Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?
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Caroline_Louise
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lil_legs said:If I was tipsy I'd be all for it but just can't imagine opening the door, small talk then boosh... How does that occur lol!! I don't do things like this! But it may be what I need, just not tonight lol maybe I'll prepare on the weekend, just incasex
Weekend preparations fo shiz! Have a glass of vino for confidence purposes and let the good times rollll ;-)
Jimmy austin has vanished in the middle convo (whatssap not phone.) He did this the other night. Its annoying. Even though its always him who messages me first every time.
Men. Frustrating!
Caroline_Louise
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MissieCB said:
Eh?!! ;-)
Caroline_Louise
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Eek so sorry miss, missed ur post totally!
It really ISNT your fault and i know u k ow that deep down but u r like me and so many of us and u question yorself too much.
You really are lovely, and (dont take this the wrong way) but u are too nice. That is my problem too, its what makes people treat u like crap and take the p*ss and u bend over backwards for people in exchange for nothing! Book is all about 'the nice girl.'
It really ISNT your fault and i know u k ow that deep down but u r like me and so many of us and u question yorself too much.
You really are lovely, and (dont take this the wrong way) but u are too nice. That is my problem too, its what makes people treat u like crap and take the p*ss and u bend over backwards for people in exchange for nothing! Book is all about 'the nice girl.'
Caroline_Louise
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lil_legs said:
Haha (not at u) that is (ir was) sooo me. "Yeah its better for me not to see u this weekend either as i have loads of plans and err stuff anyway."
...out phone down, duff up pillow and cry a bit!!
Caroline_Louise
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lil_legs said:
Mother f***ers!!!! Men are actually built totally different in brain dpt, they just don't think like we do. Its a b***ard!!! X
Caroline_Louise
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Mornin!
S**t night sleep. awake worrying about work, my weight, diet etc. horse sh*t!!
Going running, then the doctor and then got 9zillion things to sort out for work. TGI Friday folks!! Xx
S**t night sleep. awake worrying about work, my weight, diet etc. horse sh*t!!
Going running, then the doctor and then got 9zillion things to sort out for work. TGI Friday folks!! Xx
MissieCB
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God sound like me i had a sh!t night too O well at my desk wishing i was still in bed!!!
There are chocolate cornflake cake things, flapjacks and biscuits on the desk in front of me!! This is not good loooool!
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(Smiley made me laugh! I dont actually want beer this early..............i dont think anyway!!!!
O well at my desk wishing i was still in bed!!!There are chocolate cornflake cake things, flapjacks and biscuits on the desk in front of me!! This is not good loooool!
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(Smiley made me laugh! I dont actually want beer this early..............i dont think anyway!!!!
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Caroline_Louise
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God sound like me i had a sh!t night too
There are chocolate cornflake cake things, flapjacks and biscuits on the desk in front of me!! This is not good loooool!
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(Smiley made me laugh! I dont actually want beer this early..............i dont think anyway!!!!
Hahaha! Well you and ur smiley just made me laugh, which is a miracle this morning! This weekend I am going to the self help section in the bookshoop and buying everything! I feel a bit mental atm if im honest so trust me ur not on ur own feeling blue. Genuinly wondering if i should ask the doc to up the dose on my antidepressents whilst i try and crack this dieting issue!? Either way I'll talk to her about it, see what she says!
Right off for my run, though I'll probz get squashed by a tractor or something as am so tired my eyes are closed like a mole!
Resist the chocs babes, trust me after last night (i got to like 7.30 and then it all went wrong!) i feel awful in the belly dpt from eating crap-u don't need that! xx
Caroline_Louise
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MissieCB said:
Havent updated diary yet hun, will do later. Back from run and better in myself now. Felt sick running though, thats from last night still-mental!
Im on sertraline, been on it for a while now. Have also been on a cpl of others over the years. Have always suffered as runs in women in my family but when i got stalked by an ex a cpl years ago things got pretty bad and these did def help. Came of them for a bit fairly recently but just couldnt control my moods xx
Caroline_Louise
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Dunno miss, i would def try the books and stuff first as anti d's are quite a step and u become quite reliant on them. I just balled my eyes out in the docs, embarrassing! Do i think they ever get ill coz they dont act like it!!! Waiting list for physio is months long, her suggestion stop running. I have verucas on my feet that wont go (sorry i know thats gross but we box in bare feet so everyone gets them ar some point!) her solution, tape them up and use so e stupid cream but means i cant train. Non sleeping she's referred me to some website! FFS, thought docs were supposed to encourage healthy stuff like exercise, and if ur poorly help u not stick u on the internet!!!
MissieCB
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Awww babes she isnt helpful at all. I think tho you are doing too much running and its not good for you joints xxx have you got a swimming pool near you as that is much better. Or you should at least be resting in between days babe.
This is just my opinion tho and i dont know too much!!!
I had sleeping tablets for a while and they were brilliant but you have to be well careful as they are addictive too xxx
This is just my opinion tho and i dont know too much!!!
I had sleeping tablets for a while and they were brilliant but you have to be well careful as they are addictive too xxx
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