Awww thank you guys
I think it's partly the hoodia. Seriously it's good - but convinces me (somehow) that I'm not hungry at all.... So I plan to have breakfast as food etc... But then I'll slip snacks (due to not being hungry) but by the time it wears off (aha I can't afford to take more than two
) I am insanely hungry! And also, just because I'm not starving, doesn't mean I'm not constantly thinking about food all day long.
Ahh, don't know what to say, going through a bit of a down time right now,,, lots of rubbish going on, plus, just found out my dad (who I haven't seen since I was 8 - but recently got back in touch) is due to have a second op on skin cancer.
One of my friends is being a shhhhhip! And I'm looking for a new job: trying to find a new flat.
Oh, did I mention I broke up with my boyfriend on Wednesday?
There are SO many reasons for me to turn to food right now (because that's what I think I must be doing - punishing myself) but I need to get a grip.
Losing weight is HARD, and as I have a lot to lose.,, I cant become this nonchalant about it the second strobe in.
I want to lose weight, I need to lose weight, I can't let something like two 8 year olds being rude (I know - little brats!) put me off for an entire weekend!
PMA and forward planning!
Going to weigh. Bbs. Thanks again x