DD,s maintenance plan
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dd82
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Thanks it's silly to let them annoy me but I think the dieter in me hasn't let go of he fear of it going back on yet, it feels strange that might life might actually stay like this sorry all sounds a bit deep but it is a massive experience and always feel like a might wake up and it's all a dream lol, starting to really dread the weekend I think it will be nice to get a bit of positive attention for losing the weight and I have got an amazing dress , but I also still feel really conscious in unlicensed situations and keep looking at all the bits I dont like, it's so difficult x been reason your posts though clearing out the wardrobe is good idea I really need to do that
Caz
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You've got nothing to apologise for. I can completely understand, well as much as I can as someone who hasn't hit goal yet. I would be exactly the same, you've worked so hard to get to where you are, the thought of going back to where and what you were before is understandably scary! What's happening this weekend?
dd82
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It's father in laws 50th and the family are all meeting for a party/ meal I haven't seen some of them for three years looking forward to it but it brings the demons out lol , I have always struggles with my image but covered it up being bubbly as people expect you to be , I am really still getting used to this new body as there are lots of downsides as well as good ( looses skin, boobies disappeared southwards lol) so I am on a see saw of excitement that I have lost all the weight and will prob surprise everyone and still feeling rubbish about myself and want to hide lol, sorry babbling far to early in the morning , how are you
dd82
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Thanks Caroline
Today
Porridge with rice milk ( yummy better than soya)
Haircut/ makeover nails and waxing all done at the local college as I am not normally a girly girl and I can't believe how much all this stuff costs lol
Dress for tommorrow
Go to sisters to borrow shoes as I don't have any lol
Today
Porridge with rice milk ( yummy better than soya)
Haircut/ makeover nails and waxing all done at the local college as I am not normally a girly girl and I can't believe how much all this stuff costs lol
Dress for tommorrow
Go to sisters to borrow shoes as I don't have any lol
dd82
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Well weekend was epic feel like I might explode from eating and 10hrs on the booze yesterday stepping on scales should be fun was so worth it the hotel we stayed at had award winning pies it was rude to say no to , pigeon for dinner last night which was delish all in all fab , family were so complementary and one even said I was inspirational I nearly cried made the last few years worth it so stick with it girlies it is soooo worth it
dd82
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Well not sure what happened yesterday but I had a massive food binge so here goes
Bacon sandwhich
Cake x 3 slices
Massive burger and chips
Cheese on toast x 2
Share size minstrels
Crisps
2 slices dominos pizza
Calories ? Weighing on scale 3 lb up most should. Be salt so hoping water will help today as I only have 3 weeks till holiday , I have no
Idea why I did that yesterday but he ho onwards and downwards
Bacon sandwhich
Cake x 3 slices
Massive burger and chips
Cheese on toast x 2
Share size minstrels
Crisps
2 slices dominos pizza
Calories ? Weighing on scale 3 lb up most should. Be salt so hoping water will help today as I only have 3 weeks till holiday , I have no
Idea why I did that yesterday but he ho onwards and downwards
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