day back on atkins Cheryl!

B - fried eggs
L - meatloaf, rocket salad, cucumber, beetroot and curry mayo
D - chicken with ricotta and spinach and roast broccoli (thats the plan)
S - chilli hot dogs
ex - walking dogs later
a - nope (can but aint gonna)
w - going for 3 litres today just at work

water retention is off the scale. good news is im another lb and half down. :)
Tickle is round tonight Happy Days!!! looking forward to a busy weekend meeting the fockers :)
 
Morning girls!

Cheryl, glad you are managing to have the important discussions and figure out what you want to do together.;)

Vicky, well done and have a mega evening tonight (I will leave the rest to your imagination!):D
 
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