Willpower.... where do I find that?!?!?

[lil_legs]

Sounds like a plan! Hopefully I'll be less loopy then too x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Sounds like a plan! Hopefully I'll be less loopy then too x

You will be right as rain in no time lovely, but remember we all have our 'loopy' things too so u aren't alone. U should have seen me 2-4am today, going crazy about my size and reorganising my wardrobe lol! I love this plan. It would be great to meet nr chrimbo? Special meal and cocktai;ls, amazing! xx

 

[lil_legs]

Don't think I could get up in December- got either work or Xmas parties on the weekends!

 

[lil_legs]

Ooh I was a brave girl and went over my mates and told her a bit of my mental week - left them then as they'd all had quite a few wines lol but felt good that it's out there a little anyway x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Hmm yes u may have a point re december, but sometime not toooo far away

Ooh good girl, well done. What did they say? Bet it feels good to get it off ur chest to some more people. I wanna know whats in ur chinese pills? Maybe i need some! xx

 

[lil_legs]

I'll take a pic of the labels now - I googled them but forgot what they said lol x

 

[lil_legs]

They also think its a knock on effect from turkey incident, said see how I go with the herbs and see the doc if I'm no better etc. had they're own lil family drama then so I left, can't cope with other dramas!! x

 

[Caroline_Louise]

I agree with what they say. may be that was the straw that broke the camels back. and there is no specified time limit for when u react to something either. like with my stalker ex i only spazzed out properly a few months later. Ur taking the right steps dolly xx

 

[lil_legs]

It's because u are so damn beautiful

Thanks hun! It's hard not to be able to explain to my parents cos I can't tell them about the spiking cos - 1- no proof 2- it's their apartment so awkward 3- my dad would kill him lol

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Yeah its tough with parents, do what u think is right. I only told my dad yesterday why ive fallen out with my step-sister (mums side) coz she got off with my ex! He dealt with it fine, i thought he would want to knock his block off lol. Maybe he would have if i had told him at the time so maybe wait a bit with ur folks when ur feeling better.

Im a loser and excited for monday now (first time ever!) looking fwd to de-flabbing! X

 

[lil_legs]

Morning all.. Could quite easily stay in bed but no I'm up for overtime!!

Super early night tonight I think, sleeepyy!

 

[lil_legs]

Hope ur ok bout the step sis too - there are lines u just don't cross!!

 

[MissieCB]

Morning guys I couldnt get up either.......seriously need sleep lol Feel a bit run down too must have been too much vino on sat!!!

Feel a bit annoyed with myself OH said he was chatting to a girl he knows when we were out saturday night and I was giving her evils. He doesnt care but found it funny. Im so embarrassed why do i do that when im drunk!!! Whats my problems arghhhhh#!!!

Meeting up is a wicked idea xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Morning all.


I too could have stayed in bed, another fairly crap night but there we go. Also woke up and totm had decided too arrive at some point while asleep...my pj's, bedding etc is all white...nice! Good though as it was four days late (which should never happen as am on the pill) and i had a poorly belly from it. Anyway least I'll get feeling pants out the way this week from that and first few days on diet. Gonna buy loads of sparkling water later as don't want to drink coke zero as ha caffeine in. Hoping i'll pop in to ketosis nice and early as thats what me be able to stick last time i think. Here goes...

Xx

 

[MissieCB]

good luck love whats your food plans today xx

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Dunno if you can see this?










Have planned first 3 days on MFP as was interested to see how it would look, will adjust a I go. Weds i will have quite a lot more cals by adding almonds and avocado to my lunch. I have muay thai at 4pm and i need low cow food that gives energy...but that means higher cals and fat but they are good ones

 

[MissieCB]

babe what do you think to the two chicks egg whites? where did you get them from?

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Just got in sainsburys. Have used for years, much easier than seperating egg whites and wasting rest of an egg. Plus u know exactly how much ur getting

 

[MissieCB]

i cant find it anywhere!!

 

[Caroline_Louise]

Ive got it in loads of big sainsburys and tescos. Have to ask sometimes as they put it in weird places!