Diary of a binge eater.

Heya hun. How's it going? X
 
Managed to jump bk on the sw wagon whoop whoop, felling so much better for it. Did weigh in yesterday had a 3lb gain so that's 13 stone 7 now. I'm not dwelling on it I'm just going to be super good this week and hopefully loose 3.

B- rhubarb yoghurt
L- cheese salad pitta, snackajacks
T- mushy pea curry, McCain jacket spud, salad
Hex a- milk & cheese hex b- pitta
Snacks- 2 bananas, melon, kiwi , pineapple,grapes
Syns- yoghurt-2,spud-1,snackajacks-5.5

Exercise- spin burning 488 cals
 
I've had a really tough week so far. Falling out with OH on Wednesday, never felt so low, I did comfort eat on we'd but been straight back on plan after still determined for a loss on mon.
 
Ill be ok Hun thanks for asking xx
 
I'm proud of you for getting back on plan and not letting it affect you for WI.

I know when I argue with OH it's cam last days and for that whole time I think 'stuff you' and promptly stuff my face. But in reality the only person that affects is me - it's only me that cares what those scales say on WI day. X
 
I've actually surprised my self to be honest I'm forcing my self to eat because I just don't feel hungry

I don't no if I can deal with this do you mind if I inbox you could be doing with someone else's perspective xx if not dont worry xx
 
B- yoghurt
L- ryvita, Philadelphia, cucumber & tomato
T- meat free burgers, pitta, salad & purple chips lol

Hex a- Philadelphia & milk
Hex b- pitta & ryvita

Snacks/ banana

Syns- meat free burgers 1.5, salad dressing-3 cheese- 6,yoghurt -2

Lovely afternoon took the kids for a bike ride, just chilling watching bgt
 
B- scrambled egg, tomatoes & a pitta bread
L- a banna, 4 satsumas
T- carrots, potatoes, gravy one Yorkshire pudding.

Hex a- milk hex b- pitta

Snacks- none

Syns- yorkie pud- 2.5, gravy-2

May need some syns later, feeling hungry

Spinning 520 cals

Looking forward to gettin on scales 2mo, feel slimmer just hoping all the stress doesn't have a bad affect.
 
Lost 10lbs I'm in the 12's (12.11)
Don't get me wrong I'm happy but just feel on a constant downer. Wish things would get bk to normal
 
Fu(k me! 10lbs in a week!!! You should be ecstatic!

Probably feeling a little down due to everything going on hun. Take time out for yourself. Try to forget all that's going on and have a lil you time. You deserve it xx
 
B-banana before gym then wheatabix minis after
L- creamy cheese mug shot, peach
T- meatfree meatballs, toms, onions, mushrooms, spaghetti

Hex a- cheese & milk hex b- wheatabix

Snacks- apple
Syns - meatballs-2, mug shot-2.5 garlic bread-8

Exercise- body pump.

Reflecting on this last week, tryin to deal with so much. This would usually be when I binge uncontrolably & I haven't. I'm really proud of this
If something good can come out of this upset then maybe its not so bad. I'm not even tempted to binge it's the last thing I want to do. This is way more upsetting than stress from work etc so there's no more excuses.
 
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You should be proud, your doing so well and dealing with a lot at the mo.

Are things getting easier? X

Today was a bit better but last night was bad asked him if where gonna be ok he just said I think so not the reasurance I was after, think he's still pis**d of with me

I've just come to the conclusion if he's gonna do something he's gonna do it no amount of worrying a gonna change it. Its making me feel emotionally drained & I've got kids to think about. Xxx
 
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