Fat birds can't fly
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frankinstein123
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Hey girls!
Well, I'm probably back up to where I started weight wise before bf went away, I daren't weigh myself though :-/ anyhow yesterday I did something amazing...I joined the gym! 12 months membership and everything, eek! So this means I MUST use it!
I've also applied for a residential job over summer, I get paid a nice sum which I'm hoping will fund two holidays before I start work in a school woo!
School wise, I need to send out job applications now, but I don't feel like I'm in no rush at the moment, just trying to decide where to go on holiday, deffo no where in Europe, this fat bird is a long distance traveller lol
We were thinking fook it, lets just go back to Florida, but we're going next August as well. Anyhow, other places I've considered; Thailand, Mexico, Dominican republic - your input on these if anyone has ever been would be most appreciated lol
I'm going to start logging my food as of today..again haha
I think I'll log it on here too, half term seems to be going to quick for my liking, however I start my second placement on Monday! its in a SEN school, so im a bit nervous really.
toodaloo
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Well, I'm probably back up to where I started weight wise before bf went away, I daren't weigh myself though :-/ anyhow yesterday I did something amazing...I joined the gym! 12 months membership and everything, eek! So this means I MUST use it!
I've also applied for a residential job over summer, I get paid a nice sum which I'm hoping will fund two holidays before I start work in a school woo!
School wise, I need to send out job applications now, but I don't feel like I'm in no rush at the moment, just trying to decide where to go on holiday, deffo no where in Europe, this fat bird is a long distance traveller lol
We were thinking fook it, lets just go back to Florida, but we're going next August as well. Anyhow, other places I've considered; Thailand, Mexico, Dominican republic - your input on these if anyone has ever been would be most appreciated lol
I'm going to start logging my food as of today..again haha
I think I'll log it on here too, half term seems to be going to quick for my liking, however I start my second placement on Monday! its in a SEN school, so im a bit nervous really.
toodaloo
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frankinstein123
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I swear i'm bipolar
I've just been gandering through facebook, and ended up really upset and so annoyed
this girl I went to school with is 5 months pregnant, but shes the most trashy horrific disgusting person, shes with one of my fella's friends who is actually a decent bloke, HER on the other hand has a reputation for being the towns bike.
Anyhow I just got really fecking annoying, she can have a child yet I can't??
I went to my hospital appointment the other day regarding my PCOS, and basically, I have to have two blood tests done, a test for any STI's, and then this FOOKING hyspographshit thing done where dye is injected into my womb, and tubes to see if they're working correctly, they also will not give me any drugs to start conception until I have a BMI in the correct range,
I'm pissed off, its not fair! its really not fair. I get the weight thing, and that's something I can work on, but everything else?? you gotta be kidding me -_- asif having PCOS isn't bad enough they have to go around all the houses to determine loads of crap.
Its annoying too, when people are popping out babies, who can't afford them, and can't give them a 'decent' upbringing, because they've been with their fella 2 minutes and trapped him into having kids -_-
Thats very cynical of me, and I'm probably just annoyed, I don't believe that for every case, I'm just frustrated now. I can offer a child so much, stability and love.
:-/ hacked off !
I've just been gandering through facebook, and ended up really upset and so annoyed
this girl I went to school with is 5 months pregnant, but shes the most trashy horrific disgusting person, shes with one of my fella's friends who is actually a decent bloke, HER on the other hand has a reputation for being the towns bike.
Anyhow I just got really fecking annoying, she can have a child yet I can't??
I went to my hospital appointment the other day regarding my PCOS, and basically, I have to have two blood tests done, a test for any STI's, and then this FOOKING hyspographshit thing done where dye is injected into my womb, and tubes to see if they're working correctly, they also will not give me any drugs to start conception until I have a BMI in the correct range,
I'm pissed off, its not fair! its really not fair. I get the weight thing, and that's something I can work on, but everything else?? you gotta be kidding me -_- asif having PCOS isn't bad enough they have to go around all the houses to determine loads of crap.
Its annoying too, when people are popping out babies, who can't afford them, and can't give them a 'decent' upbringing, because they've been with their fella 2 minutes and trapped him into having kids -_-
Thats very cynical of me, and I'm probably just annoyed, I don't believe that for every case, I'm just frustrated now. I can offer a child so much, stability and love.
:-/ hacked off !
Nikki<3
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I swear i'm bipolar I've just been gandering through facebook, and ended up really upset and so annoyed
It's ok to feel like that hun <3
My cousin in was in the same situation as you and then after years of waiting and tests she finally went for an op in July and has since lost 7 stone and hopefully this will help her PCOS.
Also, now you have your gym membership use it lol I wasted 7 months on gym membership and I've cancelled it now because I'm so busy!!
Chip up babe xx
frankinstein123
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Yeahh,
I'm not too bad now
I had a chat with my friend, and I booked in for my bloods to be taken at the end of the month, so that'll be 3/4 jobs done lol
the dye thing is freaking me out though :-/ I'll have to give it a google lol
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I'm not too bad now
I had a chat with my friend, and I booked in for my bloods to be taken at the end of the month, so that'll be 3/4 jobs done lol
the dye thing is freaking me out though :-/ I'll have to give it a google lol
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frankinstein123
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Hiya guys and girls
Ok, so, weekend was ok, we had friends up both Saturday and Friday evening, I made meat n tatty pie, delish! Lol
Anyhow Sunday, just chilled out on the couch haha
Currently watching Walter Mitty, getting my gym bag ready for tomorrow, rather excited I must say!
Also I start my new placement in an SEN school tomorrow, reception class, I'm actually quite anxious tbh
Tomorrow diet commences coupled with my new gym membership, looking forward to it I must say
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Ok, so, weekend was ok, we had friends up both Saturday and Friday evening, I made meat n tatty pie, delish! Lol
Anyhow Sunday, just chilled out on the couch haha
Currently watching Walter Mitty, getting my gym bag ready for tomorrow, rather excited I must say!
Also I start my new placement in an SEN school tomorrow, reception class, I'm actually quite anxious tbh
Tomorrow diet commences coupled with my new gym membership, looking forward to it I must say
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frankinstein123
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Hiya
Messaging from the jim lol
I hate this place, not because it's horrid, but because I'm bored! Lol
Film wasn't bad, bit meh wtf lol wasn't your typical Ben stiller film
First day of placement went ok, it's made me think how much I hate teaching early years/reception/year 1 tbh! They're just blah I can't do the whole baby talk and what not it really hacks me off, I don't like little ones, haha
Year 2 is the lowest i'd teach,
The SEN school I'm in is amazing, their facilities are top notch and I think the staff are all outstanding, it's just not for me, I don't like it x
Messaging from the jim lol
I hate this place, not because it's horrid, but because I'm bored! Lol
Film wasn't bad, bit meh wtf lol wasn't your typical Ben stiller film
First day of placement went ok, it's made me think how much I hate teaching early years/reception/year 1 tbh! They're just blah I can't do the whole baby talk and what not it really hacks me off, I don't like little ones, haha
Year 2 is the lowest i'd teach,
The SEN school I'm in is amazing, their facilities are top notch and I think the staff are all outstanding, it's just not for me, I don't like it x
BlueCow
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Aww I know what you mean I get really bored sometimes :/ did an hour and 15 minutes on the bike today and my thigh (that's right just one of them lol) is absolutely killing now.
I'm still in uni but I think I want to do teacher training afterwards, not sure what year I'd like the most, but definitely primary school.
Probably a stupid question but what is an SEN school? Sorry to hear you don't like it How long is your placement there for? Until the end of this school year?
Ohh just thought, SEN = special education needs (just a guess)
I'm still in uni but I think I want to do teacher training afterwards, not sure what year I'd like the most, but definitely primary school.
Probably a stupid question but what is an SEN school? Sorry to hear you don't like it
How long is your placement there for? Until the end of this school year?Ohh just thought, SEN = special education needs (just a guess
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frankinstein123
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Teaching is hard lol unless you are extremely passionate about it haha Get some voluntary work under your belt now, and do it in a varied amount of classes to get a true picture. The PGCE is stressful as well, mainly because of the workload on placement, however I've not found it majorly bad, some people have had mini meltdowns and I don't understand how Haha Yeah, SEN, special educational needs, it's nothing like mainstream it's totally and utterly different very strange! I'm only here for two weeks, thankfully! Not overly keen. Then back at uni, and then into my final KS2 placement in another school.
PGCE year runs from September-June, graduation in July, 120 days in school, the rest in uni or doing assignments, the assignments are the least of your worries haha planning takes time but gets easier, I quite enjoy planning unless it's numeracy they're asking me to plan haha You can also go down the graduate program route into teaching, however I prefers PGCE tbh
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PGCE year runs from September-June, graduation in July, 120 days in school, the rest in uni or doing assignments, the assignments are the least of your worries haha planning takes time but gets easier, I quite enjoy planning unless it's numeracy they're asking me to plan haha You can also go down the graduate program route into teaching, however I prefers PGCE tbh
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BlueCow
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Oh that's not too bad if you're only there two weeks. Guess it is good for experience and now you know you wouldn't like it in the future.
Thanks for all the information, it's really helpful. Teaching is always something I thought I'd like, never really looked into it much though. Still have a year and a half of uni left though so don't have to make any decisions too soon.
Thanks for all the information, it's really helpful. Teaching is always something I thought I'd like, never really looked into it much though. Still have a year and a half of uni left though so don't have to make any decisions too soon.
frankinstein123
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So I've been going to the gym, however, not really changed much in terms of food intake, I really need to take some action on that, I'm finding it the hardest task!
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frankinstein123
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Gym is boring lol other than that, not bad tbh!
However today I am ill :-( sick as a dog full of a cold! I hate school germs :-@
However today I am ill :-( sick as a dog full of a cold! I hate school germs :-@
frankinstein123
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So I've just seen this girls profile on Facebook. She was knocking on 17 stone, anyhow she's just put a picture up of her in a pair of size 12 shorts looking fab! Can not believe her transformation it's mad,
I seriously need to sew my mouth up...
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I seriously need to sew my mouth up...
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BlueCow
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It's weird, sometimes I quite enjoy the gym but other days I just find it sooo boring like today.
That's a pretty inspiring transformation! Me too I know that I want to lose weight more than I want to eat a bar of chocolate or a pizza but I still always end up eating them!!
Hope you're feeling better now
That's a pretty inspiring transformation! Me too I know that I want to lose weight more than I want to eat a bar of chocolate or a pizza but I still always end up eating them!!
Hope you're feeling better now
frankinstein123
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Feeling much better today
Infact I've had a bit if an epiphany! I've cleared my cupboards out and binned all the horrid fattening crappy foods!
I even took the dogs for a walk (proof below lol) nearly killed me! But I DID IT lol I may go to the gym tomorrow, as today I'm busy with essay writing
I need to clean the rest of my house now lol
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Infact I've had a bit if an epiphany! I've cleared my cupboards out and binned all the horrid fattening crappy foods!
I even took the dogs for a walk (proof below lol) nearly killed me! But I DID IT lol I may go to the gym tomorrow, as today I'm busy with essay writing
I need to clean the rest of my house now lol
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