my diary ~ no more CD for me
- Thread starter kati
- Start date
Isobel1965
Gold Member
YAY!!!!! I am VERY proud of you!!!! On several counts!!!!!
I can always drop you in a bar, hun - maybe tomorrow? Just text me and I'll come down (all the way to the high street - sheesh - will take me all of 2 minutes lol)
xxxxxxxx
kati
Gold Member
thanks everyone 
Isobel thankyou for bringing me another bar today, I've only just seen this so was a nice surprise. Sorry I was serving someone while you were there though. I really appreciated it so much
Kate thanks for saying I'm attractive (blushing now) maybe I'll believe it soon lol.
I'm feeling quite happy today. didn't get my hair permed, they wouldn't do it cos I hadn't had some test or something so I just got it cut and coloured instead. One of the girls wanted to playas well so she curled it for me with the straighteners. I look like annie with brown hair!!!! thank god that isn't permanent.
The boke who wanted a date tonight wants to come to my house eeeek! I don't know if I can be bothered to see him at all never mind at my house. am I awful?
The hairdressers all commented on how healthy my hair is so must be off all the water I've been drinking. They did think I was weird for taking my own peppermint tea bags with me and asking them to make it for me instead of their normal tea or coffee. I was in there over 3 hours though I neeeeeded a drink.
Isobel thankyou for bringing me another bar today, I've only just seen this so was a nice surprise. Sorry I was serving someone while you were there though. I really appreciated it so much
Kate thanks for saying I'm attractive (blushing now) maybe I'll believe it soon lol.
I'm feeling quite happy today. didn't get my hair permed, they wouldn't do it cos I hadn't had some test or something so I just got it cut and coloured instead. One of the girls wanted to playas well so she curled it for me with the straighteners. I look like annie with brown hair!!!! thank god that isn't permanent.
The boke who wanted a date tonight wants to come to my house eeeek! I don't know if I can be bothered to see him at all never mind at my house. am I awful?
The hairdressers all commented on how healthy my hair is so must be off all the water I've been drinking. They did think I was weird for taking my own peppermint tea bags with me and asking them to make it for me instead of their normal tea or coffee. I was in there over 3 hours though I neeeeeded a drink.
FatFairNForty(ish)
Gold Member
I think it's well impressive that you took your own tea!
As for the bloke - I wouldn't have him come to your place just yet. Go out somewhere... start as you mean to go on, lol, if you start out having dates at your place that's how it might stay! Nah, definitely meet elsewhere and don't let him come over yet. Especially as you aren't certain.
Have fun! Hair sounds lovely!
As for the bloke - I wouldn't have him come to your place just yet. Go out somewhere... start as you mean to go on, lol, if you start out having dates at your place that's how it might stay!
Nah, definitely meet elsewhere and don't let him come over yet. Especially as you aren't certain. Have fun!
Hair sounds lovely!
kati
Gold Member
I'm going to hold out for mr right not just mr available at the time, and thats all he was who wanted to see me last night. I was feeling fed up when I agreed to see him and i shouldn't have, I'm so nasty!
11 stone 4 today woohoo! thats 3lbs already this week and I still have till monday before I get weighed officially. and you know what I looked at myelf properly in the mirror yesterday wearing my jeans and a v neck t shirt, I looked great! I looked soo much slimmer than I ever have done for years. So thats given me an extra boost to love myself and be more positive.
I now have a fringe though and it's too short so I look a bit silly in that department. I told her to cut it under the eyebrows so she did it just ON the eyebrows instead (imagine me rolling my eyes there) so of course it bounces up doesn't it and now its above my eyebrows and looks stupid. Hope it grows fast!
I dont think I drank enough water yesterday, never had time. Will have to make up for it today.
11 stone 4 today woohoo! thats 3lbs already this week and I still have till monday before I get weighed officially. and you know what I looked at myelf properly in the mirror yesterday wearing my jeans and a v neck t shirt, I looked great! I looked soo much slimmer than I ever have done for years. So thats given me an extra boost to love myself and be more positive.
I now have a fringe though and it's too short so I look a bit silly in that department. I told her to cut it under the eyebrows so she did it just ON the eyebrows instead (imagine me rolling my eyes there) so of course it bounces up doesn't it and now its above my eyebrows and looks stupid. Hope it grows fast!
I dont think I drank enough water yesterday, never had time. Will have to make up for it today.
kati
Gold Member
oh I forgot there's someething that hapened yesterday I should write here so I can remember it.
I've kind of resigned myself to the fact I am now a size 14.
there was a girl came into work yesterday and ordered a sausage sandwich and had a kitkat with it. She said "they'll all hiss at me at work when i go in with these" so I asked her if they were all on a diet or something. She said that they were all size 8 or something so never ate anything other than salad and they pick on her eating what she wants because she's so much bigger than them. I said she looks fine and I would love to be the size she is. Then she said she was a size 14. I was kind of gobsmacked and though but she looks so slim how can she be the same sze as me? She could tell I looked shocked so I just said oh well you look much slimmer than me no matter what size you are you look good.
So maybe I'm a large 14 and she's a smaller 14 or maybe my head is still bulging out of the 16's. So I need my head to catch up with my body as I lose weight.
I've kind of resigned myself to the fact I am now a size 14.
there was a girl came into work yesterday and ordered a sausage sandwich and had a kitkat with it. She said "they'll all hiss at me at work when i go in with these" so I asked her if they were all on a diet or something. She said that they were all size 8 or something so never ate anything other than salad and they pick on her eating what she wants because she's so much bigger than them. I said she looks fine and I would love to be the size she is. Then she said she was a size 14. I was kind of gobsmacked and though but she looks so slim how can she be the same sze as me? She could tell I looked shocked so I just said oh well you look much slimmer than me no matter what size you are you look good.
So maybe I'm a large 14 and she's a smaller 14 or maybe my head is still bulging out of the 16's. So I need my head to catch up with my body as I lose weight.
kati
Gold Member
thanks Irene. the sausage sandwiches are easy to cope with (i hate sausages) its the bacon and cheese and garlic chickn that gets to me. But I can wait till next year to eat them, it's worth the wait to be slim.
my poor doggy isn't well. He has sickness and diahorrea (Is that how you spell it?). poor thing is curled up on my lap right now, I need a bath but dont want to move him. I'll just have to sit and give him some love for a bit. I'm dying for a drink though I havent had nearly enough today.
Offf out tonight again. I haven't seen my friend I'm ging out with since the 1st friday of this diet so hopefully shell be shocked to see how much I'm slimmer.
shame my fringe is too short otherwise I'd be feeling fantastic
my poor doggy isn't well. He has sickness and diahorrea (Is that how you spell it?). poor thing is curled up on my lap right now, I need a bath but dont want to move him. I'll just have to sit and give him some love for a bit. I'm dying for a drink though I havent had nearly enough today.
Offf out tonight again. I haven't seen my friend I'm ging out with since the 1st friday of this diet so hopefully shell be shocked to see how much I'm slimmer.
shame my fringe is too short otherwise I'd be feeling fantastic
kati
Gold Member
well my friend (the cow) never said a single word about me having lost weight. I was a bit disappointed about that, she knew I was on a diet cos I wasn't drinking but she never said anything. Then I had to put up with loads of people just going on about how tiny her waist is. blah..oh well she does have a tiny waist, I'll never be that small.
I did get a good reaction to my weight loss from someone else though. It was my other friends brother in law. He kept trying a while ago to get me to sleep with him. I kept saying he'd have to take me out or something before I'd even hink about it but he decided he wouldnt take me out till I'd done it. Needless to say we did neither. But anyway he treated me like sh*t and last time we spoke he was quite nasty. So last night he got my attention by feeling my bum while he was standing behind me. I was polite asked him if he enjoyed it and he said he did and went on about how much weight I'd lost and gave lots of lecherous looks. I asked who he was out with so he pointed someone out over the other side of the bar. So I basically just said well you better go and see him then have fun while he stood there gobsmacked cos I'm never usually that abrupt (and he was still looking me up aand down) so that was the highlight of my night lol. I'm usually too nice to people and let them walk all over me, but I'm not putting up with someone wanting to treat me any different just because I'm thinner. He's looking terrible now himself, reminds me of uncle fester off the Adams Family which he never did before.
Back to 11 stone 5 today. Maybe it's because I drank so much water and kept going later than I normally would last night.
met a bloke last night who kept going on saying I was the most attractive woman he'd ever met and how fantastic I looked (what an ego boost) He kept kissing me and the he bit my neck. Ouch!!!! so now I have a huge bruise on the front of my neck so polo necks for me now (even though I only have one and cant find it eek! might have to go emergency shopping. It really hurts though, not a love bite a proper bite with teeth marks. Anyway wont be seeing him again I dont think I could cope with the pain.
I did get a good reaction to my weight loss from someone else though. It was my other friends brother in law. He kept trying a while ago to get me to sleep with him. I kept saying he'd have to take me out or something before I'd even hink about it but he decided he wouldnt take me out till I'd done it. Needless to say we did neither. But anyway he treated me like sh*t and last time we spoke he was quite nasty. So last night he got my attention by feeling my bum while he was standing behind me. I was polite asked him if he enjoyed it and he said he did and went on about how much weight I'd lost and gave lots of lecherous looks. I asked who he was out with so he pointed someone out over the other side of the bar. So I basically just said well you better go and see him then have fun while he stood there gobsmacked cos I'm never usually that abrupt (and he was still looking me up aand down) so that was the highlight of my night lol. I'm usually too nice to people and let them walk all over me, but I'm not putting up with someone wanting to treat me any different just because I'm thinner. He's looking terrible now himself, reminds me of uncle fester off the Adams Family which he never did before.
Back to 11 stone 5 today. Maybe it's because I drank so much water and kept going later than I normally would last night.
met a bloke last night who kept going on saying I was the most attractive woman he'd ever met and how fantastic I looked (what an ego boost) He kept kissing me and the he bit my neck. Ouch!!!! so now I have a huge bruise on the front of my neck so polo necks for me now (even though I only have one and cant find it eek! might have to go emergency shopping. It really hurts though, not a love bite a proper bite with teeth marks. Anyway wont be seeing him again I dont think I could cope with the pain.
Isobel1965
Gold Member
Blimey, hun - what a night!!!!
I'm pretty gobsmacked at the nastiness of people around you, hun! You so deserve better than that!!!!!!!!
I'm pretty gobsmacked at the nastiness of people around you, hun! You so deserve better than that!!!!!!!!
kati
Gold Member
Maybe people are just nasty because I allowed them to be for so long because of my lack of self confidence, or maybe I had no confidence because people were nasty. who knows, I'll find someone who is nice to me one day. apart from everyone here who are all lovely of course lol (im not just sayng that everone has been lovely on this site)
Isobel1965
Gold Member
Hmm I think about this a lot when I look back and view my past relationships from a distance - I always allowed people to treat me badly cos I was grateful for their attention - any attention.
Now I'm older and more cynical (lol), I tend to give people two chances. The first time they're horrid, I try to tell them so and talk it through how much I've disliked their actions. Or I just put it down as one of those things. If they do it again, however, it means that they know what they're doing and my life is too short to waste on prats! Stuff em! lol
My fella told me off for talking like Ray Winston the other night, when I was saying how I was cross with one of our mates who'd blanked me several times. I said - he's dead to me now! Which was a bit over the top - but I will have nothing to do with the man now - even when he realises that he's been in the wrong and apologises. Stuff him.
You'll find nice people who want to be nice to you, doll - you've just get to get rid of the people who make you feel rubbish about yourself first to give the yummy folk space to get close to you!
Now I'm older and more cynical (lol), I tend to give people two chances. The first time they're horrid, I try to tell them so and talk it through how much I've disliked their actions. Or I just put it down as one of those things. If they do it again, however, it means that they know what they're doing and my life is too short to waste on prats! Stuff em! lol
My fella told me off for talking like Ray Winston the other night, when I was saying how I was cross with one of our mates who'd blanked me several times. I said - he's dead to me now! Which was a bit over the top - but I will have nothing to do with the man now - even when he realises that he's been in the wrong and apologises. Stuff him.
You'll find nice people who want to be nice to you, doll - you've just get to get rid of the people who make you feel rubbish about yourself first to give the yummy folk space to get close to you!
kati
Gold Member
I just remembered I wasnt sure if hat I was wearing looked ok or not so went and asked my sister for her opinion before I went. She has seen me since I started the diet but only in my old jeans and baggy jumpers so It was really funny to see the shock on their faces at how much weight I've lost. She called me a cow cos she hasn't lost as much but just jokingly.
I had a weird dream this morning about my teeth falling out. I know this is supposed to be a common one but I've never had it before. It felt so real I had to check they were all there when I woke up. will have to look up the supposed meaning.
I had a weird dream this morning about my teeth falling out. I know this is supposed to be a common one but I've never had it before. It felt so real I had to check they were all there when I woke up. will have to look up the supposed meaning.
kati
Gold Member
I found this explanation abotu it at An Online Guide To Dream Interpretation
"My Teeth Are Falling"
"My Teeth Are Falling"
Dreams that your teeth are falling out are the most common dreams we here at Dream Moods receive. Common dream scenarios include having your teeth crumbling in your hands or your teeth falling out one by one with just a light tap. Such dreams are not only horrifying and shocking, but often leaves the dreamer with a lasting image of the dream. So what does it mean?
One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.
Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.
In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.
Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.
Other Perspectives
A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.
In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.
According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.
It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.
One theory is that dreams about your teeth reflect your anxiety about your appearance and how others perceive you. Sadly, we live in a world where good looks are valued highly and your teeth play an important role in conveying that image. Teeth are used in the game of flirtations, whether it be a dazzling and gleaming smile or affectionate necking. These dreams may stem from a fear of your sexual impotence or the consequences of getting old. Teeth are an important feature of our attractiveness and presentation to others. Everybody worries about how they appear to others. Caring about our appearance is natural and healthy.
Another rationalization for these falling teeth dream may be rooted in your fear of being embarrassed or making a fool of yourself in some specific situation. These dreams are an over-exaggeration of your worries and anxiety.
Teeth are used to bite, tear, chew and gnaw. In this regard, teeth represent power. And the loss of teeth in your dream may be from a sense of powerlessness. Are you lacking power in some current situation? Perhaps you are having difficulties expressing yourself or getting your point across. You feel frustrated when your voice is not being heard. You may be experiencing feelings of inferiority and a lack of self-confidence in some situation or relationship in your life. This dream is an indication that you need to be more assertive and believe in the value of your own opinion.
In the latest research, it has been shown that women in menopause have frequent dreams about teeth. This may be related to getting older and/or feeling unattractive and less feminine.
Traditionally, it was thought that dreaming that you did not have teeth, represent malnutrition which may be applicable to some dreamers.
Other Perspectives
A scriptural interpretation for bad or falling teeth indicate that you are putting your faith, trust, and beliefs in what man thinks rather than in the word of God. The bible says that God speaks once, yea twice in a dream or a vision in order to hide pride from us, to keep us back from the pit, to open our ears (spiritually) and to instruct and correct us.
In the Greek culture, when you dream about loose, rotten, or missing teeth, it indicates that a family member or close friend is very sick or even near death.
According to the Chinese, there is a saying that your teeth will fall out if your are telling lies.
It has also been said that if you dream of your teeth falling out, then it symbolizes money. This is based on the old tooth fairy story. If you lose a tooth and leave it under the pillow, a tooth fairy would bring you money.
Isobel1965
Gold Member
Ah now the dream could be about your changing appearance but I prefer the one that says you're going to get lots of money! lol
kati
Gold Member
my neck hurts
Why is it that when I get overtired I get absolutely ravenous?
I went back to be this morning and got up at about 12 30 absolutely starving so I had a tetra and peppermint tea. then the kids came home. I had a bath then lay on my bed aterwards and ell asleep again for about 3 hours aadn again woke up absolutely starving. The only thing was that this time I had to make the kids tea if I was making myself a soup. So I was naughty and picked. I ate 2 meatballs (hangs head in shame. I'm still starving now.
Since last week I've had a lot of days where I only haad 2 packs per day and I gave up on the end of my aam week. so I'm not going to beat myself up over the meatballs. I'm probably overtired because my body knew I had time to rest so I had to get what I needed. I think I will have an extra pack tonight too to build up the vitamins and things I've missed. If the meatballs take me out of ketosis then never mind I'll get back in it again soon.
I was too tired to put any bio oil on when I got out of the bath so will have to do it later. It does make a diference not having put any on today, but I dont think I'm going to be able to aord to keep up the habit all the time. I think I might start putting it on every other day instead.
Since I've slept most of the day I haven't drank nearly enough so off to make peppermint tea
Why is it that when I get overtired I get absolutely ravenous?
I went back to be this morning and got up at about 12 30 absolutely starving so I had a tetra and peppermint tea. then the kids came home. I had a bath then lay on my bed aterwards and ell asleep again for about 3 hours aadn again woke up absolutely starving. The only thing was that this time I had to make the kids tea if I was making myself a soup. So I was naughty and picked. I ate 2 meatballs (hangs head in shame. I'm still starving now.
Since last week I've had a lot of days where I only haad 2 packs per day and I gave up on the end of my aam week. so I'm not going to beat myself up over the meatballs. I'm probably overtired because my body knew I had time to rest so I had to get what I needed. I think I will have an extra pack tonight too to build up the vitamins and things I've missed. If the meatballs take me out of ketosis then never mind I'll get back in it again soon.
I was too tired to put any bio oil on when I got out of the bath so will have to do it later. It does make a diference not having put any on today, but I dont think I'm going to be able to aord to keep up the habit all the time. I think I might start putting it on every other day instead.
Since I've slept most of the day I haven't drank nearly enough so off to make peppermint tea
Hi Kati,
I hope your wee dog is feeling okay.
You really do need to take the three packs as you will get run down and tired if you don't.
I found it very hard to take the three when I first started out on my diet journey and I lost my energy, it just dipped.
I make sure now always to take the three packs.
Along with 4 litres of water.
Hope your in better form tomorrow...not great on weekends myself.
Love Mini xxx
I hope your wee dog is feeling okay.
You really do need to take the three packs as you will get run down and tired if you don't.
I found it very hard to take the three when I first started out on my diet journey and I lost my energy, it just dipped.
I make sure now always to take the three packs.
Along with 4 litres of water.
Hope your in better form tomorrow...not great on weekends myself.
Love Mini xxx
kati
Gold Member
Thanks I feel much better today and so does my dog. He's back to barking lots at the cat and not being sick any more, still dodgy poo though lol (sorry tmi)
I managed to sleep well last night so feeling nicely refreshed. My rib type area is aching it eels like someone has been jumping on me while I was asleep. In reality its more like I was lying on my front all night and my mattress is awful.
My neck is aching, stiff as well as sore. I realised I have other bruises too thats like finger marks on my arm and thumb mark on my chest. Not too pretty. Good job its winter.
still 11 stone 5 this morning, whats going on there? hope it goes down a few pounds before I get weighed tomorrow lol.
well its half term for the kids next week. I'll only have them tomorrow then they'll be at their dads for the rest of the week. The week after that I have a week off work. I'm intending to use that time to get the house sorted out and the boys room decorated finally.
I've been trying to decide this morning how is best to go about getting my dining room carpet cleaned. I dont know whether to get it done professionally, hire a cleaning thing and do it myself or buy a cleaner so I can do it myself any time. Someone who does it for a living would obviously do it much better than me of course but no idea how much its going to cost. And the dog keeps weeing on the carpet so I'd have to keep doing it. hmmm.
Actually, it hasn't been cleaned in the 6 years since we moved here so I might get someone to do it for me then get one of those little cleaners and then I can keep it handy for when he wees anywhere and cos I have a cream coloured rug that goes black very quickly. Yes I'll do that. great. Just need to give the house a good clean before letting anyone in to do that lol. Maybe I should hire a cleaner to come every week lol that would be wonderful. Just someone to put the clothes away for me would be nice. and someone to sort my mail out for me.
Kate, I need gertrude heap to come and assist me personally! lol seriously I'm rubbish at aything, I'm nowhere near the perfect housewife. But to be honest I feel like its pointless taking any prd in the state of my house cos theres only ever me and my boys who see it. Maybe I should get smeone to come and clean for me once a week then I'd have to take more care otherwise whoever it is would see how terrible I am with it lol. And it means I'd only have to do the surface stuff ad she could do the deepcleaning things tht ruin your nails. I doo enough of that at work without having to come home and do it too.
I shall look into it. I'll be working full time very soon so will have more moneyto be able to pay for it and less inclination to do it.
I have earache now. I hate having earache and I get it a lot. since I started cd this is the first time it's come back which is probably the longest its been for quite a while. I have obvously let myself get run down but I think I can now make sure I get my 3 packs a day. I'm over the not eating stage.
I managed to sleep well last night so feeling nicely refreshed. My rib type area is aching it eels like someone has been jumping on me while I was asleep. In reality its more like I was lying on my front all night and my mattress is awful.
My neck is aching, stiff as well as sore. I realised I have other bruises too thats like finger marks on my arm and thumb mark on my chest. Not too pretty. Good job its winter.
still 11 stone 5 this morning, whats going on there? hope it goes down a few pounds before I get weighed tomorrow lol.
well its half term for the kids next week. I'll only have them tomorrow then they'll be at their dads for the rest of the week. The week after that I have a week off work. I'm intending to use that time to get the house sorted out and the boys room decorated finally.
I've been trying to decide this morning how is best to go about getting my dining room carpet cleaned. I dont know whether to get it done professionally, hire a cleaning thing and do it myself or buy a cleaner so I can do it myself any time. Someone who does it for a living would obviously do it much better than me of course but no idea how much its going to cost. And the dog keeps weeing on the carpet so I'd have to keep doing it. hmmm.
Actually, it hasn't been cleaned in the 6 years since we moved here so I might get someone to do it for me then get one of those little cleaners and then I can keep it handy for when he wees anywhere and cos I have a cream coloured rug that goes black very quickly. Yes I'll do that. great. Just need to give the house a good clean before letting anyone in to do that lol. Maybe I should hire a cleaner to come every week lol that would be wonderful. Just someone to put the clothes away for me would be nice. and someone to sort my mail out for me.
Kate, I need gertrude heap to come and assist me personally! lol seriously I'm rubbish at aything, I'm nowhere near the perfect housewife. But to be honest I feel like its pointless taking any prd in the state of my house cos theres only ever me and my boys who see it. Maybe I should get smeone to come and clean for me once a week then I'd have to take more care otherwise whoever it is would see how terrible I am with it lol. And it means I'd only have to do the surface stuff ad she could do the deepcleaning things tht ruin your nails. I doo enough of that at work without having to come home and do it too.
I shall look into it. I'll be working full time very soon so will have more moneyto be able to pay for it and less inclination to do it.
I have earache now. I hate having earache and I get it a lot. since I started cd this is the first time it's come back which is probably the longest its been for quite a while. I have obvously let myself get run down but I think I can now make sure I get my 3 packs a day. I'm over the not eating stage.
Similar threads
