finally taking control of my body

Day 80

4 20 in the morning.

Yesterday food wise went pretty well. No excerise, but did take care of my baby cousin again.

Hm, today is suppose to be an anniversary of being together but instead its 1 week exactly of us being broken up. We don't talk anymore either, it was my decision and I'm glad I made it.

Hmmm what else...oh, so for the next few days we're suppose to have a huge snow storm. Yesterday it rained all day and turned into ice. Its funny seeing all the cars with ice on it and you can't even open your door. We're suppose to get 16 inches of snow today, followed by more rain and ice. They report that we haven't had one this bad in more than 30 years I think. Over 100 million americans will be affected by this, and suppose to lose power! I'M EXCITED! Hahaha

Today I'm planning on working out, and I'm excited for that, too! I really hope the scale moves this week.

Do hope things are getting a bit brighter for you.
Nothing better than getting into some good old exercise, gets the juices working! lol!!
All the best to you elm, and fingers crossed for a good WI.
 
I live in Missouri, and we usually don't get too much snow but this year has been the worse we've ever seen. I don't like the snow/cold much either, I'm more of a spring type person. I have heard from 9 companies, too bad they want me to relocate some where much further from where I live and that is something I will not do. The others, say I have too much experience lol. We'll see what I decide on.

And yes the working out really does change my mood, it makes me feel much better about myself.

Day 81

Been stuck inside the house all day with the whole family! I ate a bit too much, but glad my sister kept telling me to quit snacking on everything because I was bored lol

Its 5 35 in the morning. I snuck a peek at the scale, it says I'm down 2 pounds so far and its only Wednesday...omg I had to think about which day it was lol. Hopefully I can lose 1 or 2 more pounds by Saturday.

Today, I'm going to try even harder to not snack on everything I see. Being inside this house is driving me crazy! I just looked outside, yeah its pretty bad looking. Sigh. Oh well.

I'm in a weird mood right now blah, I over think too much. But that's okay, time to have some breakfast and maybe work out.

Have a great day, everyone.
 
It is only 10 53 and I'm so bored. Already spent about 2 hours on facebook, and lurked around here a lot and now I'm going crazy.

My little brother and sister are still a sleep, mom is at work, and dad is on the laptop. Already had breakfast = 3 eggs, mushrooms, with ketchup = 360 calories. Snack = special k, 1/2 skim milk and a banana because I was craving it = 255.

I guess I'll just go give Rex a bath or something. Wish I could take him out for a walk, but the snow is too high. Sigh. Stupid winter.
 
Day 82

8 20 in the morning.

Yesterday I cleared off all the ice on my car, took over half an hour and my hands froze but still, I'm glad I got out the house. Went shopping, bought new 'professional' clothes for job interviews...I even took pictures but don't like how I look so I'm most likely not going to post it. I have a job interview at 1 45, I'm kinda nervous for some reason. I spoke with the manager yesterday on the phone and we had a great laugh. She said she would love to meet me. If I get this job, its a huge company that makes billions every year and I went on their website and wow, just wow they met a lot of famous people.

Just watching the news, can't believe there is so much bad things going on in our world. Egypt...seriously? They are suppose to be peaceful. And now Australia...its pretty sad.

Food wise yesterday went well, hope today can be just as good.

I am all over the place in this post.
 
Hey Elm

Good job with your interviews. I have one next week too for a better job. What kind of work do you do? I do administration and office work. I hope I get this job as its amazing pay compared to the pennies I make in my current job. I will have to look for a professional top while I am shopping tonight as dont really have anything and really want to make an impression.

Keep up the good work me dear, and you should post your photos. I bet you look lovley in your new professional clothes :)

xx
 
Hi Elm x
Just to say good luck for your job interview xx I'll keep everything crossed for you :D:D
 
Hey Elm

Good job with your interviews. I have one next week too for a better job. What kind of work do you do? I do administration and office work. I hope I get this job as its amazing pay compared to the pennies I make in my current job. I will have to look for a professional top while I am shopping tonight as dont really have anything and really want to make an impression.

Keep up the good work me dear, and you should post your photos. I bet you look lovley in your new professional clothes :)

xx

I do business management, data entry, and a customer service rep. This job is for business management though. yay to us having job interviews, and hopefully we bought get the job!

Hi Elm x
Just to say good luck for your job interview xx I'll keep everything crossed for you :D:D

Thank you, love!!!!
 
Day 83

its 4 57 in the morning, just woke up a bit ago. My sleeping has changed a lot, i go to sleep before 10 in the evening and wake up in the morning, so now i'm usually getting 8 hours of sleep, and i noticed that its helping with losing more weight! I peaked at the scales yesterday, down 3lbs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Edit...just deleted 4 paragraphs lol oh well
 
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Woo hoo xx You go girl :D:D Am so pleased for you, Everything is crossed for this afternoon for you sweetheart.
Curves was really good, very hard but am determined to do it, the atmosphere is really nice so I'll let you know my progress xxxxx
Have a great weekend :)
 
Thank you both!

Day 84

Lost 4lbs.
 
Day 86

Yesterday was super bowl Sunday, it was an amazing football game! Now if only I can stop eating, I'm sure I gained a pound or two already lol

Ugh oh well, I'll be walking atleast 6-8 hours today at work.
 
Day 90

Oh my, these days are flying by.

So everyday we go out to eat during lunch time for work, it sucks because that's a lot of calories. I also spend 6-7 hours everyday of walking outside since its part of my job and this cold is killing me but I know its helping me lose more calories.

Tomorrow is weigh in day, I also work tomorrow since I work 6 days a week. I'm not sure if I'll lose anything, maybe even a gain? We shall see tomorrow.
 
Okay well it says I gained 2lbs. But that's ok, because I know this is all new to me...the walking 6-8 hours a day and that's every single day so my calfs hurt and feet hurt everyday but that's ok, also I had a big dinner. I know I'm gaining muscle, since I can feel it. And I can fit into my clothes perfectly, and I couldn't before.

So, this walking is helping. I don't care what the scale says much anymore. I'm even thinking about weighing myself every month.

Oh, and me and the ex-bf are now just talking and becoming best friends and its working out perfectly.

I want to say I love how my life is going, but at the same time, I'm very stressed about learning so much about my job.
 
Just to say Elm am glad the new job is going well xx:D:D
Hope you have a good week and speak soon I hope :)
 
Hiya hun

Crikey, cant believe how much walking you are doing. That'll keep you well fit.

Dont worry about the job - it will all click into place one day and you'll be like "wow, this is easy". You a clever one :)

Thats nice about you at the ex becoming best friends.

Well I got my job too. Hehe. This may be our year kiddo.

Speak soon hun xxx
 
Day 94

9 57 in the evening.

I pretty much had a shitty day. I even broke down crying at work which now I'm embarassed about. This year is just not going well at all. I can't believe I cried ugh now how am I suppose to face all these people tomorrow. I just feel like crying again.
 
Don't know what day it is, I stopped counting I guess

9 53 in the evening

I'm tired of working 60 hours a week, the job is so damn stressful. I just have too much going on.

Not sure if I'll lose anything or gain. I drink 1 glass of water a day, sometimes a liter...but that's if I'm lucky enough to not be so busy that I can drink water. I'm hating life right now. I'm suppose to stay positive, but its hard.
 
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