finally taking control of my body

First time I binged in over 3 threes. That was weird.
 
That's was suppose to say 3 weeks. Haha, I don't reread what I write.

Phew! I was a bit scared that I gained more but glad it was just 1.8.
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Week 1: 2.4lbs
Week 2: 3.4lbs
Week 3: 2.0lbs
Week 4: STS
Week 5: 2.6lbs
Week 6: 0.2lbs
Week 7: 5.4lbs
Week 8: +.2lbs
Week 9: 0.4lbs
Week 10: +1.6lbs
Week 11: 2.8lbs
Week 12: +3.2lbs
Week 13: 6.6lbs
Week 14: 1.6lbs
Week 15: 0.6lbs
Week 16: +1.8lbs
Week 17: 1.6lbs
Week 18: 3.4lbs
Week 19: 1.2lbs
Week 20: +5.6lbs
Week 21: 4.8lbs
Week 22: 0.6lbs
Week 23: 0.2lbs
Week 24: +1.0lb
Week 25: 4lbs
Week 26: 4.2lbs
Week 27: +1.8lbs
 
Busy. Busy. Busy.

I'm looking for a second job doing part time while working full time and going to school part time. The negative degree temperatures have cracked my windshield and that's $316. I have an unexpected bill that's $204.55 from drawing blood. Insurance took care of the other $700something but still, it's expensive. And I need to be saving up to pay for school for summer and fall. Ha.

Since I don't have $4,000 to spend on my teeth, when I go to Bosnia, I'll be getting everything fixed but paying only hundreds. It's expensive in America if you haven't noticed.

So far my grades are good (never had that before) and I'm back to eating better. I'm sleeping about 6 hours a night which isn't good. I never really watch tv anymore but I have taken up reading. I'm reading everything I can. Ever since getting I was told I have ADHD and getting medicated and seeing a psychologist has changed my life.


That's my update.
 
Ate horribly.

Happy valentines day!
 
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Week 1: 2.4lbs
Week 2: 3.4lbs
Week 3: 2.0lbs
Week 4: STS
Week 5: 2.6lbs
Week 6: 0.2lbs
Week 7: 5.4lbs
Week 8: +.2lbs
Week 9: 0.4lbs
Week 10: +1.6lbs
Week 11: 2.8lbs
Week 12: +3.2lbs
Week 13: 6.6lbs
Week 14: 1.6lbs
Week 15: 0.6lbs
Week 16: +1.8lbs
Week 17: 1.6lbs
Week 18: 3.4lbs
Week 19: 1.2lbs
Week 20: +5.6lbs
Week 21: 4.8lbs
Week 22: 0.6lbs
Week 23: 0.2lbs
Week 24: +1.0lb
Week 25: 4lbs
Week 26: 4.2lbs
Week 27: +1.8lbs
Week 28: +0.4lb

Lunch:

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Just did yoga! Wooooohoooo! Feeling fantastic!
 
My job pays a gym to let us work out there. Signing up soon! I don't have to pay even a penny.
 
I'm not ready for tomorrow. Too emotional.
 
Week 1: 2.4lbs
Week 2: 3.4lbs
Week 3: 2.0lbs
Week 4: STS
Week 5: 2.6lbs
Week 6: 0.2lbs
Week 7: 5.4lbs
Week 8: +.2lbs
Week 9: 0.4lbs
Week 10: +1.6lbs
Week 11: 2.8lbs
Week 12: +3.2lbs
Week 13: 6.6lbs
Week 14: 1.6lbs
Week 15: 0.6lbs
Week 16: +1.8lbs
Week 17: 1.6lbs
Week 18: 3.4lbs
Week 19: 1.2lbs
Week 20: +5.6lbs
Week 21: 4.8lbs
Week 22: 0.6lbs
Week 23: 0.2lbs
Week 24: +1.0lb
Week 25: 4lbs
Week 26: 4.2lbs
Week 27: +1.8lbs
Week 28: +0.4lb
Week 29: 1.0lbs
 
Due to work, school, and so much homework: I'm not getting enough sleep.

But all this struggling will pay off.
 
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I forgot to click "lap" 3 times so it's suppose to be 21 laps. Every 13 laps is one mile.
 
I have 2 essays, 2 midterms, and one quiz tomorrow and now school is cancelled due to weather AGAIN and I'm pissed
 
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Week 1 day 2. Damn app didn't want to work.

And then:

I did Zumba for the first time and these two guys and a chick were on the treadmill laughing at me. I don't get why that's funny to bring someone down who is doing something to better themselves. But okay.
 
I hate the scale because it proves nothing, really. Except that numbers increase or decrease. But I've been at the same weight, not gained nor losing, and everyone is commenting on my losing weight. Thank you, toning. Boom. Working out feels fantastic.
 
Binge binge binge

Getting out of control.
 
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I get paid every two weeks. This is the second pay check they didn't pay me my over time from 4 weeks ago and I'm really getting pissed.
 
If anyone remembers a few months ago I talked about how bad I was at school and fail the same math class 6 times in college...yeah, got my midterm grades. I got an A and a B which in surprised because I thought I got a C in my writing class. And I got a 98% on my math exam meaning I missed one which = hahahahahaha. I have never done this well in math. I feel amazing.
 
67 days until my trip to Bosnia. Hello extra strict eating and 2-a-day work outs!
 
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