finally taking control of my body
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elm
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I spent 3 hours trying to fix my phone. It said I could update so I press continue and it kept restarting and going to a black screen with blue lines. Spent 27 minutes with tech support and 2 hours for it to completely erase my entire phone and redo it again. Now it's 12:13 and I have to be up in 4 hours to go running. If I can because lolol let's be serious, I'm exhausted.
elm
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I did!
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BOOOOOM!
It's suppose to be 22 laps, My thumb got a little to excited and pressed it twice and sometimes I did forget to out the button until I was half was to the next lap lol.
And....I did my Zumba class 530pm-630pm
2-a-day is complete.
It's 8:13pm, I'm going to sleep.
Exhausted.
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BOOOOOM!
It's suppose to be 22 laps, My thumb got a little to excited and pressed it twice and sometimes I did forget to out the button until I was half was to the next lap lol.
And....I did my Zumba class 530pm-630pm
2-a-day is complete.
It's 8:13pm, I'm going to sleep.
Exhausted.
elm
Gold Member
Trying not to binge.
Sometimes...okay, I lied. Every time I go to the gym and go to a class, I get embarrassed that people are judging me. I shouldn't care. But sometimes you can't help it. I can't tell my brain to shut up and expect it to listen to me every time. So because of this, I pass on going to the gym. I know I'm going there to change my ways, but I still can't manage to get over it.
I skipped the gym yesterday. I slept in today on purpose because I wanted more sleep.
Those 2 gym sessions aren't going to make me or break me.
It's okay. I'm okay. I'll learn to love myself one day.
Sometimes...okay, I lied. Every time I go to the gym and go to a class, I get embarrassed that people are judging me. I shouldn't care. But sometimes you can't help it. I can't tell my brain to shut up and expect it to listen to me every time. So because of this, I pass on going to the gym. I know I'm going there to change my ways, but I still can't manage to get over it.
I skipped the gym yesterday. I slept in today on purpose because I wanted more sleep.
Those 2 gym sessions aren't going to make me or break me.
It's okay. I'm okay. I'll learn to love myself one day.
elm
Gold Member
I wrote an extremely long post...it would take over 5 minutes to read..okay, like 4 minutes lol but the app closed down and I lost it all
So in short: I took my first circuit training class at 6am this morning.
It's now 8:42pm, I'm exhausted and in bed. My knees hurt from doing work outs on it. I can feel that I'll be very sore tomorrow.
I had a horrible day and almost got fired. I don't want to talk about it.
...I wish my post didn't delete because it had details and everything ugh
So in short: I took my first circuit training class at 6am this morning.
It's now 8:42pm, I'm exhausted and in bed. My knees hurt from doing work outs on it. I can feel that I'll be very sore tomorrow.
I had a horrible day and almost got fired. I don't want to talk about it.
...I wish my post didn't delete because it had details and everything ugh
elm
Gold Member
Circuit toning class completed this morning.
I was extremely sore but fed my body with vitamin c, magnesium, and protein and that helped. Advil too, for my swelling.
But I came to class (6am) and was sore but within 10 minutes my body warmed up and I forgot I was even sore hahahaha. She works us out so hard. I love it. I wish it was more than 2 days a week though. There's condition circuit classes that I want to try Monday/Wednesday. I haven't been running because of the soreness but I'm in love with this class.
I was extremely sore but fed my body with vitamin c, magnesium, and protein and that helped. Advil too, for my swelling.
But I came to class (6am) and was sore but within 10 minutes my body warmed up and I forgot I was even sore hahahaha. She works us out so hard. I love it. I wish it was more than 2 days a week though. There's condition circuit classes that I want to try Monday/Wednesday. I haven't been running because of the soreness but I'm in love with this class.
elm
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Monday:
Snuck a peak at the scale yesterday too:
And I just finished circuit toning this morning. I left 21 minutes early because I thought I was going to pass out lol but at least I'm still going.
Life is going better.
I got a 95% on my essay in my English class. I've never gotten a good grade like that. Back in high school, I kept getting C's and d's because I didn't care. College first time around I withdrew 14 classes but the fact that I have both A's in my college classes this semester, I feel proud.
Exactly 50 days from today I will be on a plane heading to Bosnia to see my family. I miss my grandma. I still don't know how I'll react when I see she isn't there standing and waiting for me like she always did. Why do people have to die? I still cry every. I miss my aunt and grandma all the time. <3
And that's my update.
Snuck a peak at the scale yesterday too:
And I just finished circuit toning this morning. I left 21 minutes early because I thought I was going to pass out lol but at least I'm still going.
Life is going better.
I got a 95% on my essay in my English class. I've never gotten a good grade like that. Back in high school, I kept getting C's and d's because I didn't care. College first time around I withdrew 14 classes but the fact that I have both A's in my college classes this semester, I feel proud.
Exactly 50 days from today I will be on a plane heading to Bosnia to see my family. I miss my grandma. I still don't know how I'll react when I see she isn't there standing and waiting for me like she always did. Why do people have to die? I still cry every. I miss my aunt and grandma all the time. <3
And that's my update.
