Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?

[Caroline_Louise]

Hey lovelies.

Well i must say i feel a bit pants as so didnt mean to upset anyone but don't like to dwell on bad stuff but just to say if i have ever upset any of u guys i really havnt meant to. Totally questioning the way i come across now :-(

Anyway, So we know lil legs is now a skinny stick and had a great results day, missie kicked some milkshake butt and delta left her legs in the zoo lol! Sounds like success all round! Cant believe you managed so much walking delta on so little, i am sooo impressed! All i did today after my run was sit on my arse, and my calories were food not shakes! Xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I didn't mean to upset you either, and was baffled that I did cause earlier on I complimented you & I know that it's how you feel personally about your image that counts and not other peoples opinions but I felt the need to express mine as you do have a beautiful figure! Sorry if you thought I was being judgemental, which I wasn't.. All the best to you too with JUDDD.

well this has made me happier, i think i am emotional and overreacted so i apologise again-bloody diet!
Hope to see u around and about and again pls do drop in here and chat if u would like to

 

[lil_legs]

*group hugs*

come on now peoples!

I made a decision today. I am gonna try my damn hardest to get over my ex... i cant keep on hoping we will get back, even though he is mr perfect i just cant, its not fair on me.

SO after my hols i am making a pact with myself to get out on the tiles (christ im 26 in nov not 56) more and just enjoy!!

Exceptionally happy with my results i really didnt expect that. Tomorrow i will get up and go to the gym, do my dvd and go to a baby shower - may have a few treats but thats OK, nails done then when i come home so a nice girly day My only day off until next sat so going to have a treat, chill out and also work out hard first thing, its all about balance i guess!

Got a week to work my butt off in the gym to look and feel as good as i can for my friends wedding next week! x

 

[delta15]

I like your attitude lil_legs!! With that ethic you'll be bang on target for the wedding, and I suppose it's all to do with ow you feel in yourself! I'm sure the sense of achievement will be enough to make you sparkle....and you never know who you might meet at a wedding!!

Weigh in tomorrow morning eeek!!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I like your attitude lil_legs!! With that ethic you'll be bang on target for the wedding, and I suppose it's all to do with ow you feel in yourself! I'm sure the sense of achievement will be enough to make you sparkle....and you never know who you might meet at a wedding!!

Weigh in tomorrow morning eeek!!

Haha yeah the girl has a winning attitude, pls influence me lol. And delta with the eating nothing and missie sticking to shakes!

I hope u do meet a man at the wedding, now that would be exciting! I think you have made the right decision. You ha e made the choice and hopefully will help settle your peace of mind, limbo is not a good place! If its means to be it'll work itself out but personally i think there is someone else (the real mr perfect!) waiting somewhere for u
I do wish i knew where all the men are hiding though, i decided with my friend i would make someone an excellent wife lol! Xxx

 

[lil_legs]

Thanks hun, its just time to think about ME for once.

There may well be some new batchelors at the wedding as the bride is my friend so who knows who the grooms friends are

Either way i want to be proud of the photos, not hiding them away x

 

[laurenmay]

well this has made me happier, i think i am emotional and overreacted so i apologise again-bloody diet!
Hope to see u around and about and again pls do drop in here and chat if u would like to

No hard feelings ok? Things come across differently in text so it's hard to tell how people are being -- I find the same with text messages and constantly have a go at my boyfriend for being blunt when he says he's not! Lol

 

[Caroline_Louise]

No hard feelings ok? Things come across differently in text so it's hard to tell how people are being -- I find the same with text messages and constantly have a go at my boyfriend for being blunt when he says he's not! Lol

Good, me either.
This is v true what you say about text.Also when you think about it forums are a bit of an odd place as obviously you have never met who you are talking to so its hard to know what people are like etc I guess the not knowing people is also the good bit as it seems we all say stuff on here that we cant/dont tell those close to us but as with everything in life there is a balance i guess so i think ive learnt i need to think a bit more! Anyhoo, i can go to bed happy now, although the tum is threatening a rumble :-/ Eek!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Thanks hun, its just time to think about ME for once.

There may well be some new batchelors at the wedding as the bride is my friend so who knows who the grooms friends are

Either way i want to be proud of the photos, not hiding them away x

Thats a great way of thinking and photos are a great idea for motivation. I mist say when i see ive been 'tagged' on facebook i always dread it as its not about look awful for the world to see! Photos are such a good indication about ur weight as i think i said ages ago i totally dont trust mirrors as stupid as that sounds! X

 

[lil_legs]

I agree, and my dress is über clingy I'm paranoid you'll see all the dimples in my ass haha

If I don't give this last week the best shot I can I'll only be letting myself down and feeling paranoid x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I agree, and my dress is über clingy I'm paranoid you'll see all the dimples in my ass haha

If I don't give this last week the best shot I can I'll only be letting myself down and feeling paranoid x

Proud of you girly. And with that attitude and your commitment there will be no sign of a dimply bottom! I will lk forward to seeing pics of u looming gorgeous in ur dress.

Right i am starting to actually feel like hinger could be lurking round the corner so its time for bed.
Well done everyone for today, and have a great one tomorrow. Cxxxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Morning campers!
How is everyone? I am super smiley as i slept for almost 7 hrs and didn't wake up once, this is unheard of! Felt so nice not to hve such a dodgy tummy in bed last night. because i had been late night binging for so long i'd got used to things being err, not right!
Just had my black coffee and at 7.30 i shall be heading outside for my run. I swear i will go that much faster as i'll be coming back to breakfast, yay!! Happy saturday to all xx

 

[MissieCB]

Morning everyone happy sat and Caroline I'm so jealous x have u measured and weighed? Xxx

 

[lil_legs]

Morning all, just up to do my DVD then gym at 9! Caroline what's ur food plan for the day? x

 

[MissieCB]

Morning all, just up to do my DVD then gym at 9! Caroline what's ur food plan for the day? x

Morning skinny x

 

[lil_legs]

Hardly!

My tummy is def going down though, still got a pot! It's Totm so hoping it will deflate by next week with the wedding!! x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Dudes i am soooo fat! 10st 8 :-( BUT when i think about how much i have eaten almost every day the last 2/3 wks its a miracle I'm not back at the beginning really!

Ive done my run and came back and had 2 shredded wheat with a banana and looooads of milk! To me it was lovely! Going to sainsburys now to buy bbq food and my 'Up day' food, yay! My plan today is 3 meals and two snacks. I wont go mad eating crap so it will be eating til im satisfied but still pretty healthy. I shall be indulging in meringues and strawbs later for pud, ummm! Xx

 

[MissieCB]

Im sure u will look like a little hotty at the wedding xxx

Caroline this is so exciting x

 

[delta15]

Moved up to step 3 today as this is to be my last week on CD! Trying to integrate some carbs now before I start WW, so I don't pile on weight when I start eating properly again. 2 measly pounds loss for a shake diet! Really disheartening

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Moved up to step 3 today as this is to be my last week on CD! Trying to integrate some carbs now before I start WW, so I don't pile on weight when I start eating properly again. 2 measly pounds loss for a shake diet! Really disheartening

Aw hun i can understand how u feel but at least it is a loss. I reckon maybe moving up a step might kick your body in to action, i will cross my fingers for you.
Im just looking at all the cambridge stuf i have left and thinking how much i would rather have food then them! If when i come back from hols JUDD has worked and have lost weight i am def ditching cambridge forever. Wonder if my cdc will buy my stuff back?!

Today i have eaten just over 1000cals so far. I'll be honest, it doesn't feel like ive had that much and am hungrier today than yest which is mad! Did make me think though that the calories in my binges were obvs way worse than i thought. Must hve been on about 3/4000 cal some day, eek! I had a mini magnum today as a treat and am hoping if i allow myself stuff like this on Up days it'll prevent any more bingeing disasters! Xx