Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?

[Caroline_Louise]

The han way kinda doesn't make sense to me im confused just had a quick read!!! Surely all ur doing is eating lower calories each day!!!

Yeah i think essentially you are but as u still go 24 hours without food it is still fasting so should in theory activate this so called 'skinny gene.'
I dunno miss, i am forgetting anything but cd for a wk now i think. Mind blower trying to work out the next step! Xx

 

[MissieCB]

I know how you feel looool!!! There are so many different options out there isnt there!!! Why o why cant we just have a magic pill to make this all work!!!

Down loaded couch to 5k last night and its on my phone so thats a start just sooo cold out there its hard to get motivated xxxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I know how you feel looool!!! There are so many different options out there isnt there!!! Why o why cant we just have a magic pill to make this all work!!!

Down loaded couch to 5k last night and its on my phone so thats a start just sooo cold out there its hard to get motivated xxxx

Yeah it is hard when the weathers bad, i didnt go yesterday-bad me! First time always the hardest though, you'll be OK after that. X

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Confession: just had 2 tsp PB. Its a healthy organic one so no sugar, just salt and peanuts. I literally felt like I was going to fall over-not good! This is going to be harder than I thought I think, def going to have to adapt a bit to suit me. Xx

 

[lil_legs]

I'm just on a can of diet coke, feeling like *****! Really battled with myself stupidly re ex and sf, which is ridiculous as I'm single so can do what I want! Have started a chat with ex, need to see if there's anything there really! Stupid!!!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I'm just on a can of diet coke, feeling like *****! Really battled with myself stupidly re ex and sf, which is ridiculous as I'm single so can do what I want! Have started a chat with ex, need to see if there's anything there really! Stupid!!!

Blimey legs, complicated shizzle, poor u :-(
Has the ex made an effort with u that indicates feelings still? Other than saying u looked nice t'other day i mean.

Sf is good for u, wouldnt give that up unless he is an uber twat. X

 

[lil_legs]

I dunno it's odd cos were close but we were good mates before so I don't really know. I'm not chasing tho.

Maybe he'll tell me he's with someone else anyway and that'll be closure!

But sf is my distraction so he can stay x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I dunno it's odd cos were close but we were good mates before so I don't really know. I'm not chasing tho.

Maybe he'll tell me he's with someone else anyway and that'll be closure!

But sf is my distraction so he can stay x

Sad as it is, do you think maybe its an all or nothing situation? Like ur together or ur nothing? My ex made that decision with me and have to say i think it was actually for the best x

 

[lil_legs]

Yeah for me it is cos I find it hard but it's really difficult as we work with each other!! x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Yeah for me it is cos I find it hard but it's really difficult as we work with each other!! x

Maybe just tell him the truth then? Not going to lose anything are you? And that would be closure x

 

[MissieCB]

Thats what I think as i think he still likes you hun!! But maybe its more like he doesnt know what he wants.....saying that its been a year nearly and surely he has sorted out his head by then babe!!

Sorry if thats harsh just tring to help.

Just had a porridge and it was lush cant believe how much i like the CD porridge!!!! Strange............

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Thats what I think as i think he still likes you hun!! But maybe its more like he doesnt know what he wants.....saying that its been a year nearly and surely he has sorted out his head by then babe!!

Sorry if thats harsh just tring to help.

Just had a porridge and it was lush cant believe how much i like the CD porridge!!!! Strange............

Agreed! The ex I mean, not the porridge-blugh!!

 

[lil_legs]

I'm too scared to say it to him lol baby see

 

[MissieCB]

text it then loool you have to do something..............I want you to move on and be happy you deserve it chick xxxx

 

[lil_legs]

Thanks chick! I dunno I'm just so scared of the answer, maybe I'll talk to him at the Xmas party again lol x

 

[MissieCB]

i know chick just thinking of you xxxx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

It will hur if he says he isn't interested in you that way, its never a nice thing to hear especially given how you feel about him. But how are you gonna move on and properly be happy if you don't know? Personally I agree with miss and think you deserve better than someone who either isn't interested, doesn't know what he wants, or just hasn't the balls to say how he feels. I know we joke but he isn't a baby and its real feelings and real life! xx

*need eastenders music after that speech!*

 

[lil_legs]

Boom boom boom etc

Well he's not been very talkative so that's me done, I'm giving up. He knows where I am so big blaaaaaah to him

... And breathe

Now, where is my sf lol!

 

[MissieCB]

Exactly x

How u feeling Cazza Im starving xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Exactly x

How u feeling Cazza Im starving xx

To be honest mate, i feel horrendous! Not sure if I can do this!! Not the hunger, just so light headed and weak, a baby could knock me over right now!! Xx